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one_step_closer 26-08-2010 03:10 PM

I'm struggling not to SI on my arms, I have to go to the gym with my support worker on Monday and I don't want to wear long sleeves. It's so difficult.

The One Who 26-08-2010 03:17 PM

What is making you want to SI? Although it will be difficult, can you use going to the gym as a motivation for not SIing?

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 03:18 PM

I don't really know what's triggering me. I won't be able to use the gym as motivation, i'll end up just cutting my legs.

RYUU 26-08-2010 03:42 PM

one_step_closer what else can you do ? do you like art? maybe do something arty get your feelings out that way

Doikers 26-08-2010 04:02 PM

OH! I think I forgot to intrduce myself to Becci :S , HI Becci I'm Mark , *Waves*

misskitty112 26-08-2010 04:25 PM

*hugs everyone*
Maybe this weekend I'll have the time to read and reply. But I'm off to Creative Writing class. Love you!

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 04:45 PM

Reaper, i'm not artisic at all. I ended up cutting and probably will continue to. I'm a mess and no one can help me.

How is everyone else?

RYUU 26-08-2010 05:18 PM

Am sorry you cut

I had a shower but still feel dirty ... i dont feel strong at all i feel weak
cant resist the voices any more

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 05:23 PM

What are the voices saying? You are stronger than them.

taz35 26-08-2010 05:47 PM

*waves to Reaper* I'm taz :)

*hugs everyone else*

Am really not in a good place. My head is a mess. I'm debating about crawling back into bed and saying **** the world until it's all over...

Scarletdreamer 26-08-2010 05:51 PM

Welcome Reaper, I'm April. :)

I spy Taz & Crimson *tackles* How are you two??

Hels, how're you doing?

Laura, you've been awfully quiet lately... how have things been going?

Mark, how you doing now?

Oliver, you've also been awfully quiet... don't blame you after all that's been going on but I/we miss you. :(

Becci, welcome back...

Beki, how are you?

Claire, how're you today?

Jill, what's up, hon?

Julie, are you still about?

Sorry, I think my brain just exploded. >_< I apologize if I missed you, 'cause I know I missed some people... that's why I don't usually do a names-list. Because inevitably I leave some people out & they feel bad about that.

Job interview in a bit over an hour. I am so scared. I know what I'm wearing, I'm bringing along my portfolio (which I had to put together for senior sem this past spring, dunno if they'll care to take a look at it, but hey... can't hurt to bring it along, can it?), but I'm still terrified. I need to find some confidence. :-S

Went with my mum to spin some more this morning. It was fun. My bobbin is almost full of (not quite even) yarn... purple. ^_^ Woot. I wish I could get a spinning wheel but since I'm not good with knitting yet dunno what I'd do with all of the yarn. >_<

*hides in a corner and pretends that she's planning to eat lunch* >_<

The One Who 26-08-2010 05:54 PM

What is the job? Sorry if you've already mentioned it. Remember to breathe! Big deep breaths, and take a few seconds to think of your answer before saying.

I'm a bit better today, I think. Just got a lot on my mind really.

PoisonedApple 26-08-2010 05:57 PM

*waves @ Becci, Reaper and Claire* I'm Crimson!

Sorry guys I may not be able to be on much if at all today but I wanted to let you know... A new volunteer is going to be here to help me (since I'm doing 2 people's jobs right now) and I don't know if he'll be here all day or just an hour or what... Either way I don't want this up while he's here. :(
*huggles and luvells you all*

RYUU 26-08-2010 06:00 PM

They are telling me that i have to cut that i am a failure and that am better off dead

i took more of my chlopromazine to see if that will help with the voices

Scarletdreamer 26-08-2010 06:18 PM

Claire, the job is paid & parttime and is a peer counseling position at a local support center. I was a psych major in uni so I fit the qualifications really well. It would be a "perfect" first-time job, and would also be a wonderful starting position for someone who's still got appts all over the place (lol)... if I get it, I just hope that I can set my own hours. Not sure if I'll be able to do that... but I can hope. Hah.

I'm gonna go get dressed up and read for a bit, then be on my way. I'm so.****ing.scared!!!!

Doikers 26-08-2010 06:24 PM

I know I already said this but GOOD LUCK with your interview!!!! *Hugs April*

*Hugs Reaper*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Claire* You spell your name like my sisters middle name :)

*Hugs Taz*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lindsay*

The One Who 26-08-2010 06:25 PM

I spell my name the proper way ;)

Really good luck with the interview! Sounds like an amazing opportunity for you.

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 26-08-2010 06:33 PM

Good luck April =)

FlyingNy 26-08-2010 06:41 PM

Hey all

Hi Reaper, I'm Lia. :) Try to remember the voices are just that- voices. They can't really hurt you and you are stronger than they are. *Hugs if that's ok?*

Lindsey, I'm sorry you're so down right now. Try to stay safe for us. *Gentle hugs*

Good luck April! Do tell us how it goes, I'm rooting for you!

Just as predicted I'm out of my poruing my heart out mood. Back to being made of ice. Although it's a massive pain. The bed gets all soggy ;) I think I'm in a good mood right now. Strangely so.

xx

Doikers 26-08-2010 06:45 PM

Quote:

Back to being made of ice. Although it's a massive pain. The bed gets all soggy ;)
Heh Lia Thanks for making me smile :)


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