thats cool zowie!
i want another tattoo....

Love the tattoo Zowie <3

Like it! :laugh:

Catherine xxxx

I love your tattoo Zowie!!!

*snuggles Deb* I'm glad you're still here.

I'm glad everyone's here :)

Not doing good at the moment and am not sure why.

*hides*
*comes out to look at zowie's rather cool tattoo*
*hides again :(*

Zowie - the tattoo is awesome.

1ofmany - would you be able to accept some hugs ?? {{{hugs}}}

I am currently unwell (mentally). I didn't sleep at all again last night, and will have no opportunity to get any sleep today. Not that it's that unusual for me as I am definitely an insomniac. My memory has more holes in it than a swiss cheese, or for that matter anything else that has holes in it. I'm also having severe difficulties telliing the difference between auditory hallucinations and things like people talking, and my mobile phone ringing, and therefore am deliberately ignoring things that are happening in real life. I wish I wasn't but I literally can't tell the difference and am terrified of listening to the wrong thing and getting myself into a situation that I can't get out of. Believe it or not I have to ask my pdoc or his receptionist to write out what medication I'm supposed to take when because I keep opening the cupboard and just getting confused by the large number of boxes of meds in there . . . could just be due to the memory issues, possibly also being "helped" by the fact that I'm on pain-killers 24/7 for this pain that I've had in my back for the last two weeks. I just feel so . . . blah.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}} for anyone who wants them and can accept them.

Can anyone spare any hugs for me ?? Please ??

*huge hugs for you*
i'm sorry I don't have anything useful to say, but I can always give a hug or two.

*massive cuddles*

im still hiding in my corner. just checking in...dont worry about me, eventually i will just fade away as i slowly disappear.

*cuddles you lots*

I hate ****in migraines!!!!!!!! ><

Thanks guys :) It has a special meaning behind it...My mum drew a design similar to that but never managed to get it done (she died) so I got it in memory of her. xx

Awwww that's so sweet hun, I'm sure she loves it on you =)

cuddles to everyone.

Hi all. Thanks for the hugs.

I'm really feeling triggered for no real reason - maybe just the downer I'm on - and want to do something stupid. Really urgy. However, I'd like to make it to four weeks which would be next Tuesday at 4pm. I'm hoping that by writing it here I'll manage to keep myself from doing anything.

*hugs to all*

Keep going darling, I believe in you :)

Thanks muchly Helen. *hugs to you*

I've managed to make it through this much of the night, and even to get some sleep although I only made it because I had a knife in my hand. Thankfully I didn't use it. But what if I do? Then everything I've worked so hard for is gone.

I'm really scared. :Emoticon(14):

Curls up in a corner with a teddybear and a pillow while covering herself with a blankie. I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry darling.

You have done so well and are coutinuing to do so. If you slip...that's okay you can still coutinue with reocovery...

I've slipped 5 times, two of them being major slips shall we say, but I'm still couting my recovery.....

*snuggles*

huggles and squishes to you kahlia1981. i know you can do it hun. im here if you need me. im doing a little better finally. im still hiding out here in the corner, but that is just so i can stay safe. i hope you stay safe too.