I'm stressing over trying , But not succeding much with Making Dinner Reservations for Felicia and I..... Never done this before , wish people would answer their phones....

*hugs Mark and Lindsay*

*Squishes Oliver*

Maybe you could just go for a picnic, Mark!

That is a plan for one day Lindsay , But you know the weather can be changable , I want to find out where there's a park to picnic in , Thanks for the tip though (Hugs)

Have you managed to reserve a place yet, Mark?

2 , One Indian as Felicia has never had Indian food and one English,continental and East European Food .
*Hugs Lindsay*
I'm getting anxious , It's getting more and more "real".

I'm pretty triggered...........It's been 12 days though I would feel crap tomorrow if I screwed up today.
My mind is convincing me Felicia won't like me when she meets me , life woulden't be worth it without her......Sorry to moan :(

I'm sorry you're feeling that way, Mark. Maybe it would help to write down why you shouldn't self harm and also why Felicia WILL like you.

I just spoke breifly with Felicia , she brings a smile to my face :)

*hugs all*

I'm not ill anymore. yaay.

*Hugs Laura* Yey!

*hugs mark* how are you?

Getting royally confused over train timetables.....

*hugs Mark* yay for getting some reservations done :) sorry your feeling like harming though, have you got some distraction coping things you can do. and yeah train timetables are silly.

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your not ill anymore :)

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

you two are silly <3
you'll like her and she'll like you.
end offffff.
*tickles*

i jealous of you two *sulks* :P

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather* :) Hehe tickles!

*hugs everyone*

I'm feeling really low today. Want to self harm badly enough to need stitches. The crisis team are coming round at 3 to do a review because they think that my crisis is over. It's only just getting started. :(

*Squishes Lindsay Tightly*

Thanks, Mark.

I saw the crisis team but didn't manage to tell them how i'm feeling because they were so focused on doing the review.