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BWchick 18-04-2011 04:40 AM

*sigh* I'm had a bad thought about my bro again... and he is starting to have depression issues because since I am a junior and it is starting to get to college time a lot of attention on me. I feel so bad because it was that thought and he is already vulnerable and.. ugh...

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 04:44 AM

I'm sorry hun! I'll pray for you and your brother.

BWchick 18-04-2011 05:16 AM

*Huggles* thanks :) that means a lot to me. how have you been? I haven't been here in a while

misskitty112 18-04-2011 06:16 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm alive, still <3

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 07:11 AM

I'm sorry Megz! Didn't mean to leave ya hangin. Another friend needed my help. I know you haven't been here. I missed you!

And I'm so glad you are Felicia! I wish you were better than just alive.

Kahlia1981 18-04-2011 07:26 AM

*hugs all*

Going downhill emotionally. Have had to severely reduce my meds that I can't afford ... down to nothing now as I've run out. Last night for the first time since I've been home - the first time since I left for Cairns probably - making a suicide plan. I'm becoming lost in all the bs that's been happening lately with life just seeming to be getting worse and worse. I just don't know what to do at the moment. I tried to tell my fiancee but just couldn't bring myself to do it. He does know that there is depression prevalent at the moment, but I couldn't tell him that last little detail. I really wish we could turn a corner in every way possible. *sigh*

Sorry for clogging the thread with my crap.

Doikers 18-04-2011 11:34 AM

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs libz*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Ileana*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Kahlia* It's NOT crap hun ,we care about you :)

Doikers 18-04-2011 12:23 PM

I realise I have no real problems , Then Why the hell Can't I shift this flat mood , right now I'm nervous about opening up to my social worker in case she wants to hospitalise me but scared that if I hold back I'll not get any help. I'm a total idiot , I've even started planning my funeral, I have the songs down , I'm getting suicidal fantasys and right at this minute I am sad enough to cry but I'll try not to with my Social workers impending arrival. I don't even know whay I'm sad...........Sorry

Doikers 18-04-2011 12:45 PM

Well My Social Worker didn't show up yet so I called the Mental health Resource Centre and they told me she is on study leave today FFS! I am so pissed off right now I need to walk and have my headphones in and get some food but mainly walk with music..........I am already on the verge of tears I really needed to speak with her:(

Louise 18-04-2011 01:23 PM

could they not have let you know before now that your social worker was away and would not be.

Doikers 18-04-2011 01:46 PM

You'd think it would be common courtesy woulden't you Louise?
*Hugs* How are you?

Mors Certa 18-04-2011 02:00 PM

Sorry to hear that you all are having a rough go of it, wish I could offer some help or advise. Can barely hold myself together, can't seem to formulate any helpful words. Very hard to see through the dark

Doikers 18-04-2011 02:28 PM

*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you are struggling man :(

Laura2.0 18-04-2011 02:46 PM

*hugs solo*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Mors Certa*
*hugs kahlia*
*hugs louise*
*hugs felicia*
*hugs megz*
*hugs all in case I forgot anyone*

do you think I'll get a day off to go to the funeral? I don't want to go, but she doesn't have a lot of relatives and it would be odd if there were just 5 or 6 people at the funeral, so I should come. right? and for my grandparents, too. they would be the only ones besides my mom and my siblings.

I'm sorry if I'm not around much this week. I have to take care of the horse, go to the funeral and plan the weekend trip in addition to work.

Doikers 18-04-2011 02:53 PM

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 18-04-2011 03:26 PM

*hugs mark*

Doikers 18-04-2011 04:16 PM

I'm really really unhappy . . . . . . . *Sigh*

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 04:51 PM

Thanks for the hugs Mark n Laura! ~Hugs ya back~

SoMuchMore 18-04-2011 07:49 PM

*hugs everyone and curls up in the corner*

PoisonedApple 18-04-2011 07:51 PM

*hugs Laura, Mark and Solo*

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