I'm ok. Starting on a different antidepressant this evening or tomorrow morning and i'm looking forward to it. I've felt so low being off antidepressants altogether.

*Hugs Laura* Have fun Shopping:)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Felicia*

Ugh. I have to get blood tests done tomorrow. So. nervous.

(edited - not worth the support clearly)

Laura, I did answer your question but I'll pm you x

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Felicia* I hope your tests go well

cries...

*limps in and flops down in a bean bag chair*
today sucks. freezing rain... i fell... the temps are supposed to get up to the 40s today... tomorrows gonna be a mess. i may just stay freaking home tomorrow. as it is from my fall this morning i was 45 min late to work and i have a bruise developing from hip to ankle on one side :( ... my arm got landed on too...

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you got wet ( I hate that ) and that you fell ( I Hate That Too ) *Makes hot chocolate for you*

*Hugs all*

I'm sorry Helen. I hope you're alright.

*Hugs Louise* What's the matter?

I'm alright for all those of you who asked, my sister's doing my nut in, but that's nothing new.

Oh, and good luck Felicia, I hope everything goes well. My friend had a blood test the other day, she was really scared, but it was alright. Her arm ached afterwards, but apart from that she was alright.

*hugs crimson* I hate it when I get huge bruises... hope its getting better soon.

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Louise* how are you?

*hugs Helen*

hugs Felicia*

What's your daughter's name Helen? You don't have to talk about her if you don't want, but sometimes it's nice to talk about those who aren't here who we miss dearly.

Thanks, Lia. I'm absolutely terrified of needles... and test results, but mostly needles... so I dread blood tests.
*Hugs Crimson* I hate that you fell, that sucks.
*Hugs Lore* How're you, darlin?
*Hugs Mark*

*hugs everyone* thanks guys. it's just sore right now... Saturday was fun though. a friend talked me into going with her to a pole dancing class and then we went out to a couple of bars. it was pretty awesome.

now that i'm not in such a sour mood... how is everyone?

I'm alright, Crimson. Just tired, midly upset, busy, and absolutely despising being an English major right now haha.

Ah, Felicia, you're making English at uni seem less and less appealing right now. It's the only thing I am any good at though. And I do love it.

I looked it up in my Journal and Calender today . If I can make it through tmorrow I'll be 1 week free :) Only thing is now I've realised that it's all I can think about :S

Mark, *hugs* you can do it, I'm around if you need a chat. =)
Lia, If you love it, you'll be fine. It's just stressful, and (I think) more time consuming than other majors. I love it, usually. I'm just very stressed, cause I have like 5 papers due on the same day. English at uni is usually awesome.

Paypal won't clear payment into my account but people have tried to pay me , I even made a new e-mail and aypal accounts but that didn't work. Damn IT!!!!!!!!!!! I am so stressed , SO triggered . sorry . :(:(:(:(

Ill trade you, Felicia. I'll go to uni and you can come to work lol
*hugs Mark* Congrats! you can do it!

I believe in you, Mark. My condition management worker told me to day that how we phrase things is important. Instead of saying 'I don't want to self harm' (if that's what you're saying to yourself) try saying something like 'I want to be in healthy and safe control.'