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ljmeep 12-04-2011 02:02 AM

*hugs back*

We talked earlier today about what's been buggin me lately and he appologized and we spent the rest of the day well... took boys to the park and what not, but then he left to go to an old neighbors which was one of the things we talked about... so his appology means **** to me... it hurts more than anything

a few months ago i heard a rumor that he had been cheating on me... i chose to let it go cuz it was an unreliable sorce for one and because i believe in trust, but now that the seed of doubt has been planted i always wonder what he's really up to when he takes off :(

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 02:16 AM

*cuddles Kelly* that sounds really tough, I'm sorry I dont have any words of advice, but I have as many hugs as you want.

I wish I could have just one ****ing stable day, is one too much to ask for.

ljmeep 12-04-2011 02:19 AM

I wish you could have a stable day too :( ... and again i don't think anything is gonna help me aside from me getting up the guts to get up and leave, but I really scared shitless at the possibility of tearing my family apart like that... my kids are still so little and I dunno if i can do it all alone

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 02:23 AM

*huggles Kelly* you have us all in the ward.

ljmeep 12-04-2011 02:25 AM

*hugs back* i'm so thankful for that... dunno what i'd do if i didn't have you all to talk to ...

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 02:29 AM

*hugs* the ward is a good place, its got me through a lot of dark times.

its 1.30am and I'm still wide awake, am going to go for a run in an hour and going to do a vlog.

ljmeep 12-04-2011 02:34 AM

wow... i'd be dead on my feet if it was 130 here... it's only 730 pm here... the kids should be getting ready for bed but hubby said he'd be back soon and that was 45 mins ago... so about to give up and put them to bed myself w/out his help ... sigh

YodaBearInterrupted 12-04-2011 02:56 AM

*hugs frenchhorn and Kelly*

Blah. I am just going to sit in here for a while

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 03:36 AM

*hugs Yodabear and Kelly*

Hi Yodabear I'm Oliver. how are you?

YodaBearInterrupted 12-04-2011 03:44 AM

Hi Oliver, I'm Matt. I have this feeling we have crossed paths before on here somewhere :)

Meh. Probably going to go to bed soon. Bouncing around between a bit of psychosis and reality isn't helping things at the moment, plus I cried earlier which I guess helped when no one was home.

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 03:53 AM

Hi Matt, yeah I think we have crossed paths before. I hope going to bed and getting some sleep helps. I'm just about to go for a run, at nearly 3am! but I like going when no one is around as I'm really paranoid that people are going to kill me.

YodaBearInterrupted 12-04-2011 05:36 AM

I can sort of understand that too Oliver, in the sense that I am paranoid of people as well to a part. Sleeps well, I am off to bed myself. *hugs*

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 05:50 AM

Night Matt *hugs*

frenchhorn 12-04-2011 07:02 AM

god its 6am here and I'm still wide awake, cant bloody sleep

Laura2.0 12-04-2011 11:09 AM

*hugs oliver* I hope you get to sleep soon. I always drink a hot chocolate or warm milk with honey when I can't sleep.

Billy! 12-04-2011 11:39 AM

*Curls up*

Doikers 12-04-2011 11:44 AM

*Hugs Serenity*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs YodaBear*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Oliver*

Thanks everyone for your concern , I am safe , I want to bath but am worried I'll open my stomach cuts up, They're not deep enough to rewuire attention but I feel stupid :S

Billy! 12-04-2011 11:48 AM

*Cuddles Mark*

Laura2.0 12-04-2011 12:06 PM

*hugs mark*
if you put less water in the tub and sit the cuts wont soak, right?

Doikers 12-04-2011 12:26 PM

I dabbed at them but didn't really clean the injured area and it didn't seem to make them bleed much again , I Feel so stupid , and what am I going to do today? I'm already ugly enough and I just add scar after scar and I can't help myself :(

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Charlie*

How is everyone?

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