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Doikers 14-04-2011 10:13 PM

Crimson , Please PM that link to me if thats okay?

*Hugs Lia*

Laura2.0 15-04-2011 12:01 AM

*hugs everyone* how are you all?

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 05:50 AM

I am doing awful, I hope you all don't mind me posting, I don't know what else to do besides sitting in a corner and crying, the thoughts and emotions are too much,

Kahlia1981 15-04-2011 09:26 AM

*offers hugs to anyone who wants/needs them*

It's kind of weird. My fiance and I are facing bankrupcy by the end of the month, and will be homeless and living on the street (no homeless sheter will take us) when we are forced to move in june, but I still love him dearly and don't want to leave him. Whatever happens I want to die loving him.

Doikers 15-04-2011 10:07 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Well I got drunk and Desperate last night , I really wasn't safe so I called My Best Friend and she let me crash on her sofa , I feel so stupid but I was going to hurt myself badly so I called the one person I know in town who I trust with this kind of thing , I think I freaked her out a bit , she knocked on my door at 10.45pm asking if I was okay having drunk a lot and took meds and I reasured her , She even offered me her bed and said she would take the sofa but not a chance I would go to her home and steal her bed ! I Love this woman .

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 02:02 PM

How blessed you are to have such a great friend! How ya doin now Mark?

Doikers 15-04-2011 02:13 PM

I'm pretty low Solo :( Just life is getting to me , I've had enough , I keep feeling low and triggered and am getting suicidal fantasys :(
How are you Hun?

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 02:26 PM

I'm so sorry you're so low recently! You so need n deserve a break!

Let's just say, it's a good thing I have kids.

Doikers 15-04-2011 04:19 PM

*Hugs Solo*

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 04:33 PM

Thank you! ~back at ya Hun~

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 07:18 PM

*hugs everyone* Anyone around?

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 07:47 PM

Hmmmm... so quiet...

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:01 PM

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 08:07 PM

Got bored... put a digital koi pond on my blog lol ya know I'm not big on talking but with this blog I just keep going and going... *shrugs* We'll see if I stick with it though, right?

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:11 PM

Flat , still , sorry , I sooo want to injure :( the urge gets stronger and stronger.
*Hugs Crimson again in the hope I'll get a hug I need back ;))

Louise 15-04-2011 08:13 PM

*hugs mark and crimson*

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 08:20 PM

So here I sit, waiting out my time on the job, spending most of the day transferring work that used to be mine, to someone else that didn't lose their job. Wish they would have announced the layoff and sent us home instead of making us suffer through two weeks of this.

I was already in such a bad place, three weeks into a severe depression, now the thoughts are running through my head (I will spare you the darkness of them, sure that they are not unique to me) Do I ring back the doc and get blown off again, do I call the crisis team and risk another stint in the hospital just because my meds are f'd up, do I cut to make the pain stop temporarily. I don't know what to do, I am not right, I am not safe from cutting right now, wish there was a corner to curl up and hide in.

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:26 PM

*Hugs Louise* How're you Hun?

*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you're struggling so much

Louise 15-04-2011 08:30 PM

I could be better

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:42 PM

Whats up Louise? *Hugs*

I........injured........and have literlly ran out of room. I feel Alone.


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