*Hugs Kelly*

thanks, Mark :) ... *returns hug*

Hello everyone, not been around lately. Well I have, just not posting. I've read every single word though, I promise.

Mark - please don't panic; I had to have a work-focused interview thingie when I first got my Incapacity Benefit and they make out it's like "go-back-to-work" in the letter, and I was so scared, but it wasn't like that. I had to then go somewhere else for work-focused discussions every month for five months, but they guy was really nice and I wasn't forced to do anything. They just talked about what would I like to do, and helped me set targets for myself.

Lindsay - *hugs* Concerned about you at the moment hon. x

Kelly - *hugs*

Laura (Mute.Scream) - how are you now? It worries me that you have a plan. Can you not talk to your dad about the horse? Or move with him?

Crimson - *hugs* How are you?

BWchick - You are normal; we all are. Normal is different for everyone, and everyone is different!

Unicorn Tears - *hugs*

Oliver - how've you been?

I've been pretty rubbishy lately. Just, want to give up. :crying:

*Hugs MJ*

*hugs for everybody*

Kelly, that sounds a bit stressful. I hope you get some quality time to yourself.

MJ and Tiffany, how are you both?

*Hugs Tiffany*

*Hugs Lindsay*

What's everyone up to this evening/whatever time it is where you are?

quiet night in Lindsay , what are you up to?

Same. Just watching some TV and then off to bed.

*hugs everyone * sorry so many are struggling right now.

For some good news:

I am officially a uni graduate!

I checked in....then i dissappeared.......so...i've just been hiding in a corner.....can someone come give me a hug and let me know i'm not being ignored............i know i'm not, but my brain is saying i am........so.........yah....can someone give me a hug???

*hugs Michelle* no worries... I feel that way too sometimes.


In theory I should close on my house Thursday or Friday... wish me luck guys.

gentle hi, iodine dressings on bad cuts and anti biotics at the mo, i still work (although they know they situ and am on sick leave) and the adoption sw today who is finally providing help for us said what i put up with is unsustainable, it is very hard when you are on the other side of the world to your family. i cannot go back unless for hols which i am in the summer, i generally only sh through alcohol or pills when my daughter is not around am trying to build up a local support network of friends. last week after an od three weeks before i sliced myself pretty bad, i was too ashamed to go to a and e, strange place to be in, need to go into chat xxx

*hugs everyone*

*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs fallen star laura* congratulations! do you already have plans for the future?
*hugs crimson*
*hugs vegemite* here if you want to talk
*hugs rhi*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs Kelly* how are your kids?
*hugs MJ* I don't want to move with my dad. He is the bad guy in my life. And I want to go to university and don't know where I'm going to move. I just don't want him to move with the horse, because then he's going to abuse the horse (instead of me, but he's already doing that anyway.) It's so complicated.
*hugs tiffany*

only 2 days left at work... that's 16 hours. Then I'm done with that job. Psych appointment on Monday. Then what? What am I supposed to do the whole day till I start uni in October?
Cant get another job, or I wont get money from the government (strange system in germany).

I'm not feeling great sorry im just completely ****ed up :crying:

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs fallen star laura*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Vegemite*
*hugs rhi*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs Kelly*
*hugs MJ*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian*

good night all

*Hugs Laura* YEY You!!!!! Congratulations :D

*Hugs Symbol*

*Hugs Crimson* Good Luck Hun !

*Hugs Vegemite*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Mute scream Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

I am waiting on my social worker to come and sort out the Job Centre , really really worried .

*Hugs Mark* Everything will be ok, I always worry when I'm waiting for people to come round and sort stuff out.

I'm exhausted today and my heads all fuzzy.

*Hugs Tiff* I feel this way too, I'm Uni and I can hardly stay awake or think.


My tutor keeps saying "tweak it off" o.O I'm that tired I keep hearing something else and I'm not entirely sure why she keeps saying "tweak it off"

*hugs back*

*pulls out Hello Kitty fleecey blanket for us to snuggle under.*

Yay! *snuggles and falls asleep*

Our studios at Uni are freezing... My fingers are going blue!

Well My social Worker called and somethings come up and she can't come over but she will sort it out over the phone she said *crosses fingers*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Tiff*

*hugs tiff*
*hugs mark*
*hugs rhi* maybe get some of the gloves with cut off fingertips?

*Hugs Mark* I hope you get it sorted out *crosses fingers too*

*Hugs Laura* I'd love to wear gloves, (this is going to sound strange) but I do graphic design and need to hold the pens and pencils directly in my hands or it feels weird to me... yes that is strange!

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

Afternoon.

Hey every one,

Laura - *hugs* Can you maybe buy the horse, or keep him/her with you or something? Nobody should be abusing you, have you told anyone?

Feeling rubbish.

*hugs everyone*

x

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs MJ*

hugs all, sorry im not about much anymore.
curls up in a corner, everythings getting way to much for me to handle. want to just fade away.

*Hugs Jill* whats up hun ?

please talk to us, sorry that you are not feeling safe. Do you know
what is causing you to feel this way?

*Hugs Aura*

*Hugs Louise*

thanks mark, started a new job, and feeling a bit overwelmed at the sec. feeling very suicidal which does'nt help. how are you mark?

Hugs to all who need them.

*crawls into a corner*

*Hugs Jill* So.so

*Hugs Mara*

*hugs everyone*

I wish that I would die and that my brother would die first so that I didn't hurt him.

oh Lindsay no, *Hugs* youu would be so missed.

*hugs all*

sorry I havn't been around much I havn't had the chance to come into uni to use the internet.
I was in A and E Tuesday night after a football injury and now have a badly sprained wrist :(

*cuddles and fruit for everyone*

*hugs Oliver* thanks for bringing fruit. Most people hand our coockies, but that's not very healthy. Fruit wins

*hugs everyone else* how are you?
sorry but I can't be bothered to hug individually.. am so so tired and scared. I think I'm scared of the future, but I'm not sure.

*hugs Lindsay* I would miss you

*hugs Auragrace* the same happened to me a few times. I just tried to sleep so I wont end up injuring. I think it happenes when you are overtired, eventually you aren't able to be hyper anymore and you kind of crash.
How are you now?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Aura*

how is everyone

Hey guys, tried to post last night but my phone was on crack.

hugs to you all. xxx

Morning everyone. Dont feel safe today.

*hugs tifflehan* here if you wanna talk about it.