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Kahlia1981 09-05-2009 02:02 AM

Thanks for the hugs and cuddles all.

*offers hugs to anyone who wants them and can accept them*

Damnation. 09-05-2009 02:47 AM

@_@ The void is baaaaack. With the spaciness of my mind trying to go void, and the tell tale pressure in my chest signalling that I'm triggered, and me trying to resist both, it feels as though there's a freakin' war going on inside me

Damnation. 09-05-2009 04:10 AM

Oh God help. Headache. Daren't take painkillers. Wanna cut. Wanna OD. There's no one there to talk to. Housemate's in bed. Only person online who I could talk to has problems of her own. Don't wanna burden her.

Alone alone alone alone alone alone alone. God I need a drink

wildly insane 09-05-2009 10:40 AM

*hugs Dayna* sorry your feeling so alone hun, did you make it okay?

*hugs Kahlia* sorry to hear you're having a tough time, are you feeling any better?

*hugs Arwen* sorry to hear you didn't get on the course, don't give up though

Am not doing too badly, fingers crossed

*hugs everyone else*

zowie 09-05-2009 01:39 PM

Arghh. Hungover.

Damnation. 09-05-2009 09:44 PM

*Gives Arwen coffee*

Hannah: Just about. I went into a thread about personality disorders on another forum (even though I don't actually know that I have one, but it seemed like the most relevant place that was actually moving), and talked a bit about the void. The people there were really nice and supportive, so thankfully it calmed me down. It didn't help get rid of the depression, but it stopped that 'oh my God, I've got to die' manic *****

Long*Past 09-05-2009 11:55 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : possible trigger
31...
31 new cuts on my leg...

I hurt.
I feel guilty.
But I can't get away from the need to do it again!
I won't be able to until later tonight, at least.
May be it will pass...
doubt it...
*curls up in window sill and stares blankly out*

fallenprincess 10-05-2009 12:37 AM

May I just crawl up in the corner for a little while until I can try and sort my head out?

Eclectica 10-05-2009 01:25 AM

Today has been what you would probably call horrible.

I've felt emotionless, felt nothing, empty, blank. I am just not here. Dissociated you could say.

I've not smiled once. I am just blank and existing.

Long*Past 10-05-2009 09:16 AM

I've begun to realize why I'm feeling so depressed.
After the 28th of this month...
I have nothing to do.
I have nothing to work or live for.
I feel like it is more like tomorrow though...

MammaMia 10-05-2009 09:44 AM

Sorry I haven't been around for a few days. It's been a really shitty time and I guess I was so into dealing with it, that I idn't even come to RYL much.

HAYLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY *gives you a massive hug* Remember me? :P Though I've had a name change now...

*cuddles eveeryone else lots and lots*

wildly insane 10-05-2009 11:11 AM

*hugs Helen* hope things are a bit better now

*hugs Ashley* I know it's hard I've been job hunting for 6 months but there is a point, I still want a job I enjoy, you'll find more work, more life.

*hugs Kat* that sucks hun, hope it gets better soon

*hugs fallenprincess* offers cake

*hugs Dayna* glad it got rid of the *****, keep fighting that depression and you'll get rid of that too. Hope your weekend is going ok

*hugs Arwen* offers ibuprofen

I need to get out today it's gorgeous

*hugs everyone else*

zowie 10-05-2009 12:25 PM

Might try to quit smoking again. Hoping I can do it this time!

Strawberry.Bananas 10-05-2009 12:30 PM

You've decided that you want to...that's always a good start :)

zowie 10-05-2009 04:04 PM

Yeah, but I decided I wanted to a while ago and only managed just over a week!

Strawberry.Bananas 10-05-2009 04:05 PM

It's still a start! And a week is still something! :D

MammaMia 10-05-2009 05:43 PM

Hannah, not really, things are pretty **** & someone is beating themselves up thinking they're making me worse and they're really not :( If they see this post, please know that I love you so much :)

Arwen, good luck sweetie :D

Vickkkkkkkkkkki *jumps on*

Eclectica 10-05-2009 05:52 PM

Still the same as yesterday, but at least I am feeling a little bit of emotion: depressed.

Strawberry.Bananas 10-05-2009 06:17 PM

HELENNN *squishes*

'Electic*a' sorry to hear you're not feeling good...anything you want to talk about? *hugs*

Long*Past 10-05-2009 07:31 PM

I won't do it today.
I won't do it today.
I won't do it today.
I will keep out of Courtney's Tylenol.
I will keep my hands away from my utensils.
I will not die.
I will not die.
I will not die!


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