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wildly insane 31-03-2009 01:40 AM

*hugs* can't help right now as head is pounding and need to sleep but am thinking of you all and hope things get better *big hugs*

Damnation. 31-03-2009 03:00 AM

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start,
You showed me dreams,
I wish they turned into real,
You broke a promise,
And made me realise,
It was all just a lie

Kahlia1981 31-03-2009 04:21 AM

I love that song Dayna.

*hugs all*

Damnation. 31-03-2009 04:23 AM

It seems appropriate

Auburn Shadow 31-03-2009 04:47 AM

****. Still awake. Can't sleep. Don't want to sleep. Can't do this anymore. So ****ing triggered. All because of that stupid slip up. ****ing scared of meeting my parents. Biological parents. Biological grandparents. What if they hate me too?

Kahlia1981 31-03-2009 10:30 AM

*sighs* My surgery has been postponed. The f***ing d*cks at the hospital rang my mother to tell her that it was being postponed. That means I'll probably have to wait another several months before I get the surgery done. I'm so damn over this. I just want to cry ... but I'm too depressed to cry. It took me four hours to put my washing in the machine today ... 4 freaking hours ... because I was too depressed and had absolutely no motivation. Am just so over this.

Kahlia1981 31-03-2009 10:34 AM

Sorry, I should stop complaining.

*offers everyone hugs*

zowie 31-03-2009 12:01 PM

*Hugs Helen* How you doing honey?

*Hugs Jade* This person you're worried about, don't worry that you're not doing enough. She's just lucky to have a friend like you.

Hello Gil *waves and hugs* Sorry to hear things are so shitty at the moment. Stay strong and keep posting in here as much as you need.

*Hugs Dayna* Ugh, I hate getting spacey. I get this weird thing where I space out and can't stop my eyes from rolling up. How are you feeling now?

*Offers Hannah a blanket* Hope you got to sleep darl.

*Hugs Hana* Try not to fret too much, I really hope this goes well for you.

*Squishes Kahlia* That sucks hun, and you have every right to post when you're feeling bad. You deserve to be able to vent and get help/comfort from us as much as everyone else.


The camera crew are coming over any minute. I've told my dad I don't want to be filmed. I just hate my appearance right now, I'm so fat. I actually purged this morning even though I hadn't eaten anything in the hope that my huge belly would get just a little bit smaller.

Damnation. 31-03-2009 06:00 PM

Auburn: x_x I'm sure they don't hate you really, what makes you think that? *Hugs*

Kahlia: Complain away, that's what this thread's here for <3

Arwen: Yeah, it's annoying, 'cause it gets really strong. So it's sometimes a real fight not to go void, lol :thumbup:. Doing okay though today, 'cause I has a friend with me who's, like, as insane as I am =D!!

Steel Maiden 31-03-2009 06:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1519118)
hehe, *hugs steel maiden* maths geek is good, I enjoy a challenge too, not up to high level maths, although I did apparently do some highly difficult statistics for my masters :P glad you slept better, talking of which I should be sleeping now, told myself I'd get an early night, get rid of this damned cold. Am okay, just.

*hugs you* yeah maths is great, its one of my self-made therapies. I did the National Maths Olympiad once. Came 260th in the UK *shameless boast* =] yeah I'm getting six hours a night of sleep these days, which is great. How did you sleep then? Do you have problems sleeping as such? Sleep can be really difficult when you need it most, sadly.

Steel Maiden 31-03-2009 06:39 PM

Ehhhh today I handed in a letter to my psych about the Truth. I don't know if she's read it by now but I am scared.

I want to follow the Tasks the Voices and Mindreaders have given me.

Damnation. 31-03-2009 06:41 PM

Steel: Does your psyche know what the Mindreaders are asking you to do? (I've seen some of your threads, so I think I know what you're on about)

MammaMia 31-03-2009 09:36 PM

Arwen, I'm not doing good at all. :(

Kahlia1981 01-04-2009 09:10 AM

My house-mate is home from the half-way house. I just hope that all is going to go well. *sigh* I wish I wasn't depressed. I need to get in touch with my TAFE instructor and get some help there but just don't feel up to anything right now. I see my GP on Friday and am going to have to ask about being put on Epilim or something like it .... gah. So damn over my mood.

zowie 01-04-2009 02:45 PM

I'm here if you wanna talk Helen xxx

Steel Maiden 01-04-2009 07:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Damnation. (Post 1522583)
Steel: Does your psyche know what the Mindreaders are asking you to do? (I've seen some of your threads, so I think I know what you're on about)

Yeah she does. I wrote it in the Letter.

Steel Maiden 01-04-2009 07:44 PM

Ok I had a really good appointment with my psychologist today. I also gave my psychiatrist the Letter. So let's see what happens...if anything.

Auburn Shadow 01-04-2009 07:46 PM

****. ****ing triggered. ****ing ****.

Landlord's going to be here in a few mins. Can't deal with him. Can't ****ing deal with life at the moment. Can't do this. Housemate told him I've got a guy living with me. He's not living with me, he's here until tom stops stalking me. that's all. why do people do this?

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Long*Past 02-04-2009 02:06 AM

It isn't fair!
It isn't fair!
Things are JUST starting to look up, and my world starts crumbling around me again!

Mom hates me.
School sucks.
Home sucks.
I can't find any inspiration to write my story.
My so called best friend isn't talking to me and I don't know why.
I'm single.
The only guy that seems to like me lives in Italy.
Any girls that like me won't show it.
I just don't want to do it anymore!

I'm sitting here in my room crying my eyes out...
and now I have to go up for dinner...

I don't want to do this anymore...

Long*Past 02-04-2009 03:23 AM

God DAMNIT!
I just wand to DIE!

I don't want to go to ballet!
I don't want to stay at home!
I don't want to go to school!
I don't have anyone who can possibly take me in at this state!
I don't have ANYWHERE to be!

I just want to die....
I don't want to wake up tomorrow...

I don't wanna dance...
I don't wanna sing...
I don't wanna act... or pretend...

Just... want it all to be over...


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