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FlyingNy 30-03-2011 11:31 PM

*Hugs Oliver, Charlie and Crimson*

Of all the songs to make you cry...


Hardly the saddest song in the world...

frenchhorn 30-03-2011 11:36 PM

*hugs Lia* how are you?

FlyingNy 30-03-2011 11:39 PM

Probably will be better if I stop listening to that song. You feeling any better?

Billy! 30-03-2011 11:40 PM

*Squishes Lia*

FlyingNy 30-03-2011 11:52 PM

*Hugs Charlie* :)

Guys, do any of you ever feel utterly convinced you're going to completely fail at something, even if there is no rational reason why you would?

Billy! 30-03-2011 11:57 PM

*Hugs* All the time Lia. All the time -.-

FlyingNy 30-03-2011 11:58 PM

And are you usually wrong?

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:09 AM

That depends. If I stick with it and carry it through then yeah i'm always wrong, I never fail. But sometimes I freak out so bad that I give up, and therefore I was kinda right. Moral of the story-never give up :)

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:13 AM

Well on the plus side, I can't give up :) My drama teacher would hang and draw quater me and so would the rest of my group. I'd be really in the **** if I didn't turn up, so I have to,I'm just convinced I will fail despite that I knew my lines, I know where I'm meant to be and when. I know my cues and what to do if something goes wrong. There is absolutly no reason this exam shouldn't go fine, I'm just terrified I'm going to **** up. My group don't want me with them, they haven't said anything but I can tell I'm just an annoyance to them, they wish I was with someone else.

PoisonedApple 31-03-2011 12:16 AM

Why do you think that Lia? *hugs*

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:17 AM

Lia hun, remember a few weeks ago you were worried about another performance? It went really well though. You just need to beleive in yourself. I know it's hard but I also know You are so strong honey and I know you can do it and do it well :)

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:20 AM

It's the same one :) The one a couple of weeks back was for our parents, this one is the real exam, but it's the same piece. I know, there's no reason I'm going to fail so I honestly can't answer your question Crimson, I just feel hopeless, like there's nothing I can do about it, I'm just going to mess up.

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:23 AM

Just try and ignore the fact it's for your exam, You have a good imagination, try to imagine you're just doing it for your parents again.

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:29 AM

Or no one at all and it's just another rehearsal. When I get on stage I am totally fine. Even if I haven't spoken all the nerves go away. I feel safe on the stage, despite the fact it's what I've been dreading. What's weird though is I know I am being irrational, but I still can't talk myself round.

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:34 AM

You're not being irrational at all though. That would scare the crap out of me. Even having to do a 2 minute role play in group today was hard. You will be fine when it comes to it though :)

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:37 AM

But I've done drama for years. I'm used to this kinda thing. I just can't shake the feeling I'm going to screw up and let everyone down. Drama is both the bane of my life and one of the best things in it. It's nerve wracking and horribly stressful, but the feeling of europhia if you manage to pull of a piece and do it better than you've ever done it before is one of the best feelings ever.

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:41 AM

It's like an adrenaline rush. I don't really have much experience :/

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:45 AM

It lasts for days though, espeically if you've been worried about it, it's a great feeling :) I just hope I have that on Friday evening rather than gutted that I ****ed up.

Billy! 31-03-2011 12:47 AM

I'm sure you will :) and it's your birthday too :D

FlyingNy 31-03-2011 12:53 AM

Yeah, that should be good :)
Thank-you for putting up with my pointless moans and fears. I love you <3 I love all my wardies.

Night all. *Hugs*


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