If it would help you medically then please do so Kitty.

My fiance took me initially because he knew I had something underlying he wanted to help with and it all came out over the past 6 months. Gives us a chance to bring up any issues we've had with each other with a trained professional so I don't mind. Plus he's comforting when I have to speak about something thats really hard to talk about.

Thats good, Sarah. glad your fiance can comfort you like that.

Cuteness wrapped in 10 minutes.

I'm worried about my parcels that I sent to my bestie, as they understandably couldn't guarantee it'll arrive tomorrow (well today), however I just checked it up online, seems it's being processed through the system. So fingers crossed that they can attempt delivery tomorrow. I want to know how Royal Mail works, god I'm sad =/

-hugs and cuddles helen- hopefully she will get the package tomorrow hun.

Hi everyone :-)

Hey :)

So sleepy :( can't go to bed yet though :(

Fingers crossed Kitty. She's sending mine tomorrow (well it's today now lol).

Hi Ian, how you doing?

Sarah, why can't you go to sleep yet?

-crosses fingers-

Hi ian how you be?

Why can't you sleep, Sarah?

Great. Just great. My sister is going to ruin the holidays this year. Totally ruin them. Specially since xmas is being held at her house this year.

-sighs and curls up in the corner-

Hows she going to ruin them Kitty?

Not tired anymore, had to wait for the bathroom to be free, I got distracted by tv and now I'm not all that sleepy

Shes drinking again. Shes going to be drunk for xmas and shes hosting it..

Oh dear :( I hope you'll be okay hun

I cant handle her when she's drunk. So many bad scary memories. She has been drinking heavily for 15 years. She just got out of rehab at the beginning of this month (she's been in rehab like 5+ times).

I don't even remember her being sober ever... -rocks back and forth-

Oh no, that must be horrible darling, and I hate to leave you alone but I have to be up early my lovely. You stay safe darling, please. You're amazing *snuggles* x

-snuggles- night night

-gathers up a bunch of pillows and fuzzy blankies and squeezes them and rocks back and forth with them trying to calm down-

*hugs to everybody*
It's been a while, and I have destructed.
Have been IP for 2 weeks. No end in sight. Hope lost. Going mad. This is the insanity apocalypse.
Help.
:'(
*sniffle*

-hugs callie- hi I'm kitty. I'm sorry to hear that you are in hospital. :( What's going on?

hillo felicia -hugs- how you be?

I'm alright I guess. I have a headache and don't feel good.

Awe I sorry. -hands medicine to make headache go away and feel better- It sucks to be sick around the holidays. Makes things even more stressful. :( -hugs-