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PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:01 AM

Yeah, he should, but he's an ass like that. He never used to be an ass before we got married I don't know what changed. He even likes to argue with me when I tell him my diagnoses.

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:07 AM

-spots and hugs solo- how you be?

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 02:07 AM

I always have my fiance present when I see a doctor or specialist or my counsellor because my memory is so terrible and the NHS gives you nothing in writing.

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:14 AM

Sarah, I don't want my husband at my appointments with me. He loves to talk. Always. The doctor and counselor would get annoyed with him and I would get pissed. He would sit there and talk the whole time. Then he would argue with the doctor. They don't give me my diagnoses in writing, either, but I remember what they diagnose me with, because I like to do some research on google it.

ˈsäləˌterē 06-01-2011 02:15 AM

Hey Kitty! Thanks for the hug! *hugs ya back* Better now, but still edgy. I just got home from a huge skating party I took my kids to. There were sooo many people n not one adult there that I knew. I have social anxiety issues so that two hours felt like a LOT longer! Still feel sick.

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 02:18 AM

Ah Kitty, thats how my mum is. She'd never let me go to the doctors alone and would always overtalk me and argue with them and it was hell. My fiance sits in silence and listens. So I understand my lovely *cuddles*

Hey Solo, glad to hear you're feeling better now, hope you feel fully better soon *hugs*

I'm off to bed now, tired - I was up early today :( Night *snuggles* x

frenchhorn 06-01-2011 02:20 AM

*rocks*

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my head is spinning, heart pounding, hands shaking, i really need to cut, no distractions are working, infact I really want to die, but cutting will have to do for now, sorry i'm a freak, dont listen to me

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:28 AM

-hugs and holds oliver- You are not a freak. You are awesome. -offers protective teddy- Is there something else you could try as a distraction?

Night night sarah -hugs- sleep tight.

frenchhorn 06-01-2011 02:38 AM

thanks kitty *takes teddy*
I trying distractions, nothing is working, if ihad meds here i would take them, but dont and cant even type let alone go downstairs, i'm really sleep deprived, had like 2 hours in 3 days, just want the pain to be over i want death

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:43 AM

I can relate, but I don't want you to die..can you go to sleep now? Not trying to get rid of you or anything. -snuggles oliver-

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:50 AM

-spots and hugs heather- hey how you be?

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 02:59 AM

Sorry solo I missed what you said. :( I have been dissociating again today. I'm so sorry, I didn't ignore you on purpose. -hugs again- I'm sorry that you had to go through that. I have problems in social situations, too, so I can relate. Good to hear that you are doing better now, though.

risenfromperdition 06-01-2011 03:02 AM

i'm ok i guess

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 03:03 AM

That's good, Heather. I'm glad you are ok.

aoife77 06-01-2011 03:42 AM

sits in a corner and cries

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 03:56 AM

-hugs aoife77 if ok- whats ggoing on?

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 04:50 AM

-curls up in her dark corner and bites her nails-

Doikers 06-01-2011 11:19 AM

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Oliver*You are NOT a freak . *Extra Hug*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Aoife*

one_step_closer 06-01-2011 12:56 PM

I can't deal with this 'life' any more. I have to die. My psychologist didn't even listen to me when I told him that I am going to kill myself.

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 01:32 PM

*cuddles Lindsay* you can beat this, you can get through it, you're strong, amazing and wonderful and we all care about you here. Sorry the psychologist didn't listen but you don't have to die hun :(

Just nipping in. Bit annoyed this morning but it'll pass. Bleh. Be back later tonight x

misskitty112 06-01-2011 02:50 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* please stay safe. I don't want you to die.

*hugs Sarah*

I feel blah today...

SoMuchMore 06-01-2011 04:04 PM

*hugs lindsay* you are so strong hun. Please try to fight through this. I do not want you to die, nor does anyone else here. I'm sorry your psych didn't listen. We will listen here if you need to talk.

*hugs felicia* im sorry you are feeling blah. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs sarah* hope you are alright and that you didn't get too annoyed.

*hugs everyone else*

Sorry i just responded to the last few people.

I have no idea why i am feeling like this... I feel like i could break at any moment though. Nothing triggered it really, just being at my parents makes me like this after awhile. Plus i'm getting so nervous for work re-starting up b/c i have so much responsibility there now... which is good.. i need to be accountable, but social anxiety is screaming in my head that I am going to look like a fool.
*sigh* sorry i shouldn't whine.

MammaMia 06-01-2011 04:04 PM

*hugs ward*

SoMuchMore 06-01-2011 04:24 PM

*cuddles helen* how r u today?

Doikers 06-01-2011 04:43 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Felicia*
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Helen*

FlyingNy 06-01-2011 05:00 PM

*Hugs Laura* You don't whine, we're here to listen to you :) I know the feeling. Just thing after thing builds up on you and...it just sucks. You won't look like a fool, you can do it :)

*Hugs Mark and Helen* How are you guys?

*Hugs Lindsey extra loads* I don't want you to die. I'll listen.

Doikers 06-01-2011 05:14 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm feeling okay today thank Lia . Had group , The last one , but we are rounding up next week . How are you hun?

FlyingNy 06-01-2011 05:18 PM

Good Mark, I'm glad :)

I'm sorta ... because the person that filled my hole- wow, rephrase- the person that made it feel a little better when the one I loved most in the world left me is also going to leave :( Massive bum, but I'm baring up. Chin up and all that. Oh, and my drama practical exam is on my birthday. :plain:

That is the face of someone who is not amused.

Louise 06-01-2011 05:23 PM

*hugs everyone* because you all deserve it. x

Doikers 06-01-2011 05:32 PM

Aww Lia *Hugs* Will you be able to stay in touch?

*Hugs Louise*

*Spots and Hugs Helen*

Louise 06-01-2011 05:33 PM

that is a shame Lia.

How are you Helen?

nicole94 06-01-2011 06:40 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Doikers 06-01-2011 06:45 PM

*Hugs Nicole* How are you hun?

nicole94 06-01-2011 06:50 PM

*Hugs Mark* I'm ok, I SI'ed last night, but I am getting rid of the last of my blades tomorrow.....
I didn't go to college cause I was sick this morning :(
And I just got a text from my friend saying she's having a baby boy, and she is going to call him Oscar :D
You?

FlyingNy 06-01-2011 06:52 PM

Not really Mark...it's kinda complicated. Sort of though. But I think it might just make it worse because I'd only be able to speak to her rarely and see her even less often, it might just make it easier to break all ties.

*Hugs Louise and Nicole*

How are you Louise?

Doikers 06-01-2011 07:02 PM

Thats A Cool name, Oscar, Very cool . I'm sorry you cut Nicole , Please take care of your cut/s . Good luck throwing your blades away ! Thats such a good step :) I'm feel okay but have just started feeling lonely and low because of it :S

nicole94 06-01-2011 07:07 PM

I know, I love that name :). I am looking after my cuts Mark, and i'm gonna get my friends to help me throw them away tomorrow. Sorry you're feeling lonley and low :( is there anyone you can meet up with so you aren't so alone.
*Hugs Lia*

Doikers 06-01-2011 07:14 PM

Not really Nicole :( I'm not happy that I'm feeling lonely . It got triggered by the fact that a guy in my group session announced that his parter is expecting and it just bought it to my attention that I'm not even remotely close to having a family :S

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 07:15 PM

-hugs ward-

Doikers 06-01-2011 07:16 PM

*Hugs Kitty* How're you ?

nicole94 06-01-2011 07:20 PM

*Hugs Mark and Kitty*
Sorry :( I don't really know what to say now. It will be ok Mark. :/

Doikers 06-01-2011 07:23 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 06-01-2011 07:32 PM

*Hugs Mark*
I hope my mum hurrys up at tescos :/ I'm starving, haven't eaten all day
:(

one_step_closer 06-01-2011 07:37 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 06-01-2011 07:38 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun ?

*Hugs Nicole* No food in the house Nicole?

nicole94 06-01-2011 07:42 PM

*Hugs Mark* Nope, nothing :/ (at least-nothing thats still edible)
*Hugs Lindsay*

Doikers 06-01-2011 08:25 PM

*Spots Solo and Hugs*How are you today?

Nicole , Did your Mum get back from Tescos yet ?

nicole94 06-01-2011 08:33 PM

*Hugs Mark* Not yet lol.

MammaMia 06-01-2011 08:42 PM

*hugs everyone*

I keep falling asleep, going to try go bed properly in 15 or so. Still in a good mood. Bestie's planning to phone tomorrow yay, am missing her tons tonight but I'm ok.

Doikers 06-01-2011 08:48 PM

Awh cool that you're going to hear from your bestie :) I hope you sleep well Helen Hun :)


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