i did tell her but she was like two months is long enough-and when i mentioned it takes me time to get to know and trust someone she was like they not there for you to know for life

I have one word for that woman. bitch. She sounds awful but please dont give up, some people just dont understand depression or self harm. Maybe the 2 months will help and I think it may be worth giving it a try. If it doesnt then you could always try and see someone else.

im sorry i cant cope

*cries uncontrollably*

I can't stand doctors like that. They give the good ones a bad name.

She has no right to treat you like that. Is there another doctor in the practice you can go to? You don't have to stay with that doctor, especially if there is more than one in the partnership. You can also complain, the NHS has a complaint form on their website, and the surgery will have forms they must let you have if you ask for one.

I've just spotted where you're location is! I live in Luton too! If it's the GP i think it is I'm not surprised, but there are good ones in the town. PM me if you like.

Take care

Loz x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

dont apologise newlife, you have nothing to apologise for. *offers a tissue* I have to go now but *massive hugs* I hope you are ok. Please dont give up. There is help out there xx

Crawls into the ward.. under a bed with a blanket and a teddy. I think I'll just stay here for a while.

thanks for all the support

i dont think im going to go back to doctors and ill see what i think when the counsellor gets in touch with me

i'm sorry


*curls up*

i need a hug

*hugs Newlife* bad doctors are a terrible curse *offers tea*

thanks *curls up under balnket and rocks*

i want to sleep

im scared of life

*puts on the soothing music and dims the lights*

i.cant.do.this.tonight

clings to anything nearby... the floor will do

*Gives raining inmyhead a big teddy bear and a blanket*
Are you ok?

(((((((( newlife ))))))))

I am so sorry hunni.

*hugs you tight..*

**sobs also** (ignore me)

(((((((( raining in my head ))))))))

hope ur ok

So how are the ward residents doing today? *gets out the tea and teddy trolley*

checks in,finds a corner to hide in.

everything aches

the simpsons movie made me feel better for a while

now i cant rid of the memory ofyesterday

i want to stop thinking about it

*curls up in a ball*

*covers Newlife in a blanket*

im so sorry

i need a hug

or for someone to hit me hard

im sorry