I'm jumpy today, the kind that I get after an episode of ptsd. Even though I didn't have ptsd, just an intense memory.

Takes a pillow and blanket. Goes into a corner and curls up with just her face peeking out.

*leaves hugs for all*

I'm an idoit, I missed two calls from Emma. Really needed to talk to her. Pleh will have to wait until tomorrow. Omg a month free of self harm, made a thread about it :]

sleepy.... shouldn't sleep too much thouhg...

Helen Contratulations! Excellent!
*hugs helen*

*retreats back into her corner with only her face showing and watches people*
*sulks cause no one has replied to her new thread*

Thanks sweetie.
*hugs you tight*
I'll go look at your thread :)

susan i coiuldn't reply. i'm sory. *hugs*


*hides* i want o have a vath. but i lwys dut in bath. cnt help self. must stay safe.

Thanks Jess.
Shower no better? Basin bath?

Please stay safe?
*hugs you*

i'm going to have a bath. i'll be safe.

battery dieing on laptop. might not be back on. don't know.

Good...stay safe jess!!

passed out in bath. cat jumped on me. oh dear. i dunno what i'm doing. so out of it. feel so crook right now. would just love to let it all go. :(

*hugs jess*

I think it's the anxiety tablets u took...luckily u didn't pass out on the wheel :-S

*hugs Jem, Jess, Susan and Helen*

thx's hana

*cuddles u back*

Thanks Hana.
*hugs jess*

Right now it is 4:30am California time. Woke up after an un-remembered bad dream. Jaw hurts, slept on it weird. Woke up to what sounded like coyotes snarling a bit at each other.
So one peanut butter and jelly sandwich and a dose of ibuprofin later, i'm back to bed. I'm going to be hungry for lunch about the time I get out of the shower.

*cuddles jess*
*retreats to corner in blanket with only face sticking out and tries to go back to sleep*

*checks in apprehensively, looks around for a space & sits*
Hi, this is my first time on veterans bit, only been on RYL for a week, I'm 27 and yesterday avoided being locked up for real as I don't have kids that I'll put in danger and agreed to double my meds and go to out-patients councelling, but theres a few weeks wait, so thought i'd come in here for the time being. so anyway, hi all. xx

Hi Hayley :) Welcome.

Susan, I hope you got back to sleep okay.

*hugs everyone*

Jess, you need to take care. Please don't let go. You've got so much to live for. What would the tall people amy do without you hmm?

Hi Hayley, welcome. I've never been close to a psych ward and hang out here anyway.

Yep, I went back to sleep until the alarm went off at 6am. Woke up with the cat sitting on my feet.

I don't have much work today, so maybe it is time to do another chapter in the child abuse workbook. Oh yeah, and do laundry and dishes.

Did I mention that yesterday I stopped at the fabric store to get thread? And they asked me for more business cards. Okay God, obvious message.

*hugs everyone then returns to corner*

Sounds good Susan.

I feel like I'm constantly hitting a brick wall. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! CAN NOBODY SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? NO? OK

*screams*

I'd like to thank you guys for supporting me.

*really needs a crying breakdown and knows she's not gonna get one*

I'm procrastinating on starting my day cause it is going to be empty anyway. Most of my friends are at work. My husband has to work overtime. So today it is just me, some dishes, some laundry, and some serviettes and place mats that don't need to be done until the 16th.