*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Laura* ooooohhhhh New username , I like :)

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Heather*

*pops in and leaves hugs*
I'm on a train back to London :)

hugs everyone

*Hugs Felicia*<3

*Hugs Louise* what is that quoter in your signature Hun , I really like it :)

Hey everyone. I didn't go to my voluntary work today because I feel a sense of dread when I think about it. I will have to go next week though. I'm supposed to phone the crisis team soon but I don't know what to say to them. There is nothing much in my head and because of that they'll think that i'm ok.

*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs everyone*

So today was going good, still is mostly, but my cell phone took a dive and encountered the blue screen of death. I nearly cried in the store. haha fml?

Is your phone working now?

I've had a confusing day. I feel more and more disconnected from the world. I have made a thread in GSA if anyone wants to know more detail. I'd appreciate some input.

Havent been in here before, hi everyone *waves*

*Sits with hotwater bottle*

Hi, how are you? I'm Lindsay.

The phone works! Well, more correctly, the phone has been replaced! Either way I'm glad that it's sorted out. 3 hours without a phone felt like torture.

Hi there, insidemyhead. I'm Heidi.

hug Louise

Hugs Lindsay

waves insidemyhead

Hugs Heidi

*hugs everyone* I've got my girlfriend's little brother (7) & mum's dog here tonight & I'm exhausted. Not feeling great, but trying to hang in there. Thinking of you guys. much love xx

*hugs all*

I'm going back home tomorrow.

Aww thank you so much, you have made my day and you made me smile :)

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Waves to insidemyhead*

*hugs all*

*hides*

Hey Oliver :) *Gives Oliver a big hug* why you hiding? You ok?

*hugs Ian* I'm not so great, last night was hard, I walked to a bridge and nearly jumped off, but phoned the samaritans and was on the phone to them for over an hour. now I feel really low and really want to do something to end my life, but trying to wait until its time for my plan.

how are you Ian?

I'm sorry you felt like that and that your having a tough time. Oh thank god you didnt. Your a really nice person and you would be missed lots if anything happened to you. I mean that its a pleasure to have you as a member on ryl. I'm ok thanks. I got hurt the other day by someone and i was upset. Even though im still angry with this person im not letting it get to me.

I guess it will probably take time before i feel normal again. It just disgusts me how horrible some people are when they say they are genuine and then when something doesnt go how they want it to go they dont want to know you anymore. In this case they were very selfish because all they thought of were themselves and not both of us.

*hugs Ian* I'm really sorry that you got hurt *squishes*