Sok :)

Goodness I'm tired , Mentally and Physically . I better have another early night tonight , Not Quite yet though.

I'm cold.

Putting my hoodie on takes effort.

Why did it have to snow on the one weekend I have somewhere to go that can't be rearranged?

Heh *Hugs Lia* I'm wearing my Hoodie too , It's bright green and Says SURF CITY : Huntingdon beach on it , whats on yours? I'm sorry the snow wrecked your traveling plans :S

Still, on the bright side, at least the snow's pretty and fun :)

Mine's rainbow striped. I have lots more, but that's the one I have been wearing all day. Bright green, I like it :)

Rainbow striped !! That sounds super cheerful and cool :)

Huntington beach is where mum grew up o.O and grandparents still live near lol. Random

Cool Heather :P

I just wrote an e-mail about all my issues to the one person who said I could e-mail them , Anne , the Volunteering on prescription lady , I just needed to tell someone I know IRL whats going on. I don't know if in the CMHT I'm under My old Social worker or the new lady Beth who was covering for him when he got injured , I'm not sure if she's a social worker or a CPN. , It's Saturday night so I didn't know who else to tell and Anne had said that If I need to talk I could e-mail her .

Right Then I'm off to bed .
*Night time hugs all my Wardies* I love you guys :)

Night mark <3

Night Mark *hugs*

That was cheerful. I just wrote a letter from Santa to my best friend (yes, she is also 16) and her little sister (who is the more socially acceptable age for such things, 10) and watched Casulty, which was very cheery indeed (not).

*curls up after hugging everyone*

*Hugs Helen* You alright?

*hides*

*Hugs Nicole* What's the matter?

Lia I'm okay but really missing my daughter tonight. Think I've worked out why hm. How you doing?

Nicole, what's wrong??

*Hugs Helen* I know how that is. Not with my daughter, obviously, I don't have one, but to miss people I mean. How some nights, or days, are just worse than others. Sometimes it's alright, you can cope, but other times you just need them so much and feel like the grief and pain is just going to consume you completely. Especially around Christmas.

SO true Lia. So true. *hugs*

I just have to do something to take my mind off it when that happens. Not that it's that easy, but I can try. I know shutting things out is only a temporary solution, but it's all I know how to do. Sigh. I hope you're alright *squishes*.

*squishes* I'm okay, trying to keep busy. Need my bestie but she went to bed early as she got really pissed with her computer :(