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shadowedsoul 12-10-2010 10:00 PM

thanks mark and lia. erm okay whats got me upset and why this day was heartbreaking. my gran has altzemers(sp) sorry my spelling sucks. anyway we went to vist my gran today in the hospital type place she is in. she has had 2 mini strokes can speak but its sometime hard to understand. today she got all upset because she was told she moving into a home soon. when she found out she wanted her coat, and to go home to her house. she was getting all upset. i ended up getting upset, and crying, got told by my mum to stop as it wasnt helping, and it not all about me. this has upset me, and now i just want to cut. this sucks this isnt gran. i guess my mum is right and i should stop being a selfish bitch. sorry that is long

nicole94 12-10-2010 10:06 PM

*huggles everyone* sorry about last night guys, had a bit of a bad day at college. feeling better today though :D how is everyone?

Doikers 12-10-2010 10:10 PM


I just feel...I dunno, sad I guess, but for no apparent reason.
^^^^I know the feeling , so you're not alone Lia if that helps any?*Huggles*

Jill, I am sorry to hear about your Gran *Huggles*

I'm going to bed now , I'm nice and relaxed for a change , I ccould use a GOOD nights sleep.*Hugs the ward* *Spots and Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 12-10-2010 10:15 PM

*hugs mark* night night.

RYUU 12-10-2010 10:32 PM

Feel triggered want to cut sorry

nicole94 12-10-2010 10:36 PM

*hugs RYUU* don't be sorry hun, is there anything you can use to distract you right now?

nicole94 12-10-2010 10:59 PM

*hugs lia cause i spies her*

RYUU 12-10-2010 11:11 PM

am trying to do things like being online and listening to music
my husband said i should go to bed early but am not feeling tired

SparkleKitten 12-10-2010 11:23 PM

How about lying in bed with your eyes closed listening to some nice music, calms me sometimes.

Had a rough day today but feeling on top of the world now, everything is sorted out and I'm elated. *cuddles wardies tightly* I love you guys

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 12:22 AM

Good Sarah, I'm glad, but it is a genuine good mood heopfully, and not induced by anything.

*Hugs Nicole* Glad you had a better day, and thank-you for making me feel noticed.

*Hugs Jill* You're not a selfish bitch, I can understand your upset. My nan had dementia, and well...yeah. It was horrible to watch. But it probably is best to put on a brave face around them, but that doesn't mean you don't have the right to be upset and you can always let it out as soon as you're alone, or no longer with them. On no account am I agreeing with your mum.

*Hugs RYUU* Sorry I don't really know what to say that hasn't already been said. Just stay safe.

Oh wow, I thought I had sent this ages ago.

PoisonedApple 13-10-2010 01:09 AM

*hugs everyone*
*hopes everyone's doing a bit better now (been a while since anyone posted)*
The following content has been hidden - Reason : it's stupid
I am frustrated. I got a fruit-land smoothie (with protein and a multivitamin since I know my body needs them) and the new person put the orange in with the peel on so now every time I take a sip I get chunks and can't figure out how to drink it without getting the chunks of rind... to add to my frustrations.... the employee (only one there) barely speaks any English so I couldn't even complain effectively! blast it all!

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 01:48 AM

*sneaks in and hugs all who want/can accept hugs*

Feeling like I've been hit by a bus. Was up coughing last night for quite a while and it's left me quite drained and achey. Have the GP tomorrow ... hopefully something can be done. Until then I'll be relying on my puffer and hoping it'll be enough.


Sorry for being rude and not replying to you all. I am thinking of you, just not thinking straight enough to reply in a meaningful way. :-(

PoisonedApple 13-10-2010 02:17 AM

*huggles Kahlia and wishes her better*

xxjuliexx 13-10-2010 04:51 AM

*sits in the ward and looks around*

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 04:56 AM

Hi Amy, how are you going?

xxjuliexx 13-10-2010 04:58 AM

*shrugs* ok...
how r u?

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 05:07 AM

Pretty much the same.

misskitty112 13-10-2010 05:15 AM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2527032)
EDIT:- Sorry interupted by the phone , I personally think that you should leave your videos up on youtube , don't give this ******** get you down . What do you talk about on your videos ?

Sorry I didn't see this until now. Mostly my videos are my journals. I hate writing since I write so much in school, so I talk about triggers, ways to stop SI, I rant and vent, I ponder crap that goes on in my head, I talk about my therapy and meds. They're not... exciting to watch in the least and I basically just put them up so one of my friends who's in a different time zone for uni now can keep up with me without us trying to organize talk time.

Doikers 13-10-2010 12:31 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* Good luck at the Dr's today :)

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah* YEY ! for feeling so good :)

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Ryuu*

Hi Amy

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you got a funny smoothie :S

Ugh Today makes it 3 days in a row that I've Physically and mentally not been able to get out of bed until gone 11am and have woken up more tired than when I went to bed :S

nicole94 13-10-2010 02:57 PM

*hugs everybody* hmm, the wards very quiet today, might be a good chance for me to get some sleep :D
*curls up and sleeps.*

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