Oliver, I don't doubt how awful and desperate you feel but I nevertheless need to ask....why tell them you have a date if you are so sure you want to end it all? Why not just do it?

Why thank you, Oliver *hugs* You made me smile

pomegranate- I honestly don't know, I said to myself I wouldn't tell them and I'm angry at myself for telling them, I havn't told them the exact date, just a rough time, but they got it out of me. I feel stupid and angry for telling them though.

Oliver, I adore you and I would be so sad if anything happened to you. You know I'm always here if you need to talk, right?

Thanks Heidi *hugs*

Anytime lovely. I mean it.

same for you and all the lovely wardies, my PM box is always open.

Oliver, glad you're resisting the urges. :) It's difficult, isn't it?

Heidi, I really don't think there's anything fascinating about me. I suck at things like that. I guess the best thing I can think of is I'm a single mum, and a student. I'm **** at saying "I'm good at this" and "ahh, there's this that's fascinating about me" Is that odd?

My niece is getting hassle off her ex again. Little toerag :/

Kim, I think that is fascinating though. You're a really strong person. I admire that!

nor me! I tried watching Haunting in Connecticut once & I cried so much in the first half hour my gf had to switch it off - I didn't sleep for ages. Same when I tried to watch the ring & the girl was called Samara I freaked out & thought the TV was talking to me - it got messy.


*hugs everyone* hope you're all doing well? x

*waves to Kim Hey :)

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Emma if okay?*

*Hugs Mara*

Hi everyone.

I really need to cut my grass but I just can't get motivated. I'd rather stay on here with you lovely people.

*Hugs Lindsay*If you buy a goat it will eat the grass short :)

I am feeling pretty sodding triggered. Popped Diaz, they took the edge off ,sigh, I really want there to be no fresh injurys on me when Felicia and I meet in 5 days and 22 minutes .

You can do this, Mark.

I'm trying Lindsay hun :) *Hugs* How are you?

*Spots and hugs Heidi*

I'm desperate to get out of this world but know that I can't until my brother has settled down. I'm going to overdose soon to help me to have a break from the world.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel rough hun *Holds hand*

*hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry that you're hurting right now.

*hugs Mark* I'm sad that you're hurting to. I wish I could make it all better. Just think, 5 more days!

Homework is stupid and I freaking hate it. I need it to be Thursday already so I will be completely and utterly done.

Thanks, Mark. How are you doing now?

Have you got a lot of homework to do, Heidi?

The crisis team phoned at a different time than I expected them to so I didn't have time to prepare something to say to them and just told them that I was ok. It's so hard to vocalise how I am feeling.

Not a lot, so much as I can't seem to find what should be right in front of my face. I get super frustrated. I'm ready to turn it in without doing anymore.

I'm happy to hear that you talked to them at least. Have you thought about trying to write your feelings out in a letter?