I love how people just ignore other peoples posts.... :/

Oliver, you need to reach out for real help. Death is not the only option

Mark, I don't think you're sick.

Hope all are okay.

proud of you mark <3

*cuddles oliver* love you <3 take care

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Heather*

I miss Felicia . we are constantly texting , but I miss her voice , I'm almost in tears ..... 10 more days and we'll be together Friday-Monday , it's just not enough time , I want to spend 99 bajillian years with her.

Anyhoo,

How is everyone?

*walks in groggily*
*hugs Heidi* you can call me Crimson.
*hugs Lindsay* Did you call the crisis team?
*hugs Oliver* Have you talked to your doc or anyone?
*hugs Mark, Mrs Pan, Heather*
*goes out to the garden to nap in the sun*

*Hugs Crimson*

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not doing individuals again. Just wanted to let you all know that I'm fine and I've got a goal.
My goal is that I don't harm this week.
We are going to watch Harry Potter tonight :D

How are you all?

*hugs everyone*

Today is a better day. I don't feel quite as stressed out, though I have a few hours at both jobs so we'll see if that holds. Today is day number 99 of no SI. I feel really tired but I seem to be unable to sleep. At some point I think I want some Chinese food.

How are you all doing today?

*Hugs Laura* Thats a great goal Hun:)

*Hugs Heidi* 99 days!!!!!!!!!! Go you!!! . Yum , chinese!

*Hugs Doikers* Thanks. Tomorrow is a BIG day for me. Hitting 100 seems like it's taken forever... mostly it feels really good!

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* You can do it!
*hugs Heidi* Awesome job!

Is anyone about......?

*cuddles mark* im sorry =[ but just think- 10 days is just a little over a week =] ie im wicked jealous =p <3 hope you guys have an AMAZING time. oh and i miiiight get to meet you too in jan or w/e lol

*Hugs Heather* That would be so cool!

I am feeling Lonely right now , I'm texting Felicia , But still feel lonely , I could use company should anyone be about.

I'm here, Mark. Sorry if i'm late.

Hey Lindsay *Hugs* How are you hun?

i am here as well

I'm not sure how I am. Planning on self harming soon but i'll keep it superficial if I can.

How has your day been?

I've been tired all day , I think a large part of it is emotional , I'm having an early night 9pm-ish , I took two Diaz so I hope to get a decent sleep tonight *Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?