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frenchhorn 11-04-2011 04:04 AM

I am so ****ing angry *storms around ward and out into garden*

ljmeep 11-04-2011 04:48 AM

I know exactly how you feel, Oliver. Only mix mine up with a lot of hurt feelings and the feeling of being the biggest damn idiot in the world... sigh.

I'm feeling so damn triggered right now it's rediculous... I was listening to my music, but now I have a huge head ache so... no more music for me :(

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 04:52 AM

*cuddles Kelly* sorry I dont have words right now, I'm slightly less angry but not much.

ljmeep 11-04-2011 04:55 AM

it's ok... i don't think there are any words that will really help me right now, but knowing that i'm not alone and that i have awsome friends does help a little... i just with i could count my husband among them right now. he's acting like a total ass and i'm so damn tired of fighting for something he's obviously not willing to fight for as well... and it just makes me want to cut that much more...

BWchick 11-04-2011 04:59 AM

*Huggles all*

Hey, sorry I haven't been here lately. how is everyone?

ljmeep 11-04-2011 05:12 AM

becoming indifferent ... u?

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 05:35 AM

*hugs all* I'm angry still

how dare someone who doesn't know what BPD is question the fact that I have it when I have been diagnosed by a professional, then she asked what it is so I described some of the symptons, like the mood swings, the impulses, the abandoment issues, the paranoia, the anger outbursts, the self harming and suicidal behaviour, the love hate and unstable relationships and she turned around and said while I have some of that so whats so special about you. I felt like killing her, I dont feel special, I hate having BPD, and she just questioned it.

sorry for the rant just needed to get it out. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *stomps around in the garden*

ljmeep 11-04-2011 05:41 AM

no need to apologize, oliver... that would piss me off too. Tell her that when she goes to medical school, then she can question your diagnoses and how it affects you and sets you appart from her! I can only imagin how hard living w/ BPD or any other disorder could be... I've never been formarly diagnosed though if I had the insurance I'm sure I would be with at least some form of depression ... :(

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 05:44 AM

*hugs Kelly* how are you doing?

ljmeep 11-04-2011 05:49 AM

eh... tried to be nice to hubby and got attitude so still not great... i'm less mad and more hurt by it now...

i did get out for a 'lil w/ my bff and got some chocolate and soda and that made me feel a tad better... but it's really only a bandaid on a gapping wound if that makes sense

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 05:51 AM

*cuddles Kelly* I'm sorry about your husband, but I'm glad you managed to get out with your bff (is that best friend forever??) and chocolate sounds good :)

ljmeep 11-04-2011 06:00 AM

yes bff = best friends forever... we've been bff's since 4th grade. There for each other when our kids were born, her for my parent's divorce, me when her dad died... and both of us there to help us through the process of beating SI

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 06:39 AM

*hugs Kelly* thats really great you have someone like that.

I should try to sleep as its 5.40am here, but I'm scared last night I kept waking up covered in sweat from terrifying nightmares

Laura2.0 11-04-2011 09:34 AM

good morning *hugs all* how are you?

*goes to hide somewhere*

Emo 11-04-2011 10:54 AM

Morning hows everyone ?

Laura2.0 11-04-2011 11:15 AM

good morning serenity (dunno your real name..)

I'm numb today, which is good.

how are you?

Doikers 11-04-2011 11:47 AM

*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Mute.Scream*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Megz*
*Hugs Serenity*

Emo 11-04-2011 11:52 AM

*hugs Mute.Scream*
*hug mark*

am ok apart from being itchy on my leg ...its really annoying * scratches*

Laura2.0 11-04-2011 12:12 PM

*hugs mark*
*hugs serenity*

Billy! 11-04-2011 12:12 PM

*Hugs everyone*

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