*hugs back Mark* She's ok, just seems to be really uncomfortable & in a bit of pain - poor baby :(

*hugs tweetypie* *hands you box of tissues, hot water bottle & duvet* xxxx

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Tweety pie*

*hugs Mara*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Caroline* cuddles
*hugs Ian*

*Hugs Tweety pie*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you?

*hugs you all*

*hides*

*hugs Oliver* how are you?

spots DJR *hugs*

*hugs Laura* hows you?

I'm scared

*hugs Oliver* what are you scared of? I'm here if you want to talk.

I figured out that I wasn't not cooperating with my T. I went to some weird place in my mind where the 'I' didn't exist. Just the conscious and the subcinscious. I just have to try and communicate that with her, if I weren't such a failiure at comminication... lol
I'm fine and I had cake this afternoon.

*hugs Laura*

I'm scared for my concerto, my GIC appt (if I get that far) and that I fear I could be put inpatient, or sectiond in the next few weeks

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Oliver* I'm super scared of that, too. I got a referral already, it's just not forced. But I'm sure that they are going to section me if I keep failing at talking with them.

*hugs mark* how are you?

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* how are you?

Hitting bed , it is the safest place to be

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

Guys ,I was convinced that I would be sectioned 3 weeks ago but wasn't, it's a last measure...they use it rarely.

*hugs mark*
I really hope she's not going to section me. The day they section me is the date I'll follow through with my plan.
Anyway... on her website it says that sometimes she has to section people, so I'm wondering if I chose the wrong therapist. I mean.. if she's writing that on her homepage it means that she's doing that more often than others I guess.

I'm sorry im so pathetic. I dont think i can do this anymore. Just so fed up, its always the same and im stupid to think it will change.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian*

*goodnight hugs for all*

*hugs Ian* you are NOT pathetic

*hugs Laura* night

*hugs Mark*


*hugs Laura*


*hugs Ian*


*hugs Oliver*



Well, I wish I knew what to say here.
I'm hitting a low point, where my words just vanish... I wish I knew what was so upsetting to my brain. I'm watching New Moon, mostly because the movie makes me cry, and I feel like I need to cry.
I'm sorry I'm so whiny... I don't know what is wrong with me.

*hugs everyone* nobody is worthless or pathetic or whiny or bad. I promise. I know that sometimes I say those things too, but really... its not true. Everyone in here is an amazing person.

Tonight was probably my last night out in my Uni town. So sad to be leaving... I move out of my apartment on Sunday... and since i went all out tonight.. i don't know if i'll go tomorrow too... its probably not the smartest of ideas.

Anyway, rambling.
Hope everyone is staying safe.

*hugs felicia, ian, mark, oliver, the other laura, and everyone else who posts here (sorry if i missed you... just did this page.)