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SoMuchMore 18-10-2010 08:03 PM

Hi SuffererComplex! I'm Laura! How are you? We are a friendly bunch here in the ward :-) Oh btw, do you have anything you would like us to call you other than "thesufferercomplex"? Just wondering, its okay if not.
*sets out a welcome plate of cookies*

*hugs mark* thanks. I feel like i whine a lot about the same stuff though so thats why i felt the need to say that. *shrug* i don't know.

*hugs louise* I'm sorry you arent feel great. Anything we can do to help? thanks for the offer to talk.

Off to class now. This is like hell weeks of uni so I'm sorry that I havent been supporting much. I should be around more after this week is over.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 08:16 PM

Hi TheSuffererComplex, I'm Sarah :) is it okay if I call you Josh?

*hugs Laura* Have fun at class :)

*hugs Louise* How are you today?

*cuddles Mark* How you doing today? :)

*Huggles Heather* I sees you all up at the top of the page there :p

Had a stressful day today, lecturers just don't care and found I won't get to pick my dissertation topic or anything like that. Then my optician decided they wouldn't give me a copy of my prescription and mum's been an ass, all as I'm trying to avoid stress .

Doikers 18-10-2010 08:25 PM

*Special De-Stressing Hugs For Sarah*

I am putting in a effort to not cut tonight , My nurse and I made a list of why I Hate it this afternoon.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 08:27 PM

*cuddles Mark* thats a good idea, I really should make one of those.

I hope you're okay. Thanks for the special hug :)

Doikers 18-10-2010 09:00 PM

I'm ......odd is the best way I can describe it Sarah ,I have urges but I'm not going to cut tonight , granted I'm not VERY triggered but it could be better. sorry , waffle on......

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 09:13 PM

Its fine Mark, honestly :)

I had more wierd dreams last night, I'm beginning to really dislike them. Apparently its a sign of being under a lot of stress, with hallucinating and having crazy dreams. I want to go back to my dream world safe place again.

Louise 18-10-2010 09:16 PM

hugs mark

nicole94 18-10-2010 09:19 PM

*hugs everyone* i stayed safe :D and i feel better, and i got up infront of all the parents at parents evening (with 2 other girls) and did a presentation :D i'm so proud of myself.

Doikers 18-10-2010 09:37 PM

OOhhhh Thats huge Nicole , you should be proud of yourself for that *Hugs*

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 09:46 PM

*Hugs everyone* Well done Nicole :)

I hope the pills work soon Jill.

I can't really explain it right now. I'm just having thoughts that I can't get out of my head. I'm off for a shower to see it that helps. Wash it all away.

nicole94 18-10-2010 09:52 PM

*hugs mark and lia* thanks guys :D i'm sooo happy, i didnt say anything but i drew on the board and i at least got up there! really emotionally exhausted now though and ready for bed! how're you both?
*hugs jill cause i spies her*

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 09:52 PM

hugs lia thanks hun, hope you feel better soon hun.
erm i feeling very weird tonight, like my head all not sure how to explain it. sorry hugs nicole back.

Doikers 18-10-2010 09:58 PM

Ready fo bed too Nicole , I NEED to get up at a reasonable time tomorrow and I've been REALLY struggling in the morning lately *Sigh*

at least ......at least I got through today without self-injuring *High Fives wardmates*

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 10:00 PM

Night Mark.

Jill, we can unite in out messed up heads. Mine's just going there. I wish it wouldn't. Even I don't believe me.

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:02 PM

*high fives mark* well done for getting through the day without harming! *hugs* i know about struggling in the morning, half term next week though so i can sleep <3 sleep well mark.
lia and jill-are you guys ok?

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 10:05 PM

mark: nice one mark, well done on not harming.hugs lia, stay safe hun.
whatever this is wish it would stop as its freaking me out, and making me panic a little. =[

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:09 PM

*hugs jill* can you try and explain what it is that is freaking you out?

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 10:13 PM

erm my head feels like im zoned out or im high on something, which im not., and cant really see or think straght. it feels like im not here, im i making any sence

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:15 PM

I feel really lonely now. Just isolated and meh and well, my heads funny. *cuddles wardies*

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:19 PM

*hugs jill* you are making sense sweetie, sorry you feel like that :(
*hugs sarah*
ugh, i think i just got myself into trouble :(

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:23 PM

*cuddles Nicole* How so?

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:29 PM

*cuddles sarah* i was talking on facebook about our groups at college and said that i would rather be in a group with sileas than with solita now everyones having a go at me saying i'm a bad friend when i've explained the reason behind it, cause solita is confident and loud and i sometimes find her intimidating, that doesnt mean i dont like her, it just means i find it easier to work with sileas :(

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

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I want to carve words into me. Alone. Dirty.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

Oh dear :( *cuddles* I hope its all okay

Watching a story about crows, they're so cool.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

*cuddles Lia* I hope you're okay hun :( x

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:35 PM

*cuddles lia* please stay safe hun.
*cuddles sarah* it's really triggerd me :( i've come so far since i started college but i still need to go at my own pace and i feel like theyre all pushing me into doing things :(

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 10:36 PM

cuddles lia tighly. please dont girly. you can fight this. <3

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:37 PM

*cuddles* I know the feeling. Sometimes when I have really bad days people won't stop touching me, even though I don't want physical contact with anyone. Hope you're alright

Stay safe Lia, we all care about you here

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 10:56 PM

*Hugs all*

Thanks guys. I just wish these thoughts would leave me alone. They pop up at random moments and I can't deal with them. i just want to know one way or another.

It's alright Nicole, you just carry on going at your own pace and don't let anyone else tell you what to do :) I'm so pleased and proud of how you've managed to move on so much since starting college. *Hugs*

I hope you're alright Jill. You can fight this too.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:00 PM

I just want to hide away in my mind again... Feeling terrible :(

marshki 18-10-2010 11:03 PM

*lia* Huggles-
*mark* well done thats just brill
*nichole* massive hugs and try to ignore the others,x

I think i need a hug myself, lonely and too much stuff to do...feeling so down and dead

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:09 PM

Hi Shaz, I'm Sarah *cuddles* Hope you're alright x

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 11:09 PM

*Hugs Shaz tight* Do you want to talk about it?

*Hugs Sarah*

marshki 18-10-2010 11:11 PM

thanks Sarah and lia,
anything happened sarah?
and i would lia but i just dont know how? so stupid is moi

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:18 PM

Just a few rows at home, I'm under a lot of stress emotionally, physically and financially... Hallucinating and hearing things and feeling strange strange things, I'm on new meds but its not those. :/ I just want to hide away in my mind, dreamed of a safe place, a safe room with a guardian/carer to protect me, and most of my time I spend wanting to climb into that safe place with Rebecca and hide away from reality for a few days or so.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:37 PM

I'm heading off for sleepy times now, hopefully I'll sleep better than last night. Night wardies *snuggles all* stay safe x

FlyingNy 19-10-2010 12:20 AM

You're not stupid Shaz, I know the feeling. I find it near impossible to talk about my feelings or anything that's really going on in my life to anyone. But I'm always here if you find the words.

Kahlia1981 19-10-2010 01:31 AM

*huggles all*

Sorry for not being around - and for the lack of individuals.

I'm freezing cold. My hands are struggling to type ... and this in the middle of spring ... Hopefully I'll start to warm up. Mood is low, and I think I'm losing the plot, if I ever had it that is. But hey, who cares? *sighs*

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 01:48 AM

*wanders in, picks up a huge quilt and a couple of pillows and flops into a corner, snuggling up to something woolly*

Hi everyone, hope you don't mind me joining the ward for a bit? I've been going a bit crazy lately and this place feels nice and safe.

risenfromperdition 19-10-2010 03:08 AM

hey lovelies :)
how're you guys? <3

Kahlia1981 19-10-2010 03:22 AM

Starting to think that maybe it's time to just run away

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 04:16 AM

*cuddles kahlia* run away from what hun? you have to think: what will running away solve? Would things actually be any easier?

*hugs heather* how r u today?

*hugs bunnymaz* (if thats okay). Hi! I'm Laura. We don't mind at all. Are you okay?

MedicAsh 19-10-2010 04:18 AM

Hi everyone!!!

*hugs all who want/need them*

*grabs her fuzzy pink blanket and cuddles up in the corner*

TheSuffererComplex 19-10-2010 07:03 AM

*hugs everyone* thanks for making me feel so welcome, it's really appreciated. Yeah, Josh is fine, sorry, should have said that.

Its been an okay week, just a lot of stress about friend issues. I did some things with a friend that some will not approve of so its just been stressful. I wish i wasn't so compulsive sometimes.

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 07:59 AM

*hugs ashley* Hi :-) how r u doing?

*hugs josh* i'm sorry you are feeling so stressed. Try not to beat yourself up too much with the stress load. Here if you need to talk.

I am trying hard to get things done and catch up with uni work, but i'm pretty sure its a never ending project. I wish i didnt have to stress all the time... and i am trying to find someone to talk to IRL about things b/c SI and passive suicide thoughts are getting out of control.. but i dont feel like i can tell a lot of people here.. i'm close with some of them but not in a way that i can spill my guts out. Sad part is is that the person that has noticed I need to talk the most is the ex... and i'm suppose to hate him but i almost appreciate that he noticed.. is that pathetic? *sigh* its really time to leave uni.. I can't wait. Hoping that somewhere new will be better and different. Okay i'm rambling now. sorry.

Doikers 19-10-2010 10:24 AM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Shaz*

*Hugs Lia*

Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Laura* Not pathetic no .

*Hugs Josh*

*Hugs QueenMedic*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs BunnyMaz if ok?*

*Misses and Hugs Crimson, Taz, April , Kaytee, Oliver and everyone else I'm sorry if I've missed*

I just got off of the phone ordering my meds , I ordered Diazepam only to be told that it was ordered on the 11th of this month and the Dr would query it , I did NOT order any meds for almost a month , Stress!

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 11:17 AM

*hugs everyone back*

hugs are always welcome with me :)

Thank you for the warm welcome.

Doikers 19-10-2010 11:23 AM

*Spots Bunny* How are you this morning ?:)

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 11:28 AM

A bit better, thank you. I didn't sleep at all well last night, but excessive amounts of coffee appear to be doing the trick, and at least it is fairly quiet in the office today (they let me access sites like this fromwork, which is kind of them).

How's things with you?

Doikers 19-10-2010 11:39 AM

Hmm yeah , I'm with you on the Coffee train Bunny heh :P , It sounds nice of your work to let you come on here .

I'm STRESSING over this whole Diaz mess , ( Again , Honestly they mess with my meds almost every month ) I have appointments at 1pm( Psycho-social intervention 1 on 1) , 2pm ( Accupuncture so that may help me calm) and 3pm with the voluteer Woman Anne who I like , Then off to Boots to find out if I've any meds there like they say I've got even though I'm SURE I didn't order any on the 11th *Sigh* Sorry to ramble on.

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