No gary no!!! lol...i hope u've seen those nicorette ads haha - or is it just showed in aus...

anyway..stay safe ally!!! *cuddles u* Try not to ruin ur 4 days of SI free.....and keep safe xx :-)

lol no, haven't seen them...

As for screwing up my four days... Too late... *shrug* it's not like I was doing it to try and stop anyway...

Hi everyone. I'm thinking of quitting work, I'm just not well enough.
But I need money. Arrrggghhh, what should I do??

My boss pointed out the bandage on my arm today and said 'have you been self abusing?' and then told me she self-harmed a lot herself. She wants me to wear a plaster over my burn and buy a clean bandage.
She told me if the area manager comes in she will physically take the bandage off my arm. That's something I'm scared about.

She also told me if I take another day off, then I'll be sacked.

I can't take any of this. I just want to curl up in a corner and die.

Sorry, I've missed a lot, can only get on when I can get to an internet cafe at the moment, unless I risk hacking into my parents' internet, but after last time... I ain't going to be doing that again. *sigh*
Anyways, *hugs for everyone who needs* I haven't had time to go through all the recent posts. sorry... But when I can get more time online, I'll be able to reply more.

I have cuddles for everybody
I'm sorry i can't reply to the posts they only let me have my laptop for an hour
Thinking of you all xxxxxxx

Hey jo!!

haven't heard from u for a while..hope ur okies there xxx

I don't really know what i am it all feels too much atm, like everything is piling on top of me and i can't do all the things people want me to do.
But i am trying because i want to get out of hospital.
How are you? x

Sends everyone huggles.

I feel pretty happy, but it's wearing away. Least it came to visit once again I guess :)

Guess who's gonna finish their exam real early tomorrow? WOOOOOOOO =]

I happy you are happy :) hope it lasts
Good luck for your exam xxxx

Thanks hunni.
*sisterly hugs*

Feeling awful.

*hugs* Sup hun?

*hugs back*
I'm just so scared of Beth. She's being really violent tonight.
I hurt myself yesterday and now I have to wear a bandage at work.

^ I know how hiding at work feels, it's awful isn't it?
Who's beth hun?
Is there any way you can get away from her tonight?

Beth is the spirit who talks to me. I don't know how to get away from her, I took olanzapine last night and it didn't work.

Could you try reasoning with her? Would that work?

*hugs more* Sorry you had to hurt yourself sweetie. Do work know about anything?
Sorry I have no suggestions about Beth, keep talking here though, sweetie.

How are you Kuwairo (sorry don't know your name...)?

xxx

I just tried looking at different types of accommodation..to get out of my house...and realised...i dont have a freaking clue where to start....other than I need a job...and at this rate....probably some flatmates...
or maybe a box and i'll go stay outside tesco :blink:

=[

Feeling pretty gutted and stuffs.
Nobody really gives a stuff.
Except some people...

*hugs* what happened sweetie?