Oh Sasuke, I'm so sorry *hugs you gently*. I wish I had something to say to you...other than good lord how could she?!?
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*hugs back*
Thank you :) Urgh, I really don't know... we've never gotten along at the best of times, but now she seems to be out to make it known that I'm a taerrible person and all I want to do is cause the family problems. That's the last thing I want :( We're meant to be a family, I'd just like us all to be close. I don't know why she hates me so much... |
*cuddles*
I've had best normal sleep in ages, sleeping at weekends for 12 hours or so don't count :P |
I feel really lightheaded but I'm staying calm.
I took an OD the night before last and I still feel weird, is that normal? I don't really mind, it's sucked all the energy out of me. |
I' in ****ing tears :]
Bad day & my mum isn't helping |
hugs for everybody
zowie you should check with your doctor or a clinic or something because depending on what you took and how much there could be long-term effects. if you cant do that maybe tell a first aid advisor and see what they suggest? be careful honey dance im sorry bad days are crap arent they *hugs* |
Just had a nap, still in a upset mood.
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*hugs Helen and Zowie and all others in need*
Zowie, you really should go and get checked out. Just to be sure. |
Arrrrrrrrrrgh when is the ****ing pain going to stop?
I *need* to sleep soon, got to be up early tomorrow & going to be a long day. |
*hugs everyone*
Ehhh.... MY friend is over this weekend. I need to watch every little thing I do, every thing I say, etc. I'm paraniod about him finding out about my lies. VEEERY PARANIOD. I'll survive. Been triggered a few times this week, but I vowed to not have new cuts for him coming. |
:-( i failed my exams for sure!!!
**hugs all** hope u guys r feeling better asap tc ppl |
Arrrrrrrrrgh.
Got good news. But I am so emotional, lots of pain going through my body again & tired. |
*hugs everyone*
sorry i've not been able to give much support hope you are all ok take care my lovelies xx |
You guys are all amazing, each and every one of you <3
And the support I get from here has been what's kept me going on some days <3 So thank you everyone *hugs everyone* Things aren't going well for me at all at the moment but I'm making it through each day. Difficult, but I want to get past this part and away from the family who detest me so much. |
*hugs all and then wanders to her corner, crawls under her blanket, hjugs her stuffed lamb and wishes it would all just go away*
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*gives a hug to all in here*
Hope all are doing somewhat better! *hugs his penquin and sits in the corner* |
*hugs everyone*
*then sits in her bed alone wanting to cry* I'm such a loser but I must being doing something right, I'm not cutting, I haven't OD'd in over a month...whatever. I'm not as strong as I look, everyone thinks I'm happy and sometimes I am for that moment or whatever...but most of the time it's a ****ing lie. The only thing that is keeping me going is that I have things to look forward to this week... |
*cries*
i just want to go home |
*hugs*
i want to die |
*hugs all, and cries in her corner*
I just wish it all would go away...what is wrong with me??? |
How f*****g stupid am I?
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has been let go because of a past in SI, just can't face anything but a duvet and wants to cry, not forever, just for now.
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**hugs all**
Hope u guys r looking after urself there...PM me if u wanna chat xxx |
Happppppppppppppppy =)
*spreads the happiness* *gives everyone cookies & huggles* |
Checking in for a little while. Not doing too great. *grabs her stuffed manatee (her name is Eleanor), a pillow, and her duvet and snuggles in*
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*glomps DanceDance*
Cookies!! LadyLecter- welcome! *hugs hugs hugs* Urgh, today's just been people laughing at what I like and saying I can't like it because they don't. Go away and leave me to watch/read/listen to what I like. *curls up in a corner with her Sasuke plushie, pillow and duvet and watches people go by* |
ooh, cookies ^^
I'm doing sorta bad. Have had a stressfull day, going to have a stressfull week, and I'm finding myself having huge urges when I'm at school, and it only gets worse when I get home... Eh... I need a freaking break |
Urgh, sounds like one hugely stressful time TheSuffererComplex!
If you need some downtime, there's always plenty of room in this corner over here :) |
*wakes up and peeks out of her cornr*
Oh, cookies. *pulls out pot of tea and offers it around* Wish I could do more than sleep and feel like s**t. Sorry for all y'all feeling like crap. *finishes cookie and tea, curls back up under her blanket clutching stuffed lamb and goes to sleep...again* |
Ooh, tea!
:) *hugs Ally83* <3 Argh, I wish I could GET some sleep >___< I've been awake for almost 3 days now and I'm only slightly tired. |
Feeling awful...don't think these meds are right but just had a meds appointment and she wants to give them more time... *tear*
*curls up in her corner with her blanket, clutches her stuffed lamb and cries* Take care all |
just ruined nearly seven weeks
but it was worth it felt so good so so good |
Well I'm back to being unhappy =[
****ing hell *hides corner and wants to be found* |
*checks in and hides in a corner under a blanket*
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*hides*
Can you be CRAPPY & HYPER.... |
My parents told me today there is no such thing as Sad. It's really actually called Very Selfish and I am a Very Selfish person for being too "sad" to get out of my bed and go to college because grades are the be-all-and-end-all in life.
My father hit me in the face. My mother later pulled my hair. I'm scared guys :( *huddles up under blanket* |
*sits and hugs you*
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*hugs DanceDance back*
:) Kyah, my parents scare me >___< |
Can I be checked in now please? ... I'm just about to lose the plot totally... It hurts...
*sits in a corner and mumbles and groans to herself* |
*is really scared*
**** sake. Protect me from them? |
*hugs all*
Sounds like y'all are having a rough time of it, I'm sorry. *wonders why when you feel bad something always goes wrong...and then you feel worse and EVERYTHING starts to go wrong...*tear** |
**hugs all too and leaves a few packets of mashmellows for u to eat**
Hope u all feel better as soon as possible :-) PM me if u wanna talk about it too.. |
*is still sat in the same place she was sat the other day, hasnt moved yet*
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*brings a cup of tea for bloodyfool to drink up*
Here u go hon...hope that makes u feel a bit better! |
*sits down with bloodyfool*
:) Heyloooo~ <3 Haven't been around in a couple of days, nice to see a new face ^__^ |
hey
*hugs all* sorry i havent been much support laely been strugglng alot with harming and as i said i gave in-now feel back to square one as it felt so good-i just need to isolate myself but i know i shouldnt os it makes me worse. im sorry |
I'm useless at helping, I can barely look after myself, even though I've been doing well, I think?
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baclt to square one hamred again and now drinking woo hoo what else can i do-o lets sleep with a rndom guy then its complete
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eh, time to throw another month on the list of failures list... good for me...
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I nearly cut myself then.
****. Oh god I still want to die. *hides* :-( |
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