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BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 11:56 AM

Ooh dear, don't worry Doikers. It's a busy day but at least it is all stuff to help you *hugs*. Meds are a bother, aren't they?

Doikers 19-10-2010 12:03 PM

They are *Sigh*
My name is Mark although I answer to Doikers too heh :)

Doikers 19-10-2010 12:15 PM

*Hugs JK as I spots her* JK!!!! Heeeey , how are you ? :)

jonikd 19-10-2010 12:21 PM

hey Mark, thought I might get spotted lurking around in here :) I have been checking up on you all, just not much to say at the mo. I've given up alcohol so been struggling along with that and trying to stay in one piece by keeping very busy!

The ward has lots of new faces, its nice to see some of the oldies still around like you, Laura and Kahlia. Still nice to come visit here.

I'm off to bed now, forgot to order my meds so won't be much sleep tonight I don't suspect but will give it a go.

Take care, you're doing a great job of looking after the ward and making it a welcoming safe place to keep coming back to


Doikers 19-10-2010 12:28 PM

OOhhh GOOD LUCK ( And I mean that sincerly ) on giving up alcohol , I did that and it was soooo NOT easy and I still get cravings :S But I think you can do it :):):)

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 12:47 PM

Ah, employers.

Nothing like getting told off for self-harming at work because "you can't do that here, health and safety blahblahblah".

To be fair they were also worried and wanted to talk about how they could help, but you have tolaugh!

Doikers 19-10-2010 12:51 PM

*Hugs Bunny* Are your wounds okay? Please be safe .

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 01:01 PM

aw thank you* hugs*

I'm okay, nothing major. But I knew it was important Ilet work know what happened yesterday (they know generally about my issues and arwe trying to be supportive) and, well, their reaction was a little... interesting!

shadowedsoul 19-10-2010 01:24 PM

argh!!!!!! why are people in my real life so fu$king heartless. they can all go to hell, what the hell are they trying to do make me do somthing stuiped. assholes

Doikers 19-10-2010 01:27 PM

*Hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 19-10-2010 01:39 PM

hello bunny, and josh. thanks mark..curls up and crys. why do people in real life like to kick you when your down.

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 02:08 PM

Hey everyone

Ah, massive hugs for you Shadowedsoul, if you accept them. What's up?

nicole94 19-10-2010 04:01 PM

*huggles everyone* i SI'd last night, there seems to be some pattern here :(

Doikers 19-10-2010 05:51 PM

*Hugs Nicole* Hows your wound/s , keep them clean okay .

*Hugs Bunny*

*Hugs Jill Just Because*

one_step_closer 19-10-2010 06:21 PM

*hugs everyone*

nicole94 19-10-2010 06:27 PM

*hugs mark and lindsay*
mark-theyre ok, and i will, they werent very deep anyways.
how're you both?

Doikers 19-10-2010 06:36 PM

Hmmm I HOPE that my Diaz saga is ummm not going take off again :) But I feel okay , which is rare , and strange but nice though :)

nicole94 19-10-2010 06:39 PM

*hugs mark* YAY for feeling ok :D i'm soaking wet as i had an appointment with my individual therapist at the clockhouse wich is about 15mins walk away from my house and the second i got out it started tipping it down with rain :/

nicole94 19-10-2010 07:12 PM


PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 07:12 PM

*runs in and hugs everyone* How's everyone's day going/gone?

awwww I missed JK! *pouts*

*throws confetti at Mark* I didn't get to the other day so you get extra confetti today :D

Doikers 19-10-2010 07:26 PM

*Huuuugs Crimson* Thankyou :)

*Site with Nicole* Today I saw a girl with pierced cheeks , whats that called?

nicole94 19-10-2010 07:32 PM

*hugs mark* i honestly have no idea, but it sounds cool.
i dont know what to do! :'(

Doikers 19-10-2010 07:43 PM

Whats don't you know to do Nicole? Hmm I hope you can make sense of that :P

nicole94 19-10-2010 07:45 PM

lol, i know what you mean, one of my friends has just told me she is very low and that she OD'd on friday but didnt go to hospital, do you think its still worth her going?

shadowedsoul 19-10-2010 07:55 PM

cuddles all. thanks mark and bunnymaz for the hugs.
sorry i never replied before now, went for a long shower, to try and came me down a bit. then had to head out to pay bills. my heads a bit off a mess tonight.just want to hide, and shut out the world. =[

nicole94 19-10-2010 07:56 PM

*cuddles jill* sorry, cant really offer much more than that tonight :(

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 07:58 PM

the dimple piercings, mark?

her going to a&e wouldn't hurt but at this point i don't know that they can do something other than check how much damage was done, nicole.

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 07:59 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : dimple piercings

there's also anti-eyebrow piercings that are on the cheekbone typically.

Doikers 19-10-2010 08:09 PM

Yes Nicole I think your friend should go and get her system checked out , whatever she took will be through her system by now but her liver or other insides could be damaged so I think she should err on the side of caution .

Doikers 19-10-2010 08:12 PM

Yes Crimson !!! Those exact piercings , I've not seen them before .Thanks for the link :

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 08:14 PM

No problem :D glad I could help

TheSuffererComplex 19-10-2010 08:24 PM

*cuddles everyone* yeah i wish I wasn't so hard on myself. I got a date tonight though so it makes this week better even though I have so much work due.

Doikers 19-10-2010 08:27 PM

Good luck on your date Josh :) Is the guy on the right of your sig the (Name escapes me right now) Lead Singer of Bullet for my valentine?

TheSuffererComplex 19-10-2010 08:30 PM

Matt Tuck. And yes, thats his band. Awesome band. New CD was killer.
Thanks, I hope it goes well i really like this girl =]

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 08:53 PM

ward is moving faster again... which is good! but i can't seem to keep up right now.

*hugs everyone* my PM box is open if anyone needs to talk.

Doikers 19-10-2010 08:55 PM

*Huggles Laura*

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 08:59 PM

*hugs mark* how are you? This was like 3 pages ago but, Im sorry that your meds keep getting messed up all the time. Thats so ridiculous and puts extra stress on you that you don't need.

Doikers 19-10-2010 09:10 PM

*Hugs Laura* Well I went to the pharmacy and asked if they had any meds for me and .........yes! they did , so someone put in for my meds but it wasn't me hmmmm I'm still feeling okay which is weird when I've felt crap for so long.
How are you Laura?

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 09:15 PM

hmm.. well at least you got your meds.. did maybe one of your doctors call it in? I'm glad you are feeling okay, hold onto that feeling!

I wish I was feeling better than I am. I'm feeling kinda hopeless about the future, which is totally the wrong attitude to have. I guess i'm just worried that my plans for after graduation won't work out the way I want them too... Just thinking a lot about this stuff i guess as I made my appointment for my last uni adviser meeting yesterday.

Doikers 19-10-2010 09:25 PM

I think it must have been my Psych Dr calling it through , at least I got my meds yes .

I'm feeling kinda hopeless about the future, which is totally the wrong attitude to have.
^^^ I've been feeling hopeless about my furture a lot too , I don't think it's a matter of your attitude though Laura , It's the way you feel and you shoulden't be too hard on yourself about it , Hmm I mean that to sound comforting and well.....to let you know you're not alone, I hope it comes over as such

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 09:41 PM

I know what you mean Mark. I'm sorry you're feeling hopeless as well. I just feel like i won't ever be the person that I picture in my head. Or that moving next august will not be all that I need it to be. I always hold onto things that fall through far too easily. I dunno... I describe the feeling as an "impending sense of doom" to people who ask about it. But its probably just because its all unknown right now i guess.

Sorry, this probably doesnt make sense at all.

Doikers 19-10-2010 09:46 PM

It makes scary amount of sense Laura , I'm worried ....well worried is the wrong word , downright frightened by the future , about housing and meds and my mental health and not being that "Person in my head"

On a different and slightly selfish note I'd just like to say as of tonight I've gone 2 whole days S.I. free :)

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 09:55 PM

*hugs mark* great job!!!! :-)

a lot of people worry about the future though right? i mean i would think this is at least a semi-normal thing... i hope. Anyway, while i do have this "impending sense of doom" feeling, I also am still holding onto the hope that it could be better. I mean you always hear those stories of people's lives who turned out amazing. I want to feel amazing. I want you and everyone else in here to feel amazing as well.

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 10:01 PM

congrats mark :D

Doikers 19-10-2010 10:10 PM

Laura I bet concerns about the future is very very normal indeed , I reckon your life will work out amazing :) I hope it does *Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

Thankyou both :)

I better get to bed , you okay here Laura? , I kind of feel I'm abandoning you, I'll stay if you want for a bit :)

Kahlia1981 19-10-2010 11:13 PM

*huggles all*

Congrats on the two days free Mark. :-)
- JK: Nice to see you drop by and I hope you managed to get some sleep. :-)

Sorry for the lack of individuals, the brain isn't fully functional yet and the ward started to pick up again.

A person IRL sent me a link to this YouTube vid and in a way I wish it for all of you so I want to share it with you all. It is a country song, so feel free not to watch, but also feel free to look at the lyrics. Or not, it's a "free world". :-p

TheSuffererComplex 19-10-2010 11:20 PM

*hugs everyone* just stopping by again, hope everyone is doing good. =]

Awesome Mark, keep up the good work! *hugs*

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 11:27 PM

Sorry I went away guys, I've been concentrating on my knitting to keep my brain where it should be and it is far too easy to lose many, many hours to it!

Mark, well done on the SI, every day is a victory worth celebrating *hug*

Laura, worrying about the future is fairly normal, which is good! A bit of normal, human worrying about the future is perfectly healthy if you ask me.

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 11:34 PM

*hugs mark* it was ok that you went to bed, no worries. hope you are sleeping well.

*hugs kahlia* im not a huge fan of country music but the lyrics are good :-) hope you are feeling a little better.

*hugs bunny* hope you managed to stay safe.

*hugs josh* good luck on your date tonight. hope you are doing okay.

*hugs crimson* how r u doing?

I had to step out for class... now on a half hour break before my super boring night class.. tuesdays put me to sleep heh.

SparkleKitten 19-10-2010 11:56 PM

*cuddles wardies*

Tuesdays are so full of stress for me. I was late up, the weather was awful, I couldn't afford food today, my bus was stopped and diverted due to a fire, my lecturer is inconsiderate and uncompassionate to my problems physically and mentally and I had an exhausting walk home in the rain. My counsellor was unhappy with me because I SI'd this week and my fiance doesn't understand why I can't stand up to my mum. Sometimes I wish I could just shut myself away and hide for a while, just me and my mind, like a turtle. Man I wish I could be a turtle. Turtles are cool.

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