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zowie 10-08-2009 08:57 PM

*Hugs Katie* Nice to see you sweetie, hope you get through tonight alright

*Hugs Kahlia* Take care of yourself while you're away

*Cuddles Helen*

*Hugs Hayley* Glad your M.E is setlling. Those colours sound fab! Have a good time at your mums.

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I'm still not feeling 100%. But my sister has come over armed with wine, so I'm going to risk it and hope it doesn't make me feel worse...

Pnuemonia[Blue] 10-08-2009 10:58 PM

Is it okay if I stay here until I feel a bit safer?

Kahlia1981 11-08-2009 02:01 AM

*hugs Helen and Arwen back*

I'm online thanks to TsvTux allowing me use of his laptop.

The physio put my wrist and thumb into a splint so I've now got that whole space-age wrist thing happening. At least I'm getting movement back in my wrist I suppose. The physio still wants to work on my shoulder and I'm not 100% convinced that's a good idea but we'll see.

*gentle hugs to all on the ward*

realflifefaerie 11-08-2009 10:29 AM

*hugs Miss_Angelus* well done for supporting, maybe try and talk to get some support for yourself?

*hugs VoiceofReason* hope you're feeling better today.

*hugs Kahlia* Glad to hear your wrist is getting better, maybe go with the shoulder physio and just make sure you're vocal if you aren't happy with it? And grr for your laptop having the same problem.

*hugs MammaMia*

*hugs Bigbear*

*hugs Hayley* have a lovely time away.

*hugs zowie* feel better soon

*hugs SpiritGuide* of course you can stay here, how are you?

MammaMia 11-08-2009 10:31 AM

Struggling soooooo much. I'm still hiding in the denial tent :'(

Breifly_Tragic </3 11-08-2009 06:42 PM

*hugs to all*

Thanks Secrets. I'm really wanting the support right now. I think that's why I've wandered here.

I'm not doing well at all today. This hurts too much && I can't stand it. The shaking won't stop.

zowie 11-08-2009 08:25 PM

Spirit[Guide] - Course you can stay here hun, you okay?

*Hugs Kahlia* Hope everything starts healing soon, you've been putting up with this for ages!

*Hugs Secrets back*

*Snuggles Helen* Wanna talk about it sweets? *Sits with you*

*Hugs Miss Angelus* Sorry you're not doing well hun, we're all here if you need us. What's causing the shaking? Try to take it easy and be kind to yourself.

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Had some wine with my sister last night. The headache came back, but nowhere near as bad as it was. I think I might be going to Brighton tomorrow to see my grandma, hopefully I'll feel well enough for that!
Haven't eaten at all today, really thinking I should...

Breifly_Tragic </3 11-08-2009 08:35 PM

*Hugs to zowie* I haven't taken anything today. I have a bit of a substance abuse problem. I'll take anything that makes me drowsy. Only really jsut realised I had a problem though. So I'm trying cold turkey but it reallly hurtss emotional and physically and then theres the shakingg.
I just can't take my mind of it.

Detour. Derail 11-08-2009 09:13 PM

*comes in. Just to sit*

SoMuchMore 11-08-2009 09:24 PM

*hugs Angelus* Im sorry about the shaking, that sounds rough... Try to keep distracted.

*hugs Voice of Reason*

I was doing so well the past few days... then my bf's mom got in a lot of trouble (with the law)... now things are going back to crap... *sigh*

Detour. Derail 11-08-2009 10:11 PM

Im sick of living one day at a time. I cant keep doing this.

shadowedsoul 11-08-2009 10:21 PM

argh ****sake, i cant do this. im loosing this battle.

Breifly_Tragic </3 11-08-2009 10:37 PM

*hugs Fallenstar0317* Sorry to hear things are going bad for you I hope things look up soon.

*Hugs Alexxx* Cheer up dall face I'm here for you every day

*Hugs shadowedsoul* I'm sure you can do it. You won't lose the war :)


I gave in. The shakings stopped. && i'm numb again. I like this feeling better. But in my head I feel weak.

MammaMia 11-08-2009 10:47 PM

:'( So tired of fighting. What's the point?

Long*Past 12-08-2009 05:08 AM

3 months free today... Sorry I haven't checked in in a few days, I was at my friend's birthday party...

My boyfriend and I just had a sort of fight... I feel like I've been stabbed in the chest...
He keeps telling me how much pain he's in, but he refuses to let me help him...
he says that him opening up and TELLING me he's in pain is a big thing for him... but it's just so hard to leave it at that...

My heart hurts... and I'm struggling to resist a relapse...

realflifefaerie 12-08-2009 10:11 AM

I really can't do this anymore. Am struggling so much but finding it hard to reach out. Everytime I do I just get what feels like a slap in the face

shadowedseraph 12-08-2009 12:11 PM

*hugs MammaMia* Sweetie it can get better i belive in you
*hugs Ashely* I'm sure your boyfriend doesnt mean to hurt you
*hugs secrets* you can do it honey, im right here for you

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Going on holiday on saturday, i need to be better by then, and yet it seems hopeless

MammaMia 12-08-2009 01:07 PM

It's still going wrong. Got my new phone to replace the one I damaged. Then just moments before (didn't realise in my rush to get to the door) the laptop cooler broke, well the usb bit snapepd (Y) Then my laptop charger decided to break too, NOT amused!!!!

Minor things I know, just adds to my stress and **** argh...

shadowedseraph 12-08-2009 01:27 PM

*hugs MammaMia* sounds like your having a pretty stressful day try and be kind to yourself though

MammaMia 12-08-2009 02:02 PM

I sure am, feeling sooo weak aswell :S

Long*Past 12-08-2009 02:10 PM

*hugs MammaMia*
I hope your day gets better.


Thanks for the hug Shadow... Today I have an 8 hour drive ahead of me with just me and my mom... hopefully it won't be too bad... but I have no idea with her these days... Oh well, I'll get to see my "big brother" this evening so... it should all work out... I really hope it does anyway...

Watched Sweeney Todd last night. It was nice to get my mind off my own life for a little while... I think I may watch movies more often.

shadowedseraph 12-08-2009 03:13 PM

*hugs Ashley* hope it goes ok :)

*hugs MammaMia* why do you feel weak?

Breifly_Tragic </3 12-08-2009 05:57 PM

*hugs to alll*

*walks in, curls up in corner and just sits.*

Kahlia1981 12-08-2009 11:09 PM

*sneaks out of the corner*

TsvTux has allowed me to use his computer when he isn't using it so please forgive me for not being online and around as much as usual. The courier showed up (finally) late yesterday afternoon and the laptop is going back to the place by road so should take 3 days. Then they have to work on it and send it back. At least we shouldn't have the same problem they did when they sent it to me originally because it went all over the country because they wrote the wrong state and postcode on it. Even though I had given them the correct state and postcode. If I had the energy I'd be angry but ....

I slept without my sling last night and my shoulder is caning. I need to wear my shoulder brace for the whole of today - except I need to take my jumper off before I go to the doctors because I have 2 25 minute walks to get there and back again. I'm going to ask him for some brufen or other strong anti-inflammatory to aid in the healing of my thumb. I have almost completely normal movement in the wrist and I'm doing my exercises but the thumb hurts when I do them.

*leaves hugs for everyone*

I'll try and get online at least once a day but I might not be able to. I hope you all start feeling better soon.

Breifly_Tragic </3 12-08-2009 11:36 PM

*hugs to Kahlia* Glad your wrist is starting to feel better.

*returns to corner*

MammaMia 12-08-2009 11:56 PM

Feeling even worse, both physically and emotionally. Kill me now.

zowie 13-08-2009 12:04 AM

*Hugs everyone* Sorry a lot of people are finding things hard at the moment. I'm tired and very hot; I went out for lunch today but just felt weak and sick. I don't think I'm completely over the swine flu yet, hopefully I'll be well enough for my friend's party on Friday - Really looking forward to it!
Sleep now, methinks.
Night night xxx

Kahlia1981 13-08-2009 12:40 AM

*hugs Miss Angelus* Thanks, me too. This wrist has become a major pain.

*hugs Helen tightly* Wish I could make the bad stuff go away.

*hugs Arwen* Fingers crossed that you start feeling better soon.

MammaMia 13-08-2009 01:40 AM

*cuddles Kahlia*

Things are getting worse, just HOW BAD is it going to get before I start going upwards?

Kahlia1981 13-08-2009 05:30 AM

I wish I could answer that for you Helen ..... I'm in the same boat

Long*Past 13-08-2009 07:05 AM

*leaves hugs for everyone*

Things are going well so far, hopefully it stays that way.

Kahlia1981 13-08-2009 12:13 PM

*leaves hugs for all*

MammaMia 13-08-2009 01:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1808509)
I wish I could answer that for you Helen ..... I'm in the same boat

*squishes* Evil isn't it?

I have to go to my sister's house today. Which means going past his mum's house and running the risk of seeing him :pinch: :pinch: :pinch: :pinch:

zowie 13-08-2009 05:34 PM

*Hugs everyone*
Boring day today. My little sister is really winding me up - She's an awful child.

MammaMia 13-08-2009 06:28 PM

Having another bad day.
Lucky me.
*cuddles Arwen*

zowie 13-08-2009 08:40 PM

*Cuddles Helen*
xxx

Kahlia1981 13-08-2009 10:45 PM

*cuddles Arwen and Helen*

MammaMia 13-08-2009 11:08 PM

*cuddles Kahlia* How you doing sweetie??

Breifly_Tragic </3 13-08-2009 11:19 PM

Urgh today has been hard and it just got work now someones made me think back on EVERYTHING I've done and been through.

I'm going to sit here and be safe for a while. Before I just lose it.
*curls up in corner*

Detour. Derail 13-08-2009 11:49 PM

*Huuuugs Jade*
It's okay doll
i love you

MammaMia 14-08-2009 12:13 AM

*hugs everyone*

Kahlia1981 14-08-2009 10:40 AM

*hugs everyone in the ward*

I'm unwell (mentally) at the moment. Just made a call to the womens centre.

Breifly_Tragic </3 14-08-2009 11:16 AM

*Hugs to Kahlia* Well done for calling someone though. I hope you get better son.

*Hugs to MammaMia*

*Hugs to Alex* I love you too darling.

Urghh I feel like **** this morning. It's such a nice day..but I have noithing to do but curl up inside :(

Kahlia1981 14-08-2009 12:36 PM

The lady from the womens center is supposed to be calling me back but it's been over an hour now and she hasn't called. I'm getting scared that I'll do something stupid because it's all I can think of ... and I don't want to do that. But I don't know how to switch off that part of my brain. I wish I did. *sighs*

Breifly_Tragic </3 14-08-2009 01:45 PM

*Big MASSIVE hug for Kahlia!*

Stay strong darling i know you can do this. If she doesn't call backcall her back. Don't let them forget if you need the help! Stay Safe

zowie 14-08-2009 02:27 PM

*Hugs Kahlia, Helen, Miss Angelus and Alexx*

*Hugs anyone else who pops by*

I'm going to a party tonight. Looking forward to it, but also feeling a little apprehensive - First, it's going to be full of people I haven't seen for ages who sometimes make me feel like a bit of an outsider; second, my ex best friend will be there, the one who turned on me when I broke up with my ex and when something bad happened to me. Really don't want to see her.
With her it'll either be really fake and awkward, or she'll completely snub me (which will hurt considering we were so close for so long).
But I am really looking forward to seeing the host - I love her to bits! Feeling really guilty though because I can't afford alcohol or a present for her, and she always buys me really thoughtful pressies.
:(

MammaMia 14-08-2009 06:41 PM

*hugs everyone lots and lots*

Had my hair cut today, that kept me busy ^_^


Breifly_Tragic </3 14-08-2009 07:08 PM

Ohhhh I like the new hair :D

*Hugs to alll*

MammaMia 14-08-2009 08:02 PM

Thanks :) *hugs back*

Trying to stay strong still.

SoMuchMore 14-08-2009 09:20 PM

*hugs for everyone*
MammaMia - I loove your hair!


ew... i'm so disgusting. I hate myself.


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