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I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 01:03 AM

You too Helen, have a good time in London. I'm going on Saturday.


I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 01:04 AM

*Hugs Crimson* What's the matter darling?

PoisonedApple 16-07-2010 01:12 AM

This whole day...
None of it is going as it should and I should have just stayed home today... And enough is just enough. And I'm to stubborn and obstinate to rest an injury and now it's killing me.

MammaMia 16-07-2010 01:12 AM


Originally Posted by angelic_monster (Post 2403844)
*sits in her own little corner and cries*

*cuddles* What's wrong sweetheart :(


Originally Posted by I'mJustMe (Post 2403846)
You too Helen, have a good time in London. I'm going on Saturday.


Oooh whereabouts you going? You don't have to tell me or PM me if you want (even if London is huge), just wondering :P Hope you have a good time too dearest :D

PoisonedApple 16-07-2010 01:13 AM

*cuddles Helen back* looks like we posted at the same time...

MammaMia 16-07-2010 01:15 AM

*cuddles* I hope your day improves. I've had a really bad day aswell, but it's now a new day here, so trying to ignore it now. Please look after your injury :(

PoisonedApple 16-07-2010 01:20 AM

*nods* didn't walk around much today... well mostly. during the majority of the day I was sat at my desk... then I had to cover R leaving early and the court run (that usually takes me less than 20 min) took me 45 and it still hurts 20 min later. I may call in tomorrow if it doesn't get better.
Have fun in London for the weekend *hugs* *and packs extra hugs and smiles in your luggage*

PoisonedApple 16-07-2010 01:22 AM

*sigh* i think i'll leave 5 min early so i don't take too long and miss my bus home...
might be back on tonight or I may just go to bed and hope for a better tomorrow... *cuddles everyone and leaves care packs* good night/morning (just in case I'm not back on)

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 01:39 AM

Going to Oxford Street Helen, what about you?

MammaMia 16-07-2010 01:47 AM

*cuddles Crimson*

Lia, I'm going to London Docklands :)

Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 02:03 AM

Sorry I've been so quiet the past few days, just have felt that I have nothing to contribute. And there have been about 3.5 pages of posts since I last posted so individual replies are pretty much out of the question. :(

I'm exhausted right now - it's just hit 9pm and I'm thinking of popping off to bed shortly. Had awful nightmares last night that actually woke me up at one point (they hardly ever do that)... so yeah. :( I hate it when that happens.


*cuddles all*

Kahlia1981 16-07-2010 02:20 AM

*cuddles all - especially those who are struggling or feeling low*

Feeling cold. BUT ... my software arrived from Adobe. I should feel excited, and in a way I do, but I don't .... if that makes sense.

But I'm freezing ... *grumble*

I'm sorry I can't give my support at the moment. I feel bad about that. All I can offer is *hugs* to those who can accept and *warm wishes* to absolutely everybody.

Luke (I think it was) - I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in two weeks, but my doc asked me to email him each week with how I was going. Normally he emails back when he makes a request like that to sort of acknowledge/give encouragement and sometimes make changes. I guess that's why I feel a bit ... lost ... in that department. Don't really know. Guess I just feel like I'm struggling with nowhere to turn.

Keep hitting brick walls (metaphorically). *sigh* Have a big email to write and I've been asking my housemat to help me with it since last week. Hoping to corner him about it today. He said he would do it but stuff just keeps popping up.

Sorry, talking too much about myself.

*leaves hugs and safe care packages on the table with some tropical fruits: mangoes, rambutans and lychees etc, and all sorts of no-cal treats for everyone*

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:30 AM

Hey all.

April, was wondering when we were going to hear from you. Sorry you're not doing too good right now sweetie. I know how you feel about dreaming, I'm not sleeping right now although it's half two in the morning because I had a nightmare last night. It was horrible, there was a murderer and I was in the same room and he was after me. It was dark and I had to hide and I knew he would kill me if he found me and I felt so scared although it was just a dream and he had already killed everyone else. I got away, but they never caught him and I knew he was still out there, looking for me. Then Ronnie Mitchell from EastEnders was there (which is a nightmare enough it itself) and that was when it got a bit random. Anyway, I don't know why I told you that. As a quote from my favourite musical says 'there is nothing more boring than someone trying to describe their dreams to you'.

Kahlia- Good luck with you appointment Kahlia, I don't really know what else to say right now, so I'll give hugs instead *massive hugs*.


I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:52 AM

The wind's really fierce outside and I keep thinking I hear things. My nightmare's still in my head and I know I'm being childish, but I'm scared and in a way it's a comfort that I sound about 5 because then I can go back to a time when I thought everything was right with the world even though my own was so very wrong.

Edit- and now I'm all alone in here, which is not helping. Big creepy ward all to myself.

SoMuchMore 16-07-2010 06:09 AM

*hides in the corner and cries*
sorry, i cant do individuals.. thinking of all of you.

misskitty112 16-07-2010 06:11 AM


Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2404066)
*hides in the corner and cries*
sorry, i cant do individuals.. thinking of all of you.

It's alright. Take care of you.

As for me, I'm just popping in to say goodnight. It's 1 AM and I am going to go reread The Awakening (my go to when I've had a rough time book) and sleep.

Doikers 16-07-2010 10:26 AM

Have fun everyone who is going to London :) Citys make me anxious but I hope you both have a good time.

Good luck with your Dr's appointment today Jessica :)

*Group hugs *

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 11:20 AM

Morning all. Eventully went to bed at around 4am. Mangaged to keep the nightmare away.

*HUgs all*

*Extra cuddles for Laura* What's the matter sweetie?


Doikers 16-07-2010 11:31 AM

*Morning Hugs Lia* I'm glad you slept well and kept the nightmare at bay :)

*Spots Kahlia and Hugs*

Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 12:00 PM

I spy Mark!! *glomps* Hehe... :) How are you, big bro?

*cuddles Laura* What's up, sweetie??

*cuddles Lia* I'm glad that you managed to keep the nightmare away. I had nightmares again last night, people trying to kill me again - it gets really old as that is basically what all my nightmares are about. :( Scary as hell but somehow I always make it through alive, if not because I wake up before I get killed. :-X Anyway... How are you doing, love? Any plans for today?

*cuddles everyone else that she's stupidly missed* I know there haven't been a ton of posts but I am too tired atm to do individuals... sorry. :-S

I'm going to do bloodwork today. I'm a bit nervous about that, for whatever reason... am not usually nervous, guess I'm afraid they'll find something bad. :-S I don't know. Guhhhh. :( Stupid stupid stupid. But that's really all the plan(s) that I have for today. Maybe I'll play WoW a lot, maybe I'll try to find some jobs to apply to (I'm terrified of doing so, though!!), maybe I'll do an epic paper journal entry (am getting good at those >_<). I don't know. And I will probably exercise in some way, shape, or form, and eat healthily. Blah.

Am so exhausted. Per usual of course. :( ARGH.

*extra cuddles for those who needs them, then goes & hides in the warren*

Doikers 16-07-2010 12:07 PM

April Hi!!*Hugs* I'm ok just about(Makes a nice change) , waiting for my Dad to pop by this lunchtime , I am just noodling about on my computer , listening to The Bathroom girl on youtube and Flyleaf / Dixie Chicks (Weird combo) on my stereo .
I'm sure your bloods will be fine , and exersising and eating well is good ( if tiresome from time to time) :) DAD's HERE

xxjuliexx 16-07-2010 12:22 PM

night all

Doikers 16-07-2010 12:31 PM

Night Julie :)

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 01:07 PM

Hmm =\

Doikers 16-07-2010 01:42 PM

Hi Jill * Hugs* Good Hmm or Bad Hmm?

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 01:52 PM

*Hugs Jill* You alright sweetie?


shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 02:02 PM

Thanks mark it's a bad hmm. Hugs lia back no not really (shrugs shoulders) don't know how to explain. to much stuff going around my head.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:09 PM

Explain on your own terms. You don't have to at all if you don't want, but we're all here for you sweet.

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 02:21 PM

Thanks Hun. Just feel very low today, kind of want to give up. Hmm =\ it's 2.30 here and I'm still inky pj don't really feel like going for a shower,just want to go back to bed and just stay there.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:34 PM

Well you're not allowed I'm afraid. We'd all miss you here and you must have something to hold on for as you have done all this time. If you give up now, everything you have done so far would be for nothing. So please hold on Jill, we're all here and you'll never be alone. *Hugs*


shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 02:38 PM

Thanks you very much Hun.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 03:09 PM

I don't know what else to say right now. Is there anything you want to talk about? You can PM me if you don't want to post it.


shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 03:30 PM

Thanks lia I'm not even sure what to say or explain what's going on. Sorry I know that's annoying. =(

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 03:34 PM

Don't worry, I'm the same. Ice Queen, that's me. But if you ever find the words, I'm only a message away. :)

Hugs for now, and I'll leave a TARDIS full of them. A little compact one so you can carry around in your pocket, but it's huge on the inside just bursting with all differnt kinds of hugs. Sorry, I'm weird.


one_step_closer 16-07-2010 07:18 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 16-07-2010 07:24 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you feeling today ?

misskitty112 16-07-2010 07:54 PM

*hugs to everybody*

I am super stressed. I don't know why I thought being in a play plus planning a wedding would be a good thing to do. Also, I got kicked out of my sorority yesterday for having a 2.48 GPA instead of a 2.50, stupid? I think so, but whatever.

I feel disposable.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 08:18 PM

Hug Mark, Lindsey and MissKitty* How's things?

You're not disposable MissKitty, we would all miss you here and you make much more of an inpact on people's lives than you think. *Hugs*

I wonder what would happen to my mood if I died? Would someone come on here and change it?

Want to sleep, but it's too early.


Doikers 16-07-2010 08:25 PM

You're NOT disposible, Felicia ( right? ) *Hugs*


Want to sleep, but it's too early.

Hehe Re your mood Lia :) *Hugs*

misskitty112 16-07-2010 08:36 PM

Right, my name's Felicia =)

And I echo the wanting to sleep. However, I just woke up about 3 hours ago lol.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 08:48 PM

Ah yes, I do believe I knew that. I just have a crap memory. Sorry :)

misskitty112 16-07-2010 09:03 PM

It's all good =)

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 09:04 PM

Curls up into a ball. Feel low still wish this would go away

MrsCoulter 16-07-2010 09:06 PM

*walks in bleeding* I really need a hug :(

Doikers 16-07-2010 09:11 PM

*HUGS Pomeranian* you okay ?

*Hugs Jill*

MrsCoulter 16-07-2010 09:19 PM

Thanks Doikers - just feeling pretty mixed up and depressed and what not from a session with my therapist today. Feel a bit sick now as I thought I'd cut an artery but am just sort of in between the 'high' of cutting and the low of my depressive mood :( - If that makes sense :S

*hugs back*

Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 09:20 PM

Sorry I've not been about much lately... *sigh* I don't really know why I haven't either. I've missed you guys.

I don't know how I'm feeling. STILL. Guhhhh... :-X

Today's been a quiet day.

*spies Mark, Jill, & Felicia, & glomps* :D

Doikers 16-07-2010 09:38 PM

Pomeranian , please look after your wound , keep it clean okay? you're making sense yes :).

Hey April *Glomps back*

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 09:40 PM

Glomps April back, hehe =p hugs pomeranian hopes your okay Hun.

SoMuchMore 16-07-2010 09:44 PM

*hugs april, mark, jill, lia, felicia, and pomeranian*

Sorry its not more today.

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