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realflifefaerie 02-02-2009 07:26 PM

*hugs Zowie* could you have some space from your sister, I'm around most of the night if you want to talk.
*hugs lyssie and shadowed* whats wrong?
*puts a blanket over Kahlia*

I keep bursting into tears but I'm not sure why. The snow has made me stupidly cold cause the country has come to a standstill. *curls up in a corner*

shadowedsoul 02-02-2009 08:00 PM

hmm just had enough of everthing, people treating like crap, people hurting me, i had enough.****sake what the hell is the point, hmm not doing this anymore, not letting people in it only hurts, sorry iam sorry just had enough

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 09:27 PM

{{{{{{{{{{{ hugs everyone }}}}}}}}}

Im sorry everyone is having such a tough night. Keep posting and talking about it all, maybe it will help.

Sending all my love
Jade xxx

shadowedsoul 02-02-2009 10:06 PM

hmm might mabye =/ curls up in corner and cries.

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 10:08 PM

ShadowedSoul What wrong, can I help xxx

shadowedsoul 02-02-2009 10:13 PM

hmm i just had enough of everthing, dont want to fight this anymore. feel very alone. cries

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 10:23 PM

Shadow Your not alone, Im here for you.

Keep hanging in there, just take it an hour at a time xxx

Let us support you through this difficult time xxx

pixiedust 02-02-2009 10:31 PM

Is there a sound proofed room here that I can scream in?

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 10:35 PM

Sure Pixie, scream your heart out. Whats wrong?

pixiedust 02-02-2009 10:38 PM

*wanders into sound proofed room and screams*
*wanders back out*

Nothing important really, just loads of things getting on top of me. I'm tired, stressed from the amount of work I've got to do, hungry because I have no food and my ASDA delivery hasn't turned up, it's or would've been my best friend's birthday on Wednesday and facebook thought it would give me a lovely reminder of it (as if I didn't already) because I can't bring myself to take her off my friends list and just, I don't know, I'm in a bad mood for the most pathetic of reasons.

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 10:41 PM

There not pathetic reasons because they are real for you. xxx If you want to talk more feel free, I am here to listen

I hope your food turns up soon xxx I dont think it helps being hungry xxx
It doesnt me < smile >

Jade xxx

pixiedust 02-02-2009 10:44 PM

Thanks Jade. My food won't come until at least tomorrow now and I have lectures all day so it means another day without breakfast or lunch although I might try to pop to the union shop to get a banana or something. The delivery not turning up has been the final straw today. I just want to go to bed and sleep but I have loads of work to do for tomorrow morning so that isn't possible. And my laptop is driving me insane because it's overheating and making a racket!

How are you? xx

Tears of Solitude 02-02-2009 10:48 PM

Im good thank you xxx I hope tomorrow is much better for you xxx

good luck xxx

Jade xxx

MammaMia 02-02-2009 11:07 PM

Thanks Secret & Zowie for their earlier posts :)

Meh. I am so ****ing worried but it's probs nothing serious. But still, I'm so worried. My dad NEVER tells me he's had a few bad days....unless it affects me (well I think?). He's at his girlfriend's right now *rolls eyes* due to the bad snow. Hope he's ok.....

Damnation. 02-02-2009 11:45 PM

*Crawls back in* ;-;

shadowedsoul 02-02-2009 11:51 PM

hmm had enough, cant keep fighting this, had enough, hits head with hands, hmm this sucks

Damnation. 02-02-2009 11:51 PM

I know the feeling x_x

Snuffles 02-02-2009 11:52 PM

I had a fricken allergic reaction last night.. charming.. scared the hell out of me since last time I had one I ended up in hospital.. But I'm ok now =)

*cuddles everyone*

A question.. who or what is Puppy Sinclair? I think I missed that?

MammaMia 02-02-2009 11:55 PM

*is rocking*

Damnation. 02-02-2009 11:55 PM

*Hugs Katie* Glad you're okay. I think Puppy Sinclair is an addition brought here by Wildly Insane. I think

*Hugs Helen*

wildly insane 03-02-2009 12:35 AM

Puppy SinClair is a cocker spaniel puppy who just wants to help cheer people up, is very good at giving squidges and big sloppy kisses

*hugs everyone*

Sorry can't offer anything more, I envy anybody who can cry, I want to so much but I can't. I should go to sleep but I don't want to have to cope with tomorrow.

It's so beautiful outside snow and silhouetted trees, and I feel so ugly and fat and pathetic and selfish and I just want to get drunk so I can give in again. I want to be able to talk to someone but I can't, I physically can't, I feel so completely alone and I don't want to start again tomorrow.

Damnation. 03-02-2009 05:03 AM

Doctor's tomorrow. Wish me luck, guiz ._.;

Kahlia1981 03-02-2009 05:16 AM

Dayna - good luck with the doctors. *fingers crossed that everything goes well* *hugs you*

Hannah - you aren't alone *hugs you*

Helen - *offers hugs and a listening ear if required*

Katie (Snuffles) - I hate allergic reactions ... Was it to something that you knew you were likely to be allergic to ? I'm glad you are okay now. *offers hugs*

ShadowedSoul - *offers hugs*

Jade - *hugs you* Hope you are doing okay

Pixie - Hi ... I don't remember having met you ... but my brain is not as good as it was. Just wanted to offer you some support and hugs.

I'm not good with words right now, and I know that I will have missed people. I'm sorry about that.

*offers hugs to everybody*

Snuffles 03-02-2009 07:26 AM

Kahlia, I'm pretty sure it was from the cheese I had last night. Yesterday I thought I'd go to Aldi since we have next to no money, and I bought some bread and cheese... I hadn't had them before.. But I'm putting my money on the cheese. The only other known allergy I have is to a tablet I used once for a migraine.. That's all.. hmmmmm

Snuffles 03-02-2009 07:26 AM

Good luck Dayna!!

Jetforce 03-02-2009 07:44 AM

*cuddles every1*

*leaves some crackers and dip for ppl*

Hope ur ok there xxx

Mary Anne 03-02-2009 10:20 AM

Hi everyone,

sorry I have been rubbish at supporting you all recently, I don't know where my head is (except on top of my shoulders).

I don't know what I feel just now, i think the imminent approach of valentines is not helping.
I am at home today as I just got my new couch delivered (mainly obtained so I can throw out 'our' suite) nice corner couch I can curl up on. Fraggle has not investigated it yet but no doubt there will be cat fluff all over it in no time.

Snuffles - allergies are horrible, I am allergic to dairy and avoiding it is so hard, hope you feel better.

Dayna - good luck :)

*offers cuddles to everyone*


Eclectica 03-02-2009 11:17 AM

I Need A Baseball Bat.

And I Need Anger Management At This Rate. Just Saw The Psych For The Second Time. I Absolutely ****ing Hate Him. He Just Doesnt Understand Anything And Tries To Put Things Into My Head Like

"well I Can Go Out And Look Ar-"
"no You Are Too Scared To Do That. We Need You To Go Out And Try It"
"what? But I Do It Anyw-"
"will You Try It? So We Can Find The Problem?"
"ive Done It Omgggg"

zowie 03-02-2009 12:22 PM

Secrets, thank you for offering to talk to me last night. I just went to bed early.
Went to the day hospital this morning. It was rubbish. The walk there is too long, and then I just sat there for an hour making a crappy birthday card.
Still feeling terrible, just ate a stupid amount and need to purge but my sister's in the bathroom. Also still getting commands to hurt my sister, which is scaring me.
Can't talk to the professionals because they don't believe me.

MammaMia 03-02-2009 01:20 PM

*hugs people and returns hugs*

realflifefaerie 03-02-2009 07:43 PM

*leaves hot chocolate and fresh cookies*

I feel a bit numb today, have doctors tomorrow then physio and I know both are going to yell, I'm not looking forward to it at all.

Sorry I cant help

Eclectica 03-02-2009 07:48 PM

I think... the psych appointment today was Kat D's snapping point... (one of my alters). She's been around all day and we feel... so damned... angry. Furious. It's scaring mother.

Tears of Solitude 03-02-2009 08:08 PM

Secrets I hope your Doctors appt is okay xxx

Katrica Im sorry you are angry and not liking your psych, can you ask for another one

Helen < big hugs >

How is everyone else feeling this evening ??????

< sending hugs to everyone >
Jade xxx

Eclectica 03-02-2009 08:27 PM

I have to see this guy a few more times or something then I'll be getting a long term psych, I think. I really hate him. Mum wants me to change, too. Cause he doesn't understand me much.

Tears of Solitude 03-02-2009 08:33 PM

Can you hang on a couple more times until your long term psych. Hopefully they will understand you much better xxx

realflifefaerie 03-02-2009 08:59 PM

Katrica sorry your psychs not helping,, is there any way you can speed up the process of getting a longterm one?

Eclectica 03-02-2009 09:26 PM

I see this guy next in two freaking months. Two. Months.

That worries mum cause it was a month since we saw him before last and we ended up in hospital. Fun.

Damnation. 03-02-2009 09:52 PM

Kat: Gah x__O. Really hoping things'll start getting better for you soon D:

*Hugs everyone*

* * *

Doctor's today went okay. Told him bout everything that's been going on lately, and he's going to give my details to a mental health team, for an assessment or something. I think he said something about a suicide assessment but I'm not sure if I'm remembering that right too, 'cause he said that if you're suicidal, they won't help, so I might not get much assistance from 'em. Oh, and he reckons the emotional void is something that I should take as a good thing. He asked if I was violent when I mentioned it, so I said no, and he told me to take it as something good, rather than thinking that everything's bad and going wrong for me. I've got another prescription for Citalopram, same dosage, thanks to the side effects I had when I started taking it, and he wants to see me again in a month

MammaMia 03-02-2009 10:34 PM

My sister J is trying to poke her nose into what's wrong.
I told her I was okay.
She's ALWAYS trying to get me to tell her, but to be honest, half the time, I don't want her to know, but don't mind another sister of mine knowing...is that bad :S

~*Rainbow*~ 03-02-2009 11:06 PM

coming to check in!!!!!!!!
had to go back up to inverness for a funeral
not feeling so good
numb and empty
why does this always happen

shadowedsoul 03-02-2009 11:52 PM

walks back in and curls up into a ball in the corner and crys, i cant do this, really cant do this, want to give up, really want to cut, **** ****, screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Damnation. 04-02-2009 12:57 AM

*Sneaks back in and collapses* x_x

wildly insane 04-02-2009 01:26 AM

*Hugs Kahlia back* thanks hun, hope the rain has stopped, how are you feeling?

*hugs Dayna glad the doctor's went okay, hopefully they'll be able to help

*Hugs Helen, Katie, Secrets, Pixiedust, Snuffles, Jet and MaryAnne*

*Hugs Nikki* hope you feel better soon *offers cuppa and a big fluffy duvet*

*Hugs Shadowedsoul* offers an ear if you wanna talk about it? or simply a shoulder to cry on and a clean tissue

*Hugs Zowie* sorry to hear the day hospital didn't go well, It really sucks that they don't believe you, we believe you and offer all the support we can

*Hugs Kat* sorry to hear the Psych is ****, keep fighting and hopefully the next one will understand you, I really hope the anger calms down *hugs*

*Hugs Jade* I just wanted to say I think you've been an amazing support to many people over the last few days and I hope that you, yourself are okay.

Me, am ready for bed, clocking off, curling up and wishing I yet again didn't have to get up in the morning.

Damnation. 04-02-2009 01:34 AM

Nighty night if you're going, Wildly, and thanks

MammaMia 04-02-2009 02:01 AM

Funeral today.
Wish it was mine.
Not sure how much longer I can hold these destructive thoughts and urges in.
Not sure how much longer I can pretend I'm ok.
Because I'm really not ok.

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:02 AM

x_x *Hugs Helen muchly*

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:04 AM

*Hugs everyone*

I just wanted to send a positive update; I had an appointment today with my new pysch [it was supposed to be next monday, but I got in early due to a cancellation] and although I was really nervous, it went really well. He understood; and I didn't even have to explain it all.. gives me hope!!

*sends hopeful thoughts around*

*hugs Puppy SinClair*

MammaMia 04-02-2009 02:09 AM

*clings to Dayna*

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:11 AM

*Hugs Helen and doesn't let go*

Ravyn: Really glad to hear your meeting went well ^___^

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:13 AM

*hugs Helen tightly*

*hugs Dayna back* Me too; and glad to hear yours went ok too. Hopefully the empty void will disappear soon. I get that from time-to-time; but it does go away.

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