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realflifefaerie 21-07-2009 02:54 PM

Am really struggling so am gonna come hide in here for a while.

~Kaytee~ 21-07-2009 03:00 PM

I don't know if it's the right thing to do
I don't know what to do full stop.. *cries*

MammaMia 21-07-2009 03:29 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

Kahlia, congratulations sweetie, I hope your laptop is returned soon and working okay :D Hope all the lecturers are okay with them being recorded too :]

Kahlia1981 21-07-2009 03:33 PM

thanks Helen. I've already had replies from two lecturers who are quite happy for me to record their lectures. Just waiting on another four. I also hope my laptop is returned soon and in working order.

*offers cuddles and hugs to all including those hiding in corners or in the smoking shelter or in the denial tent*

MammaMia 21-07-2009 03:35 PM

Oooh I'm so glad :) I remember when I had to ask lecturers if I could use my radio aid haha, but only half of them bothered to reply and in the end I didn't use it *whistles*

I had a really bad night's sleep, was awake until gone 7am this morning :( Hasn't been THAT bad in 3/4/5 weeks, absloutely gutted. Though in a way it reminded me of being at Jade's lol. Gwad I miss her so so so so much. This time two weeks ago, I should have been there but missed the last train, so that set me back 20 mins, but I would have been almost there, I think this was about when I started to cry lol!!!!!! :P We were just SOOOOO excited, like you couldn't believe....Anyway I'm rambling again LOL

Am still struggling and I cut last night, was almost at 3 weeks =[

shadowedseraph 21-07-2009 06:23 PM

*hugs MammaMia* I'm sorry your struggling

i've just made my nine months and slipped up, not majorly but i really enjoyed it *cries* what is wrong with me?

SoMuchMore 21-07-2009 11:29 PM

*hugs shadowed* Nothing is wrong with you, slip ups happen. I hope you are okay.

I don't feel anything today. I hate being numb.

Kahlia1981 21-07-2009 11:49 PM

*hugs Helen* ~ I hope my lecturers bother to reply.

Shadowed ~ there's nothing wrong with you sweetheart. Remember that slips are going to happen. I hope you are okay.

Fallinstar ~ I hate feeling numb as well. I hope it doesn't last.

I am waiting for the nurses to come and give me my shower. I'm going to walk out to uni today and print off my first weeks lecture notes. That will give me my walk for the day. I hate waiting.

shadowedseraph 22-07-2009 12:09 AM

*hugs Kahalia* thank you :) I hope your nurses come soon

wildly insane 22-07-2009 12:20 AM

*hugs Fallinstar* I hope the numbness doesn't last

*hugs shadowedsoul* 9 months is so good hun, it's only a slip up, please keep thinking of it that way

*hugs Helen* I know you hate it, but keep fighting

*hugs Kahlia* good luck with the lecturers and the lap top, and so glad to hear about your housemate too

*hugs Katie* it's always hard knowing what to do, but once the decision is made, it's always the right one

*hugs secrets* do you want to talk about it?

*hugs Arwen* hope you had a good day

*hugs Jill gently* sorry I can't offer more

*hugs Hana* good luck at the doctors, let us know how you're doing

*hugs Todlich* how you doing hun?

am back in control but still struggling, lost it last night, couldn't pretend

zowie 22-07-2009 04:46 AM

*Hugs everyone* Sorry, I'm a little tipsy and can't comprehend the recent posts. Will do indivisual posts soon, promise!
I've had a good night, my dad and I talked about all sorts of things and some of it made me feel good about who I am, and who I am about to become :)

Damnation. 22-07-2009 04:51 AM


Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1762841)
*hugs Todlich* how you doing hun?


Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1761006)
Dayna, you okay sweetie?

Bloody depressed, and no idea why. Had a good day with a friend today, and then my mood fell flat on its ass. And I'm waiting on the mods for an answer to a simple (or so I thought) question I asked like, early this year/back end of last year about a potential lurker problem, and just...ugh. I hate the wait :/

*hugs everybody in the ward* <3

Kahlia1981 22-07-2009 05:43 AM

*hugs everybody in the ward*

Sorry no individual replies. I have been doing some pre-reading of the textbook for one of my subjects and it's pretty heavy going. I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you all.

*leaves more hugs for anyone who needs them*

SoMuchMore 22-07-2009 06:24 AM

*hugs Damnation* I hope you are okay. Sometimes waiting for people is the worst.

*hugs Kahila* Good luck with the reading!

*hugs for everyone else*

youonlyliveonce 22-07-2009 09:01 AM

think by the end of today our friendship could be over if she just takes me apart. u will hate me.sobs goes hides in corner

sorry bit out of it this morning for individual replies hugs to all. hope everyone is ok.

Kahlia1981 22-07-2009 11:46 AM

*leaves hugs for all on the ward including those hiding in corners, in the smoking shelter and in the denial tent*

I managed to complete the introduction and first two chapters of my textbook. Some of it was quite interesting, but other parts were extraordinarily boring. What I found most interesting was that the code included in the text was in Java which most of the student are learning concurrently. Lucky for me I am already fluent or semi-fluent in Java so the code made perfect sense. My disability resource officer has offered me a laptop belonging to the Department and I have decided to take them up on the offer because my laptop is still being repaired. I wrote e-mails to all my lecturers to let them know I have had shoulder surgery and asking permission to record their lectures and have had replies from some. Not too bad considering Uni begins next week.

I am badly stressed and it is showing with the tension in my back muscles leaving my back caning. On the plus side I'm needing less and less of a pain medication for my shoulder. My shoulder now only hurts when I put it through angles that it is not yet ready for.

Tomorrow morning I have to be up early because I need to get my lithium serum levels taken. I'm hoping that it isn't going to be a cold morning.

realflifefaerie 22-07-2009 11:54 AM

Thanks for the hugs. I'm really sorry I can't reply individually, I'm at my boyfriends and there's loads to do.

Things are actually getting worse, I feel really unwell still (in fact I feel even worse today) and I'm having unnecessary pressure put on me by something I do voluntarily. That's without the daily battle with food and whatever else

*leaves hugs for all*

MammaMia 22-07-2009 02:35 PM

*offers hugs to all*

Sorry I'm not upto indvidual replies but thanks for those who have done so with me, it's massively appericated.

shadowedseraph 22-07-2009 04:42 PM

Thank you to everyone who individually replied me, i can't offer the same right now i'm in a terrible place :( *offers hugs to all in the ward including those out smoking or hiding in the denial tent*

MammaMia 22-07-2009 05:57 PM

I just got some very very very awesome news, haha!!!!! All I can think is shame I won't probably be around to see the end product but shhh ;)

"I’m delighted to let you know that we’ve chosen your case study to feature with five others in Skill’s Into Higher Education 2010 guide."

Basically it's a guide for disabled students who are considering entering university, and SIX people (out of THOUSANDS) are chosen to feature!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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