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Sefka 07-05-2011 11:00 PM

No weirder than throwing up anywhere else. You could run to the bathroom, I guess. And tell them how nervous you are.

And yes, my real name is Sarah :)

Laura2.0 07-05-2011 11:09 PM

*waves* hi Sarah.

hmm... makes sense. I'm not just nervous. It feels a lot worse than being nervous. It feels as if I'm going to be executed or something like that.
I'm busy during the week next week and I'm going to be busy on the weekend. Not much time to worry, the best thing about work.

Sefka 07-05-2011 11:34 PM

*waves back*

Sorry, I didn't mean to trivialise what you're feeling. I can really sympathise - I remember my first session. I guess it's a good thing that you'll be busy in the days leading up to the appointment.

Laura2.0 07-05-2011 11:47 PM

I didn't take it that way.. as if you were trivializing anything.

Sefka 07-05-2011 11:51 PM

wrong is what I do best :)

Anyway... best of luck with it xxx

Cazki 08-05-2011 12:47 AM

*Hugs Mark* You ok Mark?

*Hugs Oliver* how are you oliver?

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Laura*

misskitty112 08-05-2011 08:58 AM

Hey guys,
I'm sorry I'm hardly ever around anymore. That'll change after finals week (hopefully)
I just wanted to drop in and let you all know, I'm thinking of you.

Doikers 08-05-2011 09:57 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia*

one_step_closer 08-05-2011 02:06 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 08-05-2011 02:07 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you Hun?

Antebellum 08-05-2011 02:36 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm moving back to University today for the last 3 weeks of this semester. Then after that I'm coming home (Where my mum lives) for good :-(

I didn't think I was going to be so upset about this. I feel like when I leave my flat at Uni I'm going to be leaving my home... I've been in the same room and flat for 4 years! *sighs*

I'm going out for a family meal this afternoon and then mums going to measure me up for my cap and gown for graduation. Then I'm going back to University... I feel like I'm going to burst out crying, I don't want this part of my life to end.

Am I alone in feeling like this? because everyone else I know is really looking forward to graduating and moving on and I just feel like I'm losing the best part of my life so far!


ljmeep 08-05-2011 02:53 PM

Wish I could help, but I'm still in college and married w/ 3 kids so once I graduate I don't think it will really feel as though I'm moving on so much as continuing on with this chapter of my life. *hugs if that's ok*

It's perfectly normal and ok to feel a little sad about ending a chapter of your life to begin another... especially when it is/was a very good chapter. Hang in there. You may even be pleasantly surprised to find that the next chapter is even better :)

Doikers 08-05-2011 05:26 PM

*Hugs Rhi* I Don't know I never went to UNI.Really sorry:S.

*Hugs Kelly* How have you been hun?

Louise 08-05-2011 05:26 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 08-05-2011 05:44 PM

*Hugs Louise*

frenchhorn 08-05-2011 06:15 PM

*hugs all*

one_step_closer 08-05-2011 06:18 PM

Rhi, I felt like that when I finished uni. It's like you are experiencing a loss, which you are, and it takes time to come to terms with it. Life is all about moving forward though and there will hopefully be other good times ahead.

I'm feeling like I want to overdose again except I have nothing 'safe' to overdose on. I don't want to overdose on painkillers because I know how dangerous that it. I also feel like i'm going to have to start cutting again if I can't overdose any more.

frenchhorn 08-05-2011 06:38 PM

*hugs Lindsay* please try to stay safe, is there someone you can talk to

Doikers 08-05-2011 06:46 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay* I echo Oliver , please stay safe .

frenchhorn 08-05-2011 06:49 PM

*hugs Mark* hows you?

ljmeep 08-05-2011 07:20 PM

I was doing fine for a while... my scars were all starting to fade even. then this morn. i was promised to get to sleep in (only thing i asked for for mother's day) and ended up getting up at 7 to take care of the kids while hubby slept. it set me off and i've been fighting off and on w/ hubby all day. :'( the i lost it and cut ... if i could crawl into a hole and hide I would.

How have you been, Mark?

How 'bout you, Oliver?

I miss my wardies and sooo need to stop by more :(

one_step_closer 08-05-2011 08:25 PM

I'm sorry to hear that, Kelly. Please take care of yourself.

I could phone the voluntary crisis team but I don't really know what to say and i'm not sure that they would take me seriously.

SoMuchMore 08-05-2011 09:35 PM

Sorry I don't have a lot of time, but I wanted to say hi.


Rhi - I know what you mean. I am finishing Uni this year as well.... and it just hit me the other day and this overwhelming feeling of nostalgia took over and I was so sad. You are definitely not alone hun.

Doikers 08-05-2011 09:41 PM

*Hugs Laura*

Louise 08-05-2011 09:47 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 08-05-2011 10:02 PM

I think I have demons inside me.....
Realyreally sorry

dazed1989 08-05-2011 10:11 PM

*wanders in and does some deep breathing*

My mind needs to slow down and my will power needs to buck its ideas up... hmpf :-(

Doikers 08-05-2011 10:55 PM

I'm sic, and I'm sorry

ljmeep 08-05-2011 11:22 PM

finally some peace and quiet! *takes a deep breath* i wish i could nap, but there's nooo way I can sleep right now... i hate feeling so down like this :/

Cazki 09-05-2011 12:40 AM

My grandad is very poorly :(

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Meep*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Cazki 09-05-2011 01:42 AM

:sad: I'm worried about him, he is incredibly ill. I know im not allowed to put numbers but the time frame that he hasnt had anything to eat or drink is very worrying :sad: oh god no please no no. If that isnt enough i feel fed up.

ljmeep 09-05-2011 02:19 AM

*hugs Atlantica* you can call me Kelly, hun. I hope things get better for u... wish i could be more help, but i'm not really in a good lace right now to be honest... feel like my marriage is crumbling 'round me :(

BWchick 09-05-2011 05:50 AM

*Curls up in corner with a blanket and a teddy*
hey guys.......

Doikers 09-05-2011 10:58 AM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Megz*

Here if any of you need to talk..........

one_step_closer 09-05-2011 12:57 PM

I'm sorry that so many of us are struggling. I'm here for you all.

Doikers 09-05-2011 03:45 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* We're here for you too hun :)

PoisonedApple 09-05-2011 07:24 PM

*leaves hugs on the table*

*hides in the denial tent*

Doikers 09-05-2011 07:40 PM

*Squishes Crimson*

one_step_closer 09-05-2011 07:41 PM

I can't cope with my life being like this. Depression, BPD, anxiety, no one in real life there for me. Yeah I have professionals and my brother at a distance but I want something closer than that. I'm trying to think of ways to be admitted to hospital to at least be cared for at a distance. I could overdose again but it will take a while to save up my medication. I need some relief now. I should just cut myself but my blades are packed ready for moving house. I could always go and buy some more.

Doikers 09-05-2011 08:01 PM

Please stay safe Lindays hun PM me if you need *Hugs*

Louise 09-05-2011 08:06 PM

hugs everyone - so tired

Lindsay - I am worried about you, please stay safe and I am only a PM away.

Mark - How are you?

Doikers 09-05-2011 08:28 PM

I'm...........Thirsty , Increaed in meds has made my mouth feel constantly like sand , and a bit low but had a nice 2.5 hours with my best friend tonight :)

PoisonedApple 09-05-2011 10:25 PM

*huggles Mark*
*hugs Louise and Lindsay*

PoisonedApple 10-05-2011 12:33 AM

Well after just sitting here for an extended chunk of time I still have no idea how to get any words out so I'll just go back to my corner...

BWchick 10-05-2011 01:45 AM

sorry for bothering anyone... my bad thoughts have been unbearable lately.... i just cant fight this anymore....

Doikers 10-05-2011 11:27 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Megz*

Laura2.0 10-05-2011 11:32 AM

*hugs all*

I couldn't get online hte last 2-3 days, cause my internet isn't working right.
I'm already getting messages like 'why are you avoiding me?' and 'are you mad at me?'. WTF! it's the internet not a phone. I don't HAVE to reply to any messages. People should be grateful that I even read them and sometimes bother to reply when they unload their **** on me.

Sefka 10-05-2011 01:44 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm kinda dropping in to say bye. You've all been fantastic and helped me loads this last week but I'm feeling a lot better so I think I need to 'check out' of the ward now.
Love you lots and see you around the forums.

Doikers 10-05-2011 02:21 PM

*Hugs Laura*I'm sorry hun:(

*Hugs Sefka* Thats great that you are feeling better , Take care :)

frenchhorn 10-05-2011 03:33 PM

*cuddles all*

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