Thanks. *hugs*

sorry
 

<- look! boobies!
- Johanna! Are you drunk?:shocked:
- YES!:-)
- I'm so disapionted in you!:nono:
- I dont care:-p
*goes back to solitary chocolate room with an other drink*

i want to die

sorry still on this i know

id be better off dead

everyone be better off

Please Jo, don't die!
You don't deserve that. YOU wont be better off!
You are still young, you have time!
*big hug* Please smile! At least at me making a fool of myself. :)

im a useless waste of space

im meant to snap out of this cos im going to uni

i meant to magically feel ok

im just rubbish

*hugs newlife* hey babe it doesnt happen that way no one magically feels better, you arent a waste of space we care about you *more hugs and cups of coco*

i cant do it

all i picture is how i can do it

so many pictures of my own death

xx

:( You shouldn't do it. Because...

I know it doesnt really help anythin but.....

*big hugs for all* :-)

*big hugs for all*

*stares into space & tries to cry*

Í my be very drunk, but I kove you all. Newlife! please hold on!!!

love you all!
*hides under blanket til sober*

Ya, you should try to hold on. If not for yourself, then for something else.

I'm so sorry.
but I ment what i said.

*hides inside a padded cell room and screams*

just hollow and it is hurting so much, enough is enough

I forgot it was the 17th of august and I totally forgot I feel so guilty she meant everything to me and I couldnt even remember to remember her *cries*

**hugs emily**

*cries under blanket* Never coming out...

*drags Johanna out and gives her a hug*


Wat's wrong?