*cries*

*creeps in and hides in a dark corner*

Hey bright side of life, you ok?

dnt know...i feel very sad and down and im really irritable. waaa*cries*

i need locking up-i told my friend something and now she thinks im crazy-they're gonna lock me up i know they will-they want to do it

*crys*

im rubbish and worthless and now everyone thinks im crazy but im not it is how it is i know they dont understand that that voice is horrible it keeps telling me how crap i am

they'll want to lock me up

*hugs Newlife and offers a warm blanket and hot chocolate*
What did you tell her?
They won't lock you up unless you are a great danger to yourself, so try to calm yourself.

sorry
*takes blanket*
no hot chocolate for the moment thanks


i told her about the voice that tells me to harm and how i cant fight it anymore and how i cant cope with it anymore-she thinks im crazy im sure

she thinks im nuts but its real it really is there

sorry

*crys*

*walks in grabs a blanket* hey guys i aint here long so i am just going to offer my teddy box around and go to sleep *curls up in tight ball and goes to sleep*

*curls up in the corner*

U wanna know how horrible my friend is????? Grrrrrr

*bounces in to the ward* hey everyone i really feeling weird its like a bouncy feeling mut a bouncy feeling i really hate lol *bounces off further into the ward waits for people*

*has tantrum and is send to padded room*

i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings
i need to control my feelings

*stands and stares... is going crazy*

*bounces and slows down* hey alyssa do you need a hug or a teddy or anything *produces teddy box*

does anyone else want anything

*runs in and finds a corner*
Want to slit my wrists...no good reason why...all I want to do is cry (good sign because that means I probably won't do it)...but I can't...and I have a counseling appointment later so I've got to confess this to my counselor...yet another reason to want to cry...it's a good thing this is on-line, I can do whatever I want
*sits in corner, clutches stuffed lamb, and sobs*

*hugs ally*

i'm sorry i'm cracking up-need a real psych ward

want to do so much damage

*ambles in again* hey everyone anyone wanna talk

*hugs up to steve*

sorry

it's okay newlife come here *hugs and squishes tight*