Night night Hayley, have a good jollyday =)

Arrrgh!!!! WHY AM I SOOOO TIRED (or sleepy?)

night hayley
not sure bound meds maybe?

Thanks x
Maybe soon I'll come and join you - just nursing my wounds tonight and trying my hardest not to get any more
When I read your posts you all sound so much like me - like you really understand where I am - would love to be able to share our journeys

I dunno...Im just...really angry...
The world is SO ****ed...I find a way to cope and they take it away...so I find a different way...and they take THAT away...and then I OD...and it seems I'm NEVER allowed to forget that...
and everyone hates everyone else...
turn on to the news...
guns..war...crime...
Makes me wish I wasnt alive
and theres no peace IN my family either....
half promises and lies...
and arguments and fights....
and I'm stood in the middle SCREAMING for help and no ones ****ing listening

Rant over.

yeah come join us!
i've been on ryl about 4 years, but not on the psych ward for long - everyone's ace :D

alexx: rant as much as you like.
it seems really shitty when you're way of coping is taken away, but it's for the best, y'know? It's hard, but you need to look for something a bit safer hun.
I dunno what to say, my brains not working well, but rant as much as you need and i'll listen, yeah?

*squishes Alexx*
oh my dear Alexx
how our world is ****ed up
it angers me too ><

voice it sounds like you are struggling so much tonight i wish i could give you a hug and tell you it will all be ok, crappy things will always happen in the world but crappy things dont always have to happen in your life

crappy things seem to happen alot in my life...but they are so small...its just that they add up :/
IF...I make 8 months...Im taking up aggressive skating again....but only coz theres a chance I'll break a bone..

*hugs* i really hope you make 8 months hun and i also hope by then you value your body and yourself enough not to want to hurt yourself in any way

hun, please be careful...you should be taking up something cos you enjoy it, not cos it hurts *hugs*
and i know what you mean about the small things adding up. suddenly they all seem so major...

*sits in corner with her 'box'*

Oh I do enjoy it...
I love the danger...
the adrenaline rush...
Maybe I'll cheat...and buy them early...

I feel under SO much pressure NOT to cut though...makes me want it more...

Another random question (sorry)...
what's the difference in being "tired" and being "sleepy"?
is there a difference?
are they the same thing?
(I am trying to figure out if I am "tired" or "sleepy" right now)

i think you should keep it as an 8 month marker - it helps to have a goal in sight.

I'm gonna leave the ward for tonight I think.
You can help each other better without me getting in the way.
Might be back tomorrow.
*waves*

IMO....sleepy is that feeling...JUST before you fall asleep...
tired is when you think "damn..i need to go to bed..." and your body feels achey and dull

ku stay please

can't not do it anymore :(

is it possible to feel tired AND sleepy at the same time?
Cuz I think I do...