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All I'm Living For 09-10-2008 03:16 AM

*cuddles* i'm here if you'd like to talk..

MammaMia 09-10-2008 03:24 AM

*hugs all*

Laura, I'm in the process of trying to sort my appointments out with uni counsellor, she's messed me about but hopefully will get it all sorted soon.

Emma, make sunday hurry up, are you picking me up btw? :D

Arrrrgh THURSDAY >.< I HATE HATE HATE HATE thursdays and this lecturer I have today, didn't please me last week. Please don't let him trigger me again gah.

But least I get to see Nosheen, James and go to start of year service in the chapel :D and have a good chat with them two =)


Kahila, please keep safe darling if you can xxxxxx

I see Emmmmmma

All I'm Living For 09-10-2008 03:27 AM

*cuddles helen*

MammaMia 09-10-2008 03:30 AM

*squishes Soph*

All I'm Living For 09-10-2008 03:34 AM

*is squished* you ok honey? just you seem a bit... crazy?

MammaMia 09-10-2008 03:41 AM


Crazy in what way?

I'm not okay.

All I'm Living For 09-10-2008 03:46 AM

just how your post up there ^ was going in all directions. wasnt the right word to use but i couldnt think of anything else, sorry...
you want to talk about it hun? *cuddles*

insomniac 09-10-2008 03:48 AM

thanks guys, will try write wen i have more strength...really losing it in a empty, disintigrating kind of way. keep switching and gettin angry or wind myself up

get well soon Kate,...hugs to you and everyone here...x

MammaMia 09-10-2008 03:54 AM

Soph, mm I see what you mean, maybe it's because I normally construct them better than that.

I'm feeling guilty for missing a lecture & tutorial again today when I've been off already this week & last week (well two days each week now). pissed off because someone emailed me reminding me to contact my notetakers (i have 3 covering 4 days) if I'm not going to be in my lectures in advance, like I hadnt done so today but I feel ill because I've got a ****ing migraine still (think it might be a tension headache now) and feel like I'm gonna be sick. Tired cus of change of routinue. Worried about me and a few of my friends. Stressed about everything, uni, life etc. Suidical as you know:(and my chest keeps hurting again....

All I'm Living For 09-10-2008 03:59 AM

*cuddles lots* i hope things start to get a bit better soon...
i have to go now but i'm thinking of you *squishes and huggles lots*

MammaMia 09-10-2008 04:01 AM

Thanks sweetie.

I hate this.


Kahlia1981 09-10-2008 10:11 AM

Hi all. I ended up at my RYL sister's place with her and our friend. Then we went out doing stuff. I'm doing a lot of acting ... people think I'm okay and then they see me when I'm sitting by myself and get .... concerned (I guess). I keep telling them that I'm not worth worrying about but they don't seem to believe me.

Meh. I don't know. Sorry for boring you all with this ... I just have to get it out somewhere. I don't even know if it's worth coming out of this episode. I-just-want-to-curl-up-and-die.


zowie 09-10-2008 01:48 PM

I hate myself

shadowedseraph 09-10-2008 03:44 PM

*snuggles for all* zowie don't hate yourself, we love you *holds zowie tight*

insomniac 09-10-2008 04:09 PM

I dunno if i can take this much longer, i cannot express myself anymore, not verbally...i try and trick myself into bein positive but something always triggers me....think im just gonna stay in and not face the world.
feel so ...disassoiative, angry, lonely, lost and confused

Dramatic 09-10-2008 05:33 PM

I'm so ****ing ANGRY,
it isn't even funny anymore.
I've ****ing had it with this website and people taking there **** out on me.

insomniac 09-10-2008 05:38 PM


Dramatic 09-10-2008 06:00 PM

What are you sorry for??
Had nothing to do with you or anyone inparticular, certainly no one on this thread.
I'm merely venting anger.

BoundNoMore 09-10-2008 06:09 PM

is it me Dramatic??? :(
I know I can be a whinny ass bitch at times ><
I'm sorry...

Dramatic 09-10-2008 06:11 PM

Ah its got nothing to do with ANYONE,
it's just ME.

Forget it. Ignore my posts.

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