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one_step_closer 27-02-2011 06:48 PM

I'm so fed up with life. I can't wait until I have saved up enough medication to overdose on. I think in the meantime i'm going to have to turn to alcohol but i'm scared to because my Mum had alcohol problems and i'm worried that I will go down that route.

Doikers 27-02-2011 07:18 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I am currently struggling with Alcohol , Be careful Lindsay hun , I'm sober tonight though

Doikers 27-02-2011 10:09 PM

*Night Time Hugs my Wardies*

frenchhorn 27-02-2011 10:37 PM

night Mark.

*hugs you all* sorry I've not been around much recently, its been tough, my mood is swinging all over the place and I'm anxious as I have a psychiatrist appt tomorrow

Doikers 28-02-2011 10:38 AM

*Hugs Oliver* Best of luck with your psychiatrist appointment today !

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 05:08 PM

Good luvk Oliver, if you've already left, I hope it went well. The ward has been so quiet recently.

I know it's normal for families to fight, but is it normal to think they honestly wouldn't give a **** if I offed myself? Just now, I was a '****ing cow' and a 'stupid bitch' simply because I suggested to my brother that maybe the reason he can't sleep at night is because he goes straight to sleep when he gets home from school. Call me an idiot, but there's an obvious link between the two. I no longer tell my family anything about my grades because if it's less than an A, I'm a disappointment and if it's higher than a B, I'm an 'up myself cow' to my brother and sister. I can't win and I cba to try anymore.

Doikers 28-02-2011 05:13 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm sorry you are getting so much greif from your family :(

shadowedsoul 28-02-2011 05:38 PM

cuddles everyone, curls up

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 05:45 PM

*Hugs Mark and Jill* How are you guys?

shadowedsoul 28-02-2011 05:48 PM

hey lia, im feeling hmm.........okay i guess. shrugs shoulders.
hmm how are you doing today?

Doikers 28-02-2011 06:20 PM

*Hugs Lia* Tomorrow is the first day of my "Plan"

*Hugs Jill*

Doikers 28-02-2011 06:20 PM

Oh and "Plan" is a good thing! sorry I saw how that sounded :S

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:22 PM

I'm glad you're at least sort of alright. Do you want to talk about anything?

I'm alright I suppose. Not had the best day, I barely slept last night then I forgot my lunch and just minor annoyances like that through the day, but I was in a weirdly good mood all day. Then I came home. Enough said.

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:23 PM

Yeah...I was gonna ask about that. What plan might that be?

And on the topic of plans, has anyone heard from Kitty?

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:43 PM

Kitty's been on fb. She lives on.

frenchhorn 28-02-2011 06:46 PM

*hugs mark, Lia and Jill*

the psychiatrist was ok, it was my first one as an out patient, but she was nice.
she has put onto a different anti depressant, put me on a higher dosage of the anti psychotic I'm on and she is seeing me in a month when she said she will also put me on a mood stabilizer.
I forgot to talk about some things though which I should have talked about, but I'm going to write a list for next time so I don't forget.

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:57 PM

I'm glad the appointment was a succes Oliver :) A list is a good idea, I always find myself doing stuff like that.

Doikers 28-02-2011 07:32 PM

Yeah Lia I noticed Kitty on FB too.

My "Plan" is to go (One day at a time) to quit drinking , Since tomorrow is the 1st of March and all , I figure it could be like a milestone for me.....

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 07:38 PM

Oh good Mark, that's a nice plan :)

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 07:39 PM

Oh, and I have faith in you :D


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