*hugs*
I have no words at the moment... and for that, I'm sorry. I wish I could make things seem better for you guys. All I can do is hugs.

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I've gone from being down and not wanting to do much of anything, to wanting to slice my arms up so much that it actually scares me and there's only one thing that's changed. The one guy who I thought was helping me through university last year, who I thought I could trust.He's now snooping through all my posts on here, and I don't want him to know what I post on here, I can't have him seeing those posts. It's just... he doesn't accept that I need space for myself. *sigh* sorry...

No calls last night for call forwarding. I'm off to eat breakfast and curl up in bed for a bit.

thx's alexx

*squishes u bk*

I'll manage somehow and be okies :-)

Hugs everyone.

*hugs Auburn* I'm sorry hun, I suppose at least he is showing he cares though. Could you change your user name so he doesn't know who's posts he is reading or something? Or maybe sit him down and talk to him about it?

Chloe, you never know it may have gone better than you think. You may have written the most wonderful and inciteful piece of work since *insert famous person related to neuroscience here* or you may not have done. But you can't change that now and there is no point running through it in your mind. When's your last exam? *hugs*

How are you doing now Zowie?

Here if you want to chat Jeremy x

Hows things going Susan? Did you manage to get some rest?

*points and laughs at Ally jumping clutching her shin* :P I missed you too! BUT I am planning on drinking A LOT tonight and maybe getting stoned as well. Fancy joining me?

Oh and a bit of forward notice for my lovelies here in the tent....I am going interrailing for 5 weeks on August 26th and therefore will not be on here, probably for most of that.

Today has been ****.

• I had no sleep last night
• My net has gone down and therefore I'm having to use my mum's pc
• I wasn't seeing Jane at 11.20 like I thought and fell asleep at 11.30 and slept til 20 mins before I was seeing her, thus making me very late.
• My leg REALLY hurts.
• I am sooooo tired and feel utter ****.
• I am craving bad evil things :crying:
• I analyse everything far too much and need to leave it in the past. What is done..is done =|

Sorry that I'm not being very supportive either.

All I ask is for support (dont seem to get much of what I need) and then dont try and support others at times....

Plus I feel quite dizzy and my eyes are going funny :'(

Nope, no rest. Especially with call forwarding last night and my doctors appointment in the afternoon. Maybe Saturday or Sunday.
I'm not being supportive either. Sorry

*hugs Hells* How did it go with Jane when you did get there? Why don't you try and get some sleep now? You will feel better for it, promise :)

Sorry Susan, I hope you find away to take it a bit easier if nothing else *offers mocha or pepsi?*

*hugs Emma*

What's our plan btw? We still meeting up sometime between Sat-Tues? :)

Jane was sweet lol as always. She was trying to make me think of the good things I've achvied this year. Bit much to ask me that when I am so bloody tired and low but I came up with one :|

Hey everyone :) i don't think i've posted in here lately so i thought i better before i go and meet some of my friends not like i wanna go but oh well.

Hells go get some sleep hun, once i didn't sleep for 48 hours and it made me really ill so im never doing that again.

This is going to sound stupid but what is mocha??? lol i'm so dumb.

*sends hugs for everyone*

xxxx

Emmmmmmmm :D

Mocha is some sort of coffee? I think. :P

I should get some sleep, waiting til my dad is home and might just fall asleep on him. Or make him take me out earlier than 6pm and have some sleep when we get home :)

Helen :-)
Yeah, sorry sweetie. Uni is over and I don't have internet at the apartment:-( so I am not on all that much.
As for not being supportive, sweetie happens to all of us... It's hard to be supportive when you feel crap.

*snuggles Zowie* aww hunni, I'm sorry they made you sick. As for Beth, sod her, lousy gal:mad: take care hunni.

Emma, lol oh:blush:. How are you luv? *sigh* I wish I could join you (though I've never gotten stoned before:ermm: but I'm going home this weekend and my moms a proabitionist:pinch: and she married a Morman who doesn't drink... So that's out:-( have fun though.

LP-Emma, hi sweetie, how goes it? :-D a mocah is a coffee drink with milk and chocolate in it. I prefer a latte (coffee and steamed milk, maybe with some flavoured syrup) myself, or an Americano(coffee and hot water basically).

Susan, I'm sorry you're having such a time of it. Are you going to be able to catch a nap? *hugs*

Jeremy, you ok sweetie? *snuggles* Please take care hunni.
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*sigh* going home for my room mates graduation party and am catching a ride with her (with how gas prices are)... So I have to go home when she does... Today. That means I'm home most of today, Friday, Saturday, and probably most of Sunday:pinch:. Ah, well, brought some blades and first aid stuff if I need it.

Take care all.

I dunno how i am at the moment, i feel a mixture of feelings but i'll be ok soon enough :) How are you?

Oh ok lol i thought it was some sort of coffee but wasn't sure lol but i hate coffee it's ranky stuff lol.

xx

Ally :-D That really sucks. I might be posting less at the moment because as mentioned earlier, my laptop net decided it hates me again :crying: But we'll see :laugh:

Not doing too well. Everything's too much for me, I shouldn't have left the hospital.

*kicks off in her corner again*

*huge squishes for zowie & alexx*

what's happening huns?

>.< Cant.Do.This.
"Stop purging...it'll help you"...stupid counsellor...
IT DOESNT HELP!!! IT JUST MAKES ME FATTER WHICH MAKES ME SAD!!!!
I was gonna do it today.
So close.
Then someone came in.
What a ****er.
I hate it all ><
just....*grrrrrrrrrrr*

Not purging doesn't make you fatter hun, really it doesn't.
*squishes*
I know you don't see it, but it's good that you didn't purge today.
It's **** that the counsellor wasn't more helpful.
Grrr at them.