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SoMuchMore 22-12-2010 06:20 AM

*hugs everyone* i feel so bad about being so distant here. its hard to be online when i'm at my parents house.

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 06:36 AM

-hugs and snuggles laura-

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 10:40 AM

hey mark how you be? -hugs-

Doikers 22-12-2010 10:44 AM

*Hugs Willow*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Helen* I'm sorry your Sad , I hope that parcel arrives today .
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Callie*
*Hugs Felicia*
*Hugs Laura*

I'm Just up Kitty , yet to drink coffee , But the Post came at like just after 9 am this morning ! How are you?

I have to restart computer , BRB :)

MammaMia 22-12-2010 10:45 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 2619277)
*hugs to everybody*
It's been a while, and I have destructed.
Have been IP for 2 weeks. No end in sight. Hope lost. Going mad. This is the insanity apocalypse.
Help.
:'(
*sniffle*

CALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII E *big major squishy hugs* Have often thought about you & wondered how you've been doing. I'm sorry you're struggling so much love but perhaps IP is the best place to help you right now?

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2619327)
*hugs everyone* i feel so bad about being so distant here. its hard to be online when i'm at my parents house.

Laura, don't feel so bad. A lot of people are/will be going to family's and majority of us probably won't be online on Christmas Day or pop in very quickly. I know once I've gone to sleep, I won't be back on til Boxing Day sometime.

*hugs ward* Got a doctor's appointment yay. Just hope I can get everything discussed :S

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 10:54 AM

-hugs helen-

I'm an emotional wreck. My sister is killin me with her choices. I know it's only a matter of time and she won't be around anymore. Everyone in the family knows it won't be long until she dies. But there's nothing any one of us can do. It'll be one of two things that causes her death. I won't list them because they could be triggering and I just...I can't handle it. I have already lost 2 siblings. I can't handle losing a 3rd. I really can't. I hit rock bottom after I found out about her returning to her bad choices. I realized xmas is going to be shot this year. My husband went to tickle me and I totally freaked out. I curled up into a ball and covered my head and squeezed my eyes shut and screamed. I have never freaked out that bad before. It's just all getting to me and I just can't handle it.

And I think I am pregnant. I still have to wait 2 weeks before I find out for sure but I am showing signs. -sighs- If I am pregnant, I won't be able to die. I already lost one baby...I couldn't stand losing another one. I kind of hope I am pregnant, but at the same time, I hope I'm not, because...I...I just don't want to live through losing another sibling!

-curls up on the bathroom floor with pillows and fuzzies-

Doikers 22-12-2010 10:56 AM

*Hugs Helen* I hope you have a decent Dr's appointment :)

I too think from friday up until the 28th I'll be sporadically on here too , I think most of us will .

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 11:21 AM

Right...well it got quiet again. Mark you are the only one I still see on so I hope today goes well for you and that you are ok. -hugs- I'm all sorts of pissed off and emotional right now but I took my sleeping pill and am going to go to bed. Night all -hugs ward-

Oh and anyone feel free to PM me if you need/want to.

xxjuliexx 22-12-2010 11:24 AM

i is here

MammaMia 22-12-2010 12:28 PM

Well doctors went okay. Got 2 out of 3 things discussed =/

*hugs wardies*

Doikers 22-12-2010 12:51 PM

*Hugs Kitty goodnight*

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Helen* 2 out of 3 is pretty good :)

I was just walking in town and ran into my befriender Becky she had some free time so we went for coffee and chatted then chatted at her office :) She's nice and I'm feeling upbeat from my walk and running into Becky :)

one_step_closer 22-12-2010 01:50 PM

I just want to die :(

FlyingNy 22-12-2010 01:56 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Glad you're feeling alright at the moment Mark :)

What you excited about Helen?

*Waves to Owen* How are you?

Hope you sleep alright Kitty and that you feel a little better when you wake up.

How are you Laura?

Hello Callie. I don't know if we've met, I'm Lia. Sorry you're not doing too great right now, but Helen's right, you might be in the best place.

FlyingNy 22-12-2010 01:58 PM

What's the matter Lindsey? I certainly don't want you to die and neither does anyone here.

FlyingNy 22-12-2010 02:01 PM

Oh, and sorry for this triple post, but I had another nightmare last night, only this time, it wasn't so horrible.

I was in my local town and it was the middle of the night, there were other people around, people from my school I think, but it wasn't busy and I couldn't see anyone. Voldermort was out there somewhere and he was stalking me, as I was, in fact, Harry Potter. I had somewhere to get to, but I can't remember where and I bumped into someone from my year. I cant' remember who it was now, but I hardly speak to them in real life, but we started running together, and then Lupin hadn't taken his potion and he was a wearwolf and chasing us too. I was scared, but it was a rather more plesant dream than the one I had the other night.

Doikers 22-12-2010 02:18 PM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel so wretched *EXTRA squishey hugs*

MammaMia 22-12-2010 02:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2619506)
*Hugs Helen* 2 out of 3 is pretty good :)

I was just walking in town and ran into my befriender Becky she had some free time so we went for coffee and chatted then chatted at her office :) She's nice and I'm feeling upbeat from my walk and running into Becky :)

*hugs Mark* It sure is. Aw that's really good about seeing Becky :) Glad you're feeling upbeat Mark.

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Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2619552)
I just want to die :(

*hugs Lindsay tightly* I'm sorry you feeling so bad. But you can get through this *hugs*

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619558)
What you excited about Helen?

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! Esepically now I know my bestie got my parcels today & sent mine to me. YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! Plus one of my sisters is coming in two days time. You won't have met Callie as she's one of the 'originals' but she's awesome =)

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619560)
I certainly don't want you to die and neither does anyone here.

*agrees 100%*

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619562)
Oh, and sorry for this triple post, but I had another nightmare last night, only this time, it wasn't so horrible.

I was in my local town and it was the middle of the night, there were other people around, people from my school I think, but it wasn't busy and I couldn't see anyone. Voldermort was out there somewhere and he was stalking me, as I was, in fact, Harry Potter. I had somewhere to get to, but I can't remember where and I bumped into someone from my year. I cant' remember who it was now, but I hardly speak to them in real life, but we started running together, and then Lupin hadn't taken his potion and he was a wearwolf and chasing us too. I was scared, but it was a rather more plesant dream than the one I had the other night.

That sounds scary :( *hugs* I hate nightmares :(

MammaMia 22-12-2010 02:28 PM

Also I'm waiting in for our heating to be fixed =/ The raditor in the hall had already broken this weekend by leaking. So it got turned off whilst we were waiting. However the whole bloody thing has broke itself. GRR!!! Hope he hurries up, I do have to leave for work in less than 3 hours & he's meant to come between 11.30-4.00 (or something like that)

one_step_closer 22-12-2010 02:42 PM

*hugs everyone* I'm just so sick of feeling bad all of the time. I can't cope with life, I don't have it in me.

Lia, i'm sorry you've been having nightmares. Sometimes it helps to write them down and then destroy what you have written.

Helen, I hope the repair man comes soon.

Doikers 22-12-2010 02:49 PM

It WILL get better Lindsay You just have to hang on in there , is there anyone from your CMHT or other support network you can make an appointment to see ? *Hugs*

*Hugs Helen* I hope you heating guy comes soon too .


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