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MammaMia 20-02-2009 02:12 AM

I am so increadibly proud of you Arwen, you have no idea seriously, I know you've really struggled at times but you've kept going. Love you sweetie <3

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1436557)
I'm three months free today.
I just wanted to tell you all that I love you guys, and I wouldn't have got here without you.
xxxx


ravynsoul 20-02-2009 02:36 AM

*sneaks in and apologizes for the absence of late.. it will likely continue for a bit until I have regular private access to the internet again*

*sends hugs to everyone - missing you all!*

Congrats Zowie/Arwen!!! That is a wonderful achievement. Hope you celebrate!

Damnation. 20-02-2009 03:03 AM

Hope you get it sorted out soon, Ravyn *hugs*

MammaMia 20-02-2009 03:07 AM

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Meh :/

shadowedsoul 20-02-2009 06:52 AM

meh =/ bollicks. finding it really hard to keep going.

zowie 20-02-2009 11:13 AM

I did celebrate! My dad took me out for lunch and then in the evening he bought me a bottle of wine. Thanks everyone! xx

caiden 20-02-2009 12:00 PM

is there a quiet corner in here where i can just sneak in and curl up in for a while? i feel really unsafe. well to be more accurate, i feel like ending it all. but at the same time i have so many reasons not to....phooey!!!

mouse in darkness 20-02-2009 12:36 PM

*Tight Hugs for everyone*

I missed you all.:yeah:I hope all is well for everyone.

Tears of Solitude 20-02-2009 01:10 PM

Sneaks in feeling like crap. < hides under blanket >

its going to be one of them days .........

MammaMia 20-02-2009 03:31 PM

& you have us to help you through Jade

Eclectica 20-02-2009 04:36 PM

Someone is screwing my life up. SERIOUSLY BAD. And I've got an idea who (an alter).

I've NO idea what happened yesterday - it's one big blurr of blackness - but one of my alters took complete control and made me OD. Thank **** i'm ok. Blood tests came back fine and ****.

But it's RUINED my life now. For starters, it's gone into the database, so everyone will think that -I- tried to OD. And most importantly, my mum is FREAKING OUT. She doesn't want to leave me alone AT ALL. Trying to drag me to her work (we own a shop) but I REALLY hate it there. It's boring, cold and scary for starters.

I'm ****ing SCREWED FOR LIFE. THANKS. THIS IS ****ING BULLSHIT.

chkymnky 20-02-2009 09:28 PM

*hugs katrica*

then * sits it the middle of room with legs crossed rocking bak and forth laughing histerically!!*

am having a shift from hell!

chkymnky 20-02-2009 09:29 PM

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

chkymnky 20-02-2009 09:30 PM

:rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor:

MammaMia 20-02-2009 09:54 PM

*hides*

Hope everyone's doing ok, those who haven't checked in...

Damnation. 21-02-2009 05:13 AM

...Meh

Jetforce 21-02-2009 05:35 AM

*sighs*

Damnation. 21-02-2009 05:35 AM

*Hugs Jet*

Kahlia1981 21-02-2009 06:29 AM

*hugs everyone*

Just wanted to let everyone know that I have made 6 months SI free today. :D

Damnation. 21-02-2009 06:30 AM

Congratulations, Kahlia! <3

*Hugs*

Kahlia1981 21-02-2009 06:31 AM

Thanks Dayna. *does happy dance* *hugs you tightly*

Damnation. 21-02-2009 06:32 AM

^________^ Tis quite alright

Kahlia1981 21-02-2009 06:34 AM

Sorry to be so extremely excited about reaching this, but during this last week I started thinking I was never going to get there. :S

*hugs you again Dayna*

MammaMia 21-02-2009 10:30 AM

*mega squishes all round*

CONGRATULATIONS Kahlia, am so so so proud xD

Anyway just popping in to say that I'm off to Bristol today so won't be posting again until tomorrow evening when I'm back. Will miss you all <3

pixiedust 21-02-2009 01:38 PM

Well done Kahlia!

Jetforce 21-02-2009 02:30 PM

*cuddles back* ta heaps!

Mary Anne 21-02-2009 04:38 PM

Hi everyone,

*hugs Kahlia* well done, so proud of you :)

*hugs everyone*

I am proud of myself this week, I have been trying to loose weight all year and this week I finally got the overeating under control and lost some :)

Tears of Solitude 21-02-2009 08:18 PM

Well done Kahlia for 6mths free Congrates

Well done Mary Anne, good luck for the future xxx

:::::::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone :::::::::::::::::::::::::

Still feeling like I am the lowest of the low :(

How is everyone else feeling tonite ?????

Damnation. 22-02-2009 03:08 AM

Kahlia: No need to apologise, it's good to see something positive in here! Go as nuts about it as you want xD <3 *hugs again*

Helen: Have fun, see you when you get back

Mary-Anne: Congratulations to you too!

Jade: x_x Sorry to hear you're not doing so well *hugs you too*

*Glomps everyone else* Feeling pretty crap myself too, tbh

mouse in darkness 22-02-2009 12:30 PM

Hi everyone *Hugs everyone who wants/ needs them*

Am feeling lost and alone. I ended hanging at a friends place so I wouldn't do anything stupid last night. I realy didn't want to worry my best mate. Having alot of difficulty with sleep its either none or way too much. I really missed everyone while my computer was broken. You guys and gals are the best people I have met for a long time. The only other people who come close is Kahlia :bubblegum: and a very close friend. I was just wanting to thank everyone who has been supportive to me when I needed it. I need hugs if any one has a spare hug. Sorry for being selfish, I don't know what to say to help/ support anyone tonight. Sorry again.

Kahlia I am so proud of you I know that reaching six months means to you *bear bug*

*Gives out hugs, chocolates and flowers. Finds a quiet corner and sits to cry*

Eclectica 22-02-2009 04:51 PM

I just can't keep my body happy -_- I eat, I feel sick. I don't eat, I feel sick once in a while.

Stupid shitty eating patterns are all ****ing up for the 100th time. I kinda give up trying to be normal.

Mary Anne 22-02-2009 05:44 PM

grrrr, why do people lie? (you can probably guess it was he who shall not be named), he tells me a different story every time, I hate it when people do that.

Kat - *hugs* food is a hard battle, I don't pretend to understand how to eat 'normally', just keep working at it sweetie.

Nicole *hugs* great to hear from you, always here if you need a hug, thank you for the choccies.

*leaves hugs for everyone*

Eclectica 22-02-2009 08:24 PM

Had a KFC today. I like KFC but... I feel stupidly sick now and it made my stomach really hurt for a while. I'm that close to being sick, but I don't want to be. Eating has always made me feel sick as hell for years now. The doctors just dismiss it. I don't care really. It's not a problem as such. But it has put me off food and I cant be bothered to feed myself anymore. I only eat what people give me. I hate eating, too. I used to make myself sick, but I don't feel I can get away with it/continue with how **** it made me feel.

Sorry for the babbling. But this food thing gets on my nerves.

It ain't an ED either, it's just a pain in the ass.

shadowedsoul 22-02-2009 09:43 PM

hmm........walks back in and walks to corner, hugs knees and rocks.cries

MammaMia 22-02-2009 10:12 PM

*blinks*

I'm back.

Eclectica 22-02-2009 11:04 PM

Sake.

It really hurts when I eat. It's making me near cry. i dunno why it's like this.

MammaMia 22-02-2009 11:41 PM

**** off.
Please?
Damm emotions.

Tears of Solitude 22-02-2009 11:55 PM

Welcome back Helen < hugs >xxx

Mary Anne I hate it when people lie too < hugs > xxx

Big hugs to Katrica xxx

Welcome Shadowed xxx

::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone :::::::::::::

How is everyone this evening????

blue_cloud 23-02-2009 12:30 AM

*walks in nods head goes to sit in the darkest corner with a blanket*

Eclectica 23-02-2009 12:36 AM

one of my alters is flaring up like damned hell in a rage over someone she hates and its pissin me off how angry we feel.

dont like what hes done to a friend. trying to be nice but finding it so damned hard.

Damnation. 23-02-2009 05:21 AM

*Curls up in a corner*

zowie 23-02-2009 05:25 PM

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't checked in for a couple of days, just been busy over the weekend.

*Throws a party for Kahlia* I'm sooo proud of you hun, congratulations!!!

*Hugs Nicole* Sorry I don't have much to say, but there's a hug if you want it :)

Are you okay diamond n00b? (sorry, I always forget names!) If you need to talk, I'm here. And I know everyone else on the ward is too.

*Hugs Kat* I'm really sorry the doctors are dismissing this, have you spoken to more than one doctor? If it's really affecting your lifestyle, they really should do something about it.

*Hugs Helen and Dayna* How are you doing girls?


Love and hugs to all xxxx

Mary Anne 23-02-2009 06:56 PM

Hi everyone,

*hugs Zowie* how is the quitting going? I have manged to cut down by about 1 or 2 ciggies a day - not much but a start!

*hugs Kat* have you ever been tested for food allergies and things like Chrones disease?

*hugs Helen* how you doing?

*hugs everyone*

Well, Monday is over for another week :)
On on the upside looks like he who shall not be named has signed the flat over into my name.
After a slip-up yesterday it is very tempting to cut again but trying to resist (I was just over a month free).

Eclectica 23-02-2009 07:45 PM

I've never thought much past it, 'cept to just mentino it to the doctors and they've ALL dismissed it. Ah well.

The psych i've seen twice (and never again) doesn't believe in DID/splits/alters. He thinks it's an ACT or IMAGINARY FRIENDS.

What the **** seriously!?

MammaMia 23-02-2009 10:41 PM

*curls up*

I'm not doing good :'( Trying to tell my boyfriend but he won't understand.

MammaMia 23-02-2009 10:56 PM

Okay...I told him, he didn't but he was sweet

Damnation. 24-02-2009 02:21 AM

Helen: Sorry, about what?

Kat: x_x *Hugs* The sooner you get to see someone competant, the better

Mary-Anne: Well done on cutting down on those few ciggies :)

Zowie: (You wouldn't mind if I started calling you Arwen, would you? I prefer using peoples' names) Fairly low, tbh. Hope you're doing better

*Hugs all*

mouse in darkness 24-02-2009 02:22 AM

*Triggering* Suicide
 
*Hugs back* Mary Ann and Zowie

My housemate attempted suicide on sunday and now is icu. The other one I have been watching like a hawk as she is likely to follow suit. I care about them both. I don't think I can cope if I lose them both. The hard thing is that we can't see him as we can't contact his family to see him. I know that this would help her cope as she is the one who called the ambulance. And is the most affected by this.
Sorry just needed to get some of it out.

*Hugs and chocolates for all*

Damnation. 24-02-2009 02:24 AM

Nicole: ****, I'm sorry to hear that x__x *big hugs*

mouse in darkness 24-02-2009 02:27 AM

*Big hug* back, thanks

Is it wrong of me to want to save my friend? I just don't know. But I am holding it together for her sake. I can't cry cause once it starts it won't stop.


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