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SparkleKitten 29-12-2010 12:41 AM

Hey guys, just dyed my hair with a blue special effects dye, is all different shades of blue all the way through and feels so soft and has made me feel nice. however all my hands are blue, so its going to be fun at the hospital :p

ljmeep 29-12-2010 01:29 AM

*walks blindley into wall* wow! I need sleep!

sarah, i'm a little jealous of the blue hair... always wanted to put blue streaks in mine, but was never brave enough

MammaMia 29-12-2010 01:32 AM

Don't you just love it when you fall asleep watching telly, so you go to bed properly, only to stay awake >_<

Sarah, can we have pics? :D

*hugs wardies*

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 01:39 AM

*hugs sarah, helen and kelly*
sarah that sounds cool, I agree with helen pics please :)

I hate that Helen, I fell asleep this afternoon for a few hours while on my laptop, I hadnt slept for nights and was shattered, was woken by the crisis team lady phoning me and she got stressed i had slept.

PoisonedApple 29-12-2010 01:51 AM


I hadnt slept for nights and was shattered, was woken by the crisis team lady phoning me and she got stressed i had slept.
Why did she get stressed Oliver? I would think you finally getting some sleep would be a good thing!

Sounds awesome, Sarah!

*hugs everyone* Sorry if I'm kinda not here today (and maybe the rest of the week)... I'm not really motivated to work but I need to (so I don't get in trouble with the bosses and so I don't fall too behind and get overwhelmed) so I've been using the timer on my phone to do work 15 min at a time and changing what I'm doing when it goes off. So far so good I've gotten a bunch done today :)

MammaMia 29-12-2010 01:52 AM

*hugs Oliver if ok*

Glad you managed to get some sleep finally this afternoon, sorry it got interrupted though :(

ljmeep 29-12-2010 01:57 AM

Understand completely, crimson...
*hugs all back*
I'm in agreement w/ crimson, oliver... shouldn't u getting some sleep be a goos thing?

*yawns and stretches then searchs for pillow & blanket*

shadowedsoul 29-12-2010 01:57 AM

curls up in corner

MammaMia 29-12-2010 02:00 AM

I also agree that sleep is a good thing, maybe she was concerned that you hadn't been in touch or something Oliver? Otherwise I can't see why she'd get stressed that you were asleep :S

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 02:15 AM

well I saw her this morning and she was ringing about somenew meds she had rang up to get, but apparently I wasn't allowed to sleep in the day, even though I had only had 7 hours sleep in 4 nights, but I had to stay awake even though I was soooooooooo shattered, I just couldn't stay awake, one minute on my laptop, next minute its two hours later and my mobile is ringing.

*hugs Crimson* I understand th lack of motivation, thats a good way of getting your work done setting a timer.

*hugs Helen* how are you?

*hugs Kelly* how are you?

*hugs everyone else*

ljmeep 29-12-2010 02:36 AM

*hugs oliver back* sorry 'bout the lack of sleep.. I'm going off 3 hrs in the past like 36 plus hrs right now... I'm exhausted, but can't sleep... spent all night in ER w/ prego SIL (all is fine w/ her and baby now) ... hubby's sucking up and wants sex and I'm ready to run for cover...

how 'bout you? Aside from the shattered part... are you holding in there?

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 02:41 AM

*hugs Kelly*
I'm not doing great, wish I could sleep now its nearly 2am, plus I'm really suicidal and staying with my family for 3 weeks means no privacy and constantly being told I'm lazy and my mum moans about the fact I see the crisis team so often, want to be back in manchester in my flat.
the crisis team lady keeps suggesting I should be admitted to hospital and I sort of want that, but cos I'm with my family I don't want to go

ljmeep 29-12-2010 02:52 AM

*hugs oliver* Hun, your health and safety are WAY more important than what your family may think. Please hold in there... you should go in if that's what makes you feel the safest. Please remember that you are NOT alone and that there are lots of ppl here who really care about you and would be shattered if we lost you.

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 02:55 AM

thanks Kelly *hugs*
I just have major issues about not hurting, upsetting other people, I'll do everything to protect others, hurting myself though isn't a problem, I just can't hrt others cos I know how horrible it is only too well

ljmeep 29-12-2010 03:07 AM

I can relate to that feeling. I wish I had the magic cure... unfortunately all I have is this site and the power of prayer... I really hope that's enough to send you some strength and love enough to feel better... even if it's only a tiny bit.

"the hardest battle we will ever fight is the battle against ourself"

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 03:15 AM

thanks, just wish I could change it, I just don't want to hurt them, especially my sister she has exams in jan, she needs to do well, I caused her to not do great in her exams in summer when she didn't take me coming out at all well, I feel so guilty just wish I could be a good person and not keep on causing crap

ljmeep 29-12-2010 03:22 AM

you ARE a good person! don't ever forget that, oliver. Your sis loves you and cares more about you than a bunch of exams I'm sure. I know I do! *hugs tight*

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 03:25 AM

thanks Kelly *hugs* how you doing?

ljmeep 29-12-2010 03:32 AM

really tired, but can't sleep... my boys r driving me nuts & the baby is really cranky. I'm trying to hold in threr til i can sleep

frenchhorn 29-12-2010 03:35 AM

*hugs* it sucks when you can't sleep. How old are your boys and baby? sounds hectic in your house I don't envey you, just try to keep going and stay strong

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