Im okish.

*Hugs Heather* How OK is 'ish'?

*Hugs Willow* Struggling with urges is really hard. I had one to OD last night. Try and do something to take your mind of it, or talk to someone, it doesn't even have to be about that, I find sometimes just normal conversation helps me to feel better, more grounded.

*Hugs Mark* I hate it when I can't concentrate on anything for more than about minutes at a time. I dread to think what it would be like to have that all the time. I wouldn't be able to read and write for one thing. I think I'd actually die. That must really suck.

Well, Struggling with daily S.I. but Today and yesterday I'm less low than the previous couple of weeks , so I'm hoping that was a "Depression Blip" , Not in the festive spirit , maybe it will come on Christmas day , I've been pretty well prepared this year *Touch Wood* so no last minute presant buying for me .
I think I either have new or old neighbours that have a dog , it barks hmmmm......

Well yeah it like totally sucks , I've read one book this year and that was a graphic Novel , I used to Readreadread but Depression and meds side effects took it from me:(

*Hugs Willow* It's good that hugs are okay:)

I'm back, wardies. *squishes*

My papaw took me to the post office, only to find I don't have enough money to ship what I want to yet. Oh well, anywho, while I was there I picked up a package a friend from another forum sent me. and it's so pretty, I got all kinds of stuff, but the one thing that sticks out is this bracelet. Pretty silver bracelet, with a charm that says "live" on it. Ohhh, irony. Oh, irony. I love it though.

Anyway, then I bought my last 2 gifts, for members of my stepfamily, whom I don't know well, but my dearest mother thinks I absolutely NEED to buy them something... so yeah. I hope they like their gifts.

Then I wrapped gifts and threw some clothes in the wash.
Now I'm here. How is everyone tonight/today/this evening?

*Hugs everyone*

That sounds like a cool presant Felicia :) You're opening them already? Heee it sounds like you got a lot done :)

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Mark* How are you this evening?

If you mail me something you don't want opened until Christmas, you must write it all over the box, or else it is fair game to me ;) I couldn't wait.. it was a big box, with my name on it, and I knew it was from this friend haha. I got excited.
I got a lot done, yes. But I'm still not done with my wrapping, or my laundry for that matter. Haha.
And I still need to figure out how I'm gonna ship the package I want to... Maybe I'll come into money after Christmas? *crosses fingers*
Anyway... I'll stop rambling now.

I can talk to my partner about how am feeling

Heeee Felicia , I like your rambling :) Oh how I dislike wrapping , Not keen on Laundry either , I've done some today , I put it in the machine and forget about it , then I remember and drain it and forget about it then I spin it and.............forget about it until I FINALLY after hours hang it on the airer :P

*Hugs Nicole*I'm low but better than the previous two weeks or so , How are you?

Thats really good news Willow *Hugs*

Sounds like your way of doing laundry is a lot like mine, Mark. I forgot about mine for about 3 hours today... haha. I'm also glad you like my rambling, cause I hate it when I ramble about useless stuff. I think it's cause I'm really quiet around my family, I have to ramble on here, when I don't have uni friends to ramble to. haha.
Also, I know this wasn't addressed to me, but I'm glad you're doing better, dear.

:) Thankyou Felicia , I'm glad I'm doing better too, now if only I can completly lose my Depression, Anxiety and General Numbness I'd take it , Although it's been so long I don't know how I'd cope without them all , How scary a thought is that? Erp:S

OMD do I need to be ill ..............?

Sorry , thats a bit of a bummer :S

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Righteo I'm heading off to bed .
*Night time Hugs My Wardies*
Love Ya'll <3

Night Doikers

Night Mark. And I know what you mean. The thought of being without this is scary. *Hugs*

*Hugs Willow and Felicia*

of course you'll come into money after christmas... :P
you better anyway :P

grr, laptop wont recognize ipod >.< wthhh

Ah Heather, computer rage. I have that rather badly. I get so pissed of with my laptop. Well, not so much now as it's pretty good, but I hated my old one. We were constantly at war.