-hugs ward- hi errybody. how is erryone?

-sighs- meh apparently errybody is gone for now. oh well.

-shrugs and goes and sits on the couch stretched out and blasts music- yay music

I'm here too. I wasn't ignoring you, I just tend to stay here most of the day but wonder off and do other things so I am not actually here if that makes sense. I just feel less lonely when I am logged in here, even if I'm not active.

Ya I get that. I'm the same way. Have to hide my screen though, it's annoying.

-hugs sarah and lia-

how you guys be today?

I get that too Lia.

Edit - Hey, I'm not too bad today thanks, how are you?

I'm alright. Better than yesterday. Me and my dementor are just going to have to get used to each other.

How about you Kitty?

I be ok right now. In pain and exhausted, but meh, alive. I am runnin around on like 6 hours of sleep which doesn't quite agree with the sleeping meds...usually I need like 8+ hours after taking them but I got woke up by the garbage man. Grrr. I hate thin walls.

Managed to get the apartment cleaned today, that was our goal. And now we are baking cookies and apple crisp. Haven't tried the apple crisp recipe yet, so hope it turns out good. Tomorrow is laundry, then Thursday is packing and loading up the car. We head out early Friday morning (around 9:30 am at the latest). Now I'm just kinda sittin here relaxin and wishing I was stoned. lol.

What are you up to?

-hugs helen- how you be?

I wish I was baking tonight. Baking is great fun. Hope everything goes smoothly for you Kitty :)

*hugs everyone*

I'm excited, cold, tired Kitty. How you doing?
How are you Sarah?

Meh I don't really like baking, personally. I'm not a cook in any way shape or form. But we are baking goods to take with for the holidays for everyone to share. Since we are all broke and can't afford regular gifts and all. So we decided we would bring a dessert, and share it with erryone. At least the apartment smells good now. Smells like cookies XD. Makes me want to eat the cookies though o.O

Not bad. Bit meh but got some new soft music to listen to. Its nice and soothing. My counsellor talk went better than I thought, she's so understanding of everything. *cuddles Helen*

*snuggles Kitty lots*

-hugs helen and gives a warm fuzzy blankie to snuggle with to get warm- I be ok. A bit tired and in quite a bit of pain, but mentally I'm ok right now. -whispers- Amara went away last night. She hasn't come back yet. That's a good thing. So ya I'm just sitting here relaxing smellin cookies, wanting to eat them. lol. -smirks-

EDIT: -snuggles sarah-

*super-snuggles Kitty* I love this ward so much

I know me too. Tis a place for me to escape when I have nowhere else to go. The sucky thing is the time differences. There's usually 5-6 hours in the evenings here where no one is on. I just sit on the couch in teh ward all day long when I can and wait for people. -snuggles more-

Hmm hope the snow melts before we leave this weekend. Don't want snow. Don't like it. Snow = cold. I am cold blooded I don't need more cold. Plus we had a white thanksgiving we don't need a white xmas. That's my philosophy.

Oh I went to an appointment yesterday with a service called Vocational Rehab here in the states that helps disabled people get work. We were both approved earlier this year but just had our first real appointment yesterday. They say they can help my husband, which is good, but the process is going to take forever. They closed my file, though. Said I need to wait until I am more mentally stable until I find a job. They had all the records of my psych evaluation and of my past attempts and everything. Funny how complete strangers know when I can't work but the people that are supposed to be closest to me think I'm perfectly fine to work. hmm just seems a bit odd to me. Forgot to mention that yesterday I think. I don't know. My memory hasn't been the best lately.. -confused look-

Some people make me laugh tehehe.

OMG how can I still be hungry? :( I've had rice & toast since I came home!!!

Awe :( -hugs helen and gives her all sorts of calorie free snacks that fill the tummy-

Aw thank you Kitty *hugs and then noms on food*

No problem. I have days like that as well where I just can't stop eating. They suck. I hate it when the hunger hits really late at night. -smiles-