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risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 05:20 AM

bye byes <3

blondiebear 06-08-2008 05:22 AM

I'm off to bed. The alarm clock goes off an hour early so i can be ready for the construction crew that is coming to fix our bathroom ceiling.
Oh, and we only have one bathroom.

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 05:25 AM

O.o 's only 9 there eh?

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 05:26 AM

night =)

Auburn Shadow 06-08-2008 09:18 AM

Just wanted to drop some huge *hugs* off for everyone!

zowie 06-08-2008 12:30 PM

Don;t know what to do with myself, feeling suicidal. Would OD if I was in charge of my meds.

Detour. Derail 06-08-2008 08:12 PM

Im glad you arent in charge of the Zowie hun...
I know how awful it feels....but we'd hate for you to do anything that will hurt you :(

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 09:15 PM

alexxxxxx <3
hows you?

horizon_surfer 06-08-2008 09:39 PM

well i'm officially back from weekend working.. blah. glad i dont have to do anything for a while but annoyed at myself again - ended up scratching my arm on 2 occasions, no lasting marks (as long as the most recent goes soon which i think it will) but this now brings it up to 3 times in the last couple of weeks :( i think i know i'd feel better if i did cut properly but i dont want to start it off again and i dont need it enough, i just want it. *sigh* oddly enough, the rest of me seems ok and calm enough. *hugs to all*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 09:57 PM

*just checkin in*

1ofmany 06-08-2008 10:05 PM

Bad so bad right now its really bad...but why cant I do it? I want to and need to but i cant. Hate myself, all alone they all hate me. Sorry guys i am no use.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:07 PM

Awww Marc

1ofmany 06-08-2008 10:09 PM

I wish it was real...I need someone i can open up to someone i can say help to, my mind keeps screaming to ask for help (from certain friends) but i wont...i dont want to bother one, one doesnt care and they all hate me behind my back.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:11 PM

well I know you don't know me...
but I'll listen if ya need to talk.

1ofmany 06-08-2008 10:15 PM

Too messed up, dont knwo the words to type need to talk...prompt. So sorry hoping i will be happy soon. But dont want to ride in car with friend who talks about me badly when i am not there...she thinks about me badly too.

Thank you for thiking kindly, I just hope your not laghing at me really.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:16 PM

*not laughing... is just concerned about you*

1ofmany 06-08-2008 10:19 PM

Sorry struggling with what is true and what isnt, am scared and want the thinking to stop. Am sorry i should stop posting and come back when i am in a better frame

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 10:25 PM

*cuddles everyone*

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 10:29 PM

*pounces on jess*

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 10:32 PM

*hides in the corner*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:40 PM

You ok Ku?

Auburn Shadow 06-08-2008 10:40 PM

you ok over there Ku? *hugs*

*hugs everyone*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:42 PM

*hugs Hana*

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 10:42 PM

hi all *leaves hugs and snuggle blankets*

*rocks n cradles arm*

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 10:56 PM

*glomps heather*

*cuddles all* what's up lovies?

di... what happened!

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 10:57 PM

erm...*shakes head*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:59 PM

*jumps up and down*
Yay!!! Sugar is back from getting spayed!!!! :-)

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:00 PM

aww bless :)

Auburn Shadow 06-08-2008 11:02 PM

yay! *hugs manda back*

I keep passing out. It's really getting to me at the moment, but got doctors soon, so hopefully I can sort it... *sigh* stupid body.

*hugz ku and diamond*

Sup Ku, sweetie?

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:02 PM

why sorry ku?

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:03 PM

yay! now you get to watch her stagger about from the anasthetic :P it's so cute!

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:04 PM

i got no blades now...need one.
sorry cos i keep dumping my crap on people, you dont need it

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:06 PM

i screwed up again :( my ex husband is really messing with my head

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:09 PM


Originally Posted by <alive> (Post 983552)
yay! now you get to watch her stagger about from the anasthetic

she ain't even got energy to do that much... been laying down ever since she got home.

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:11 PM

awww bless!

Ku, you post as much as you need to. Don't talk y0ourself our of posting!

Di, what's ur ex doing?

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:13 PM

saying he wants to come back, i am so confused he has been gone for nearly a year. i really messed my arm up

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:14 PM

*hugs di*
already have...i'll be ok. just gonna stay here for a bit, you're all lovely

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:17 PM

Doyou want him to come back?

*cuddles ku* keep posting honey... please?

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:18 PM

my head says im not allowed.
cos i proved i dont deserve.

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:18 PM

thanks ku thanks jess
i really don't know i just wana make it all go away right now

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:19 PM

everyone deserves to be heard ku xx

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:22 PM

By feeling that you don't deserve to be heard, shows that you need to be heard and you need support. that's what we're ehre for. *cuddles*

*cuddles di* honey, maybe go for a walk and try to clear your head/

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:23 PM

thank you...
but i ****ed up that right when i walked away from someone who needed help.
sounds like a good idea di. take care though yeah? look after your arm now too xx

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:24 PM

it's 11.30 here to late to go out the kids are in bed, i will go now i am just talking rubbish anyway. thank you for your support jess *hugs*

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:25 PM

ty ku i will do xx

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:26 PM

argh, really? thought it was earlier than that! (so much for the early night)
you're not talking rubbish, not at all
and good :)

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:27 PM

Ku, when you're in need of help yourself, you're not expected to be there for everyone else. *cuddles*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:32 PM

*sighs* I agree with Jess but...
what about people like me who never stop needing help?
I am one big needy pathetic excuse for a human being.

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:32 PM

i pretty much ruined the best friendship i have though.
she says it's ok, i didn't upset her or anything.
but cos i walked away, i messed up. i dunno how to get back on track.
she needed me more than i needed her, really.
and now? now i just wish i had my damn blade.
sorry, i'm moaning, i haven't even asked how you are

edit: bound by thoughts (really sorry i forgot your name-heads mush) i think the same about myself...it doesn't make it true *hugs*

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:35 PM

Amanda, you know that you will eventually get past this. It's amazing and 'unblelivable' but you WILL get past this.

*cuddles Ku* your friend sounds like she understands why you walked away. You need to be okay before you can help someone else be okay. Or even in just a better frame of mind at least!

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