checking in

* curls up *
Don't feel safe hurt myself things too bad :(

*sneaks in and curls up in the corner* I am so tempted to go get a tool out tonight ...........

*leaves a box of hugs on the table*

(So unhappy and alone tonight, I need to stay here a while)

Checking in. Possibly permanently. Everything is so f*cked up right now.

*snugs katie*

Thank heather *snuggles back*

<3 checkin in ><

*joins heather* will live here now. Too much.

"If you could argue with religious people there would be no religious people" - Greg House

i wanted to cut during christmas but didnt. idk. cristmas spirit saved med. ho ho ho

I am a secret dream
All the things inside myself never to be revealed.
Secrets that will stay forever hidden by my shield.
All the words that I could say never could explain
The reasons why I do these things seeming so insane
All the desperation that motivates my mind
The loneliness, depression, for things now left behind
I wander through this darkness to never be unveiled
For if I would let down the mask it would be as I had failed
Did I ever exist as the person I thought myself to be?
Or was it just an image I portrayed for all to see?
I will never find those answers so I continue on in vain
In an endless search for memory and that which will remain
Laughing voices call my name looking frantically for a face
But these are just the ghosts of past now gone without a trace
This is how I bide the time until my days have past
No one to remember me, but as shimmer at the last
Search nevermore for my face, for it never did appear
All was just a nightmare, an illusion born of fear
I am a secret dream

*Glomps Wardies*

*plays soothing music* I'm checking in for the minute don't feel too good, too lucid just too lucid everything is bright I feel vulnerable.

*checking in*

I want to hurt myself today, no one wants me and everyone would laugh and cheer if I died

Midnight Star ,people wouldn't laugh and cheer :)

I feel very out-of-control. I need to be somewhere safe for a little while.

i am disappearing again... blah... i feel another psychotic event coming in the Force, so i will hide n here so that they will all go away

Checking in..might need to stay for a while

Sigh.... I am going to stay in here for a while... I am losing it

um hi