I'm dropping in to mooch some hugs. And I sniff a bit, tears in my nose, and make sure that my bandanna is still in my pocket. It is wait and see.

I'm going to my in-laws around 4:00 this afternoon. I suggested taking the little Independence Day picnic to them, so we are. Only thing that will need to be cooked is the hot dogs. My aa sponsor didn't have any place to go so she is coming along too and looking forward to meeting Rosemom.

Even in my sorrow, I am so blessed.

*gives out hugs as well as takes them*

*hugs Susan*

*leaves a weeks worth of hugs for you and everyone else who wants/needs*

Leaving in 4 hours... for a 2 hour car journey then a 4 hour plane journey. Then the week with my parents, and brother, before I come back. Kind of looking forward to it actually. I think it's the break I need.

Hope you have fun at the picnic, Susan. *more hugs*

Hope you have fun Hana & Susan :]


*sits there and cries*

*hugs Hells* Thanks :)

*more huge hugs*

It's no problem :)

*huge hugs*

:) Right, leaving in 10 mins, so gonna sign off computer and everything now. See you guys in a week or thereabouts.
Hope you're all ok, take care of yourselves. :)

*hugs for everyone*

Hana
xxx

There is a bit of good news about my friend.

We had a nice picnic.

There were fireworks shows across Orange County this evening. Traffic was a tangle, esp since my husband forgot we were planning to take a different route to take our friend home. Oops, he got off at the exit for Disneyland.

So now I'm at home, appreciating the quiet, winding down so I can sleep.

*hugs all around*

feeling sick still. :'(

*snuggles everyone*

Susan, we like good news. I hope your friend is doing a little better x

Jess, hunni I'm not suprised. Drink water and lots of it. Seriously!! Water sucks I know >.<

I totally overslept this morning. Something about a 20 hour day yesterday.

*hugs all around*

On a night's leave from the hospital. Just thought I'd check in and see how y'all doing xxx

Excelellent news, my friend is awake!
*does happy dance*

I am compleatly lost i have no clue what to do anymore.

I've been doing better today.
But now I'm just crying.
I miss my best friend.
September seems so close yet so far away.
Life is cruel.
I can't stop crying.
Maybe I should die after all.

Blood everywhere.
Sorry.

No one desrves to die, no one is worthless.

*hugs 1ofmany*
*hugs hells*
*hugs zowie*
*drools exhausted on keyboard*

*clutches pillow tight*
I am so scared...but being here is stopping me for the moment from acting on things the way i shouldnt. thank you all.

*hugs everyone*

I thought I could do. Be strong. But it's not working. *cries* Yet I'm so excited about my holiday. I hate this. I really do. Give me strength :(

I will give you all my strength...sorry it isnt much but i am a weak person. Have a pillow too...

On a side note strength is the longest single syliable word there is...why am i so werid like this? my mind is so screwed.