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One of the hard things of being in the ward is watching people leave, I have just come back and don't even know anyone here anymore. Thankfully, I will be able to sit in the corner and quietly watch for a while. Thank you for letting me be here, I definitely need someplace safe.

*hugs lia and charlie tight* Take care the both of you.

*hugs mark and kahlia* thanks you two. I'm not leaving, I just feel out of place and bad about not offering much support. I'm just so busy with the end of uni, work, getting ready for graduate school, etc... I don't know, i'll stop whining heh.

*waves to mors certa* hi, im laura! If you read my post above, I am sometimes not a huge poster, but I do try to at least show my face (er well.. show my keyboard maybe lol) every few days. Hope you are feeling comfortable in the ward. You can definitely stay here as long as you'd like.

*hugs the other laura (i'm laura btw :-) ), louise, crimson, solo, and everyone else*

Thank you Laura! I really appreciate the hug! ~Hugs ya back~

Not in control ...the voices are ...scared what they might do

Serenity honey, God's voice is louder. Listen to him!

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Charlie* I'll miss you so much Hun.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mute Scream Laura*

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Serenity*

Lia and Charlie I will miss you both very much and I hope things will get better for you. *hugs for you both*

Lia n Charlie, I'm prayin for you both. ~Hugs~

Thanks Mark! ~Mornin hugs~

*huggles all*

The bs that has been happening since I got home from the Cairns hospital is still going on. We got our statements from social security and they have only given us rent assistance based on 1/2 our weekly rent costs. And I've had majorly bad news about my shoulder. It's going to require surgery by a specialist that isn't available north of Brisbane. Seriously FML

I hope that everyone is doing well or improving.

Sorry for my lack of individuals.

*leaves safe love and care packages on the table with hugs for anyone who wants or needs them*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kahlia*

I'm logging on from the Library as I have 90 minutes to kill in town between Meeting Becky and Meeting Hannah :S

*snags a big soft plushie from the pile Kahlia left and sits with it in the closet*

*Hugs Crimson* You alright hun?

Trying not to implode...

The following content has been hidden - Reason : turned into a long r/v type thing so... yeah

I even considered smoking or cutting as options this morning... both things I quit doing years ago... My house was clean, I could walk through it without tripping on people or things, without stress, etc. for the last 3 weeks. Then Mi came back from Fbanks and brought Me with her... sadly Me isn't family and I'd rather have her there and not Mi. Mi started pissing me off and upsetting me last night... D was talking to them and said one thing or another and Mi whispered to Me "yeah Crimson's kind of weird" WTF? and after the kids were sent to bed, G was reading the other 2 a story so quiet that we couldn't even hear her and when Mi went to the bathroom she went "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" to them so loud she may as well have just yelled "shut the **** up"... It's the kid's house not hers. I woke up this morning went to got get my lunch to put in my work bag, and almost tripped over her face (literally) because even though there is a couch and they both fit on it they decided to spread across the ENTIRE living room floor. They aren't paying rent until they both get jobs, they're only going to pay 400 in rent for 2 people to take up the whole basement when we move... (This is because they want to take a road trip once they save up so D figures keeping them in the basement will keep them from pissing me off or stressing me out and 400 rather than the previously agreed upon 600 will help them GTFO sooner) They are also required to get on food stamps. Since they were gone the end of last month and up until yesterday of this month D realized I was not kidding when I said Mi eats like 3 people. With only her missing from our usual meal planning we had enough (just counting meat based meals) to last the rest of us more than 3 weeks. We had that much meat left over from last month after she went to Fbanks... Based on the average meat price at Costco, that saved us about 250-300$ this last month. Ridiculous, no? And I foresee at least 6 months of this BS before she moves out for her road trip (then another 3-6 months till they run out of money and want to come move back in...)
I actually WANT to CRY but nothing is there...

This song has been stuck in my head for 3 days...

YouTube - The Guild - Do You Wanna Date My Avatar

*gives everyone hugs*

*puts some cookies and brownies on the table*

*sits in a corner and sighs and wonders what to do now*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry but I really don't have the focus to read your hidden post , I am thinking of you though :O)

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs YodaBear*

I realised I haven't said goodbye to Morgana, Louise or Heather, I'm going to miss you huys and I wish you all the best for your recovery and the future. There are just so many of you that I am going to miss. I really am going now though, from what I've learned about saying goodye is that you have to just say goodbye and bugger off. So bye all. I love you.

Ok soooooooooo, I decided to start a blog. I'm going to actually try to keep it fairly up to date... We'll see how this all goes. It's this in case anyone wants to know... yeah, thought I'd share even though it has pretty much nothing on it yet (just finished setting it up).