not to good myself do you wanna talk about it

Yea, I do a bit.

I'm statring to get overly ashamed that I cant tell a girl that I love to death the truth. I love her and she deserves to know that I'm still here suffering a lot. I mean she tell sme everything thats goin on in her life, and I think she deserves the same treatment. But i'm too friggin weak and ashamed to tell her and be confident about it. I'm retty sure she thinks ive been free for 9 months. With every person who carries that peice of information, the weaker I feel, cause I'm the only one who knows the whole truth...

Sorry about the huge block of text. When I say one thing, this other stuff seems to wanna come out with it.

hugs i can see where your coming from but well i would suggest trying to tell her in a way that would be comfortable to you like a letter or something like that sorry if that is not good advice sorry

no, it makes sence. What you think of telling her through IM... then saving time to go hang with her after? I think it would be a more comfortable to me if I told her like that...

yes my friend that sounds like a very good plan and i wish you luck dont froget to take some flowers (lol)

flowers, lol. She would love those ^^. I'm just praying she dosn't take it too bad. I think I'll tell her today, and meet her at a coffee shop this afternoon when I go back home... *prays that she will understand and not yell*

i am sure if you tell her in a nice way she will understand you i promise

*checks in*
Don't mind me...
*goes to a corner, sits as close to the walls as possie and hugs her knees*

ok. You want to talk about anything? And so I know, what should I call you?

feel free to call me steve and hey does anyone want anything or need a shoulder to cry on or anything

ok. ^^ I will rembember that

*runs in and hides head under blanket* bloody DLA people

whats wrong Shadowedseraph? What's buggin you? *hugs*

hey everyone who needs hugs and who want tea and cakes *produces tea and cake trolley*

*takes as many hugs as she can get as well as a big mug of tea and slice of cake* i hate filling in forms and my DLA renewal came through today, all eighty odd pages of it, the F-ing thing isnt due to be renewed until january *screams with frustration*

um don't mean to be rude, but DLA? whatdoes that mean?

:) thats ok Disability Living Allowance

ohh I see now...

DLA is a compleate bi**h to sort out the forms are rediculous aww hugs hun well i dont know what to say and hey tsc (or what do you want to be called) did it go to plan or are you doing it later

*hugs shadowserph and gets tea and cake*

Wha? Yea... I didn't get to talk to her yet, I'm hoping to get to talk to her tonight or some time reeeeealy soon