That's lovely, Mark.

Sleep well, Kitty.

How are you today, Helen?

I'm rather excited today Lindsay, how re you?

*Hugs ward*

You know, I feel so much better about feeling depressed and this life since I read somewhere that depression is like 'a dementor following you around everywhere and wearing a horcrux around your neck that tells you you're worthless'. I can certainly relate to that part, and it's like there's a dementor here right now, although I should be happy about Christmas and all. I also found out JK (Rowling) suffered with depression. That shouldn't make me feel better but it does. I feel like there's a horcrux in me. There's this badness that I can't shake.

You alright Lindey?

Good Helen :) What you excited about?

I'm glad you got your goodbye Mark :) That can make things so much easier.

Kitty, Helen's right, I lost someone. I don't feel it like I should, not even now, 5 months on. There's no right or wrong way to feel.

*Hugs all again*

*Hugs Lia* I'm a Bit dense when it comes to HP But thats a good analogy . How are you , Dementor and Horcrux and all?

Well aside from my pesky dementor and unshakable horcrux, I'm alright. I went on a hotline last night and they calmed me down. By the end of the conversation I had put down the pills and stopped considering OD at any rate. I've just spent the past half an hour on JK's website. Time well spent.

How are you Mark?

Thats good that you got some help Lia :) Time well spent , neat.

I'm numb , considering going to bed just to lay there for 20 minites , I'm sick of being numb and sick of feeling the NEED to S.I. but I am feeling better , not Fantastic , not even good but my mood has picked up yesterday and today , which is something to look upon as a good thing I suppose :) *Tries to be positive*

*Hugs Mark* Glad you're feeling at least slightly better. I was comforted in the fact that JK suffered from depression, because she's really successful now, so it can be overcome :)

That is good to know .Depression can be overcome *Hugs Lia*

*hugs ward*
I'll actually read posts once I wake up a bit, and shake off my nightmare.
Just wanted to pop in and say hi... so.. hi!

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry you had a nightmare hun *Puts on the kettle for coffee to help you wake up*

*Hugs Felicia.* Nightmare suck. I had one last night.

Thanks, Mark. Nightmares happen though. I'll be okay.
I need to go to the post office, but I can't get down my road. damn.
So instead I'm going to watch tv, and wish for millions of things.

Oh Lia *Hugs* That sounds horrible , I'm sorry you had that nightmare :(

It's kinda hard to shift from my mind, but I wrote it in my diary. Hopefully I can shake it soon. Still, on the bright side it was morning when I woke up so I didn't have to go back to sleep.

*snuggles felicia* here if want :)
*hugs anyone who wants*

Love the analogy btw lia *squish*

*Hugs Heather* How are you today? The analogy made me feel better :)

*Squishes Heather* How are you hun?

*snuggles ward* had to tell my counsellor everything today. I felt awful :(

*Hugs Sarah* Are you feeling any better now?