*hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian* how are you?

*Hugs Oliver back* Thanks :) im not bad, how are you?

I feel really ill, going to try sleep in a bit.

I'm really considering getting a hamster, I think a pet would be really good for me as it would give me some sense of responsibility and I adore animals and looking after them, just scared what my mum would say.

well i officially graduated uni today.

crazy life changes.

I just finished my last project for Uni....

It is mega crazy how life is changing! :ermm:

Congratulations to you both!

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura * Thats great news ! :)

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Lindsay*

how is everyone

A bit depressed Louise , Sorry , How are you?

I'm sorry to hear that, Mark. *hugs*

How are you, Louise?

I was visiting my brother today and when I was waiting on the train on the way back I wanted to jump under it. I could feel myself moving towards it but I didn't move far. I hate feeling suicidal.

you have nothing be sorry for mark *hugs* I am sorry that you are feeling depressed.

*hugs lindsay* I am glad that you did not move any further. Did you have nice time with your brother?

I am really tired not sleeping well, due to nightmares.

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver* pets are great. I've heard that Hamsters are very active at night. But they are very cute. We could switch moms for a while, my mom lets me have all the pets I want as long as I take responsibility and she doesn't have to do anything for the pets.
*hugs fallingstar Laura* gratz
*hugs rhi*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*

My psych appointment is tomorrow. I dont want to go

Louise, how long have you been having nightmares? Do you know what might be causing them?

Laura, why don't you want to go to your appointment?

I did have a good time with my brother. It's always nice to see him. We went to see Insidious which wasn't so great.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm glad you didn't move far hun

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs louise*
*hugs mark*

Because I'm really scared about it. I don't even know why it's scaring me so much, it's not like I could die there.

*Hugs Louise* I'm sorry your having nightmares :(

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark* Sorry your feeling deppressed

*hugs ian*

*hugs louise* is it always the same nightmare or are they different?

Hi everyone.

Not been posting here again. I'm always around though, and if any one wants me, just PM, or tell me to post lol.

Laura - good luck! Let us know how it goes.

*hugs for everyone*

I've got a to-do list as long as my arm, but you know when you're so stressed out you can't actually DO anything, and then you get more stressed, and then that makes it worse etc?

I have the doctors on Tuesday. I hate going to the doctors.

I finalised plans for my 21st today. I'm still dreading it though, because I have to be "happy", when all I really want to do is commit suicide. :-(