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MammaMia 03-10-2010 06:53 PM

They are cool. *hugs*

SoMuchMore 03-10-2010 07:47 PM

*cuddles helen* i'm sorry that your friend was lying to you. That really sucks. I hate it when people lie more than anything and have lost several friends b/c of lying situations... so i can understand why are are upset. Also sorry that the eye doctor upset you, but i'm glad that you got some nice sounding new glasses.

*hugs sarah* it sounds like you have a lot going on right now. Do you think your best friend is more open with your fiance because she is really worried about you and doesnt want to make you more upset? I understand you wanting her to be open with you, just offering a possible explanation as to why.

*hugs lia* Hope you are really okay. If not, you know its okay to talk in here

*hugs felicia* i second what lia said about them maybe not understanding you are afraid. I'm sorry that it feels like everyone is leaving you. I know its not the same, but we in the ward won't leave.. I don't know if that helps at all.

*hugs jill* im sorry that you are feeling so upset. anything we can do?

*hugs jocelyn* Hey! I'm sorry you arent feeling well, but I'm happy to see you around. Here if you want/need to talk hun.

*hugs mark* how r u? You've been posting but not much about yourself so I thought Id ask, :-)

*waves to owen* whats wrong? you alright?

*hugs april* you are not pathetic in the least! I'm sorry that your bestie isnt hanging out with you. I know how bad that can feel. However, sometimes its hard b/c you cant really say anything.. like I never feel like i can be "well you said we would hang out before you agreed to do this other thing with you fiance/boyfriend/other group, so really you should be hanging with me." I wish i could say that sometimes, but then i would feel like im being super manipulative, which i try not to be heh.. okay sorry, enough, I dont know how this response turned into a bunch of I would, I think, I, I... sorry.

*hugs heather* how r u hun?

*hugs everyone else* i think that is most people that posted recently... if i missed you i'm sorry, I'm not trying to ignore, just catch up.

Cold weekend for being outside but Uni homecoming events were pretty fun. Now got to get going on some homework.

SI'd an awful lot though. Not very strong of me I know... but... my frustration levels were getting out of control. I think one of my friends noticed though... I hope not, she is the type of person that would want to try to talk about it... and i'm not really in a place to talk. I've only ever openly talked about it with one person at uni.. most of the time i really hate talking about SI. Don't want to worry/upset people any more than they already are.

shadowedsoul 03-10-2010 07:47 PM

Argh!!!! Why do people dump on me when I'm already worked up. Not sure how much more I can take. =(

Doikers 03-10-2010 07:50 PM

Well I've started Freaking out about my assesment tomorrow to judge if I'm eligable for housing benifit .
What if they say I don't deserve it?
They can stop my housing benifit and I NEEEEEED it to pay rent with.
I hate the feeling of being judged.
Everyone I've spoken to says it's easy and I deserve Housing benefit and am entitled to it so I KNOW I shoulden't worry but I FEEL so Anxious :S
Anxiety.
Anxiety.
Anxiety.

Doikers 03-10-2010 07:55 PM

*Hugs Laura* I know the feeling of not wanting to talk about your S.I. I hope she doesen't pressure you into talking and also it's really not a question of you being strong or not ,the strongest person can cut and the weakest can resist the urge , it all depends on how you feel .Make sense?

SoMuchMore 03-10-2010 08:07 PM

*hugs mark* aw, im sorry that you are so anxious. You do deserve the housing benefit though. I understand the anxiety, I would probably have threw the roof levels of anxiety too. Try to do something that relaxes you.. go for a walk or something that will keep your mind busy. Here if you want/need to talk.

And what you said makes sense. I know i shouldnt be using words like strong/weak in reference to SI... I hope she doesnt pressure me into talking either.

*hugs jill* i'm sorry that people were dumping on you. Stay strong hun, I know how hard it is but try?

And I just remembered that i forgot to pay rent... crap. 4 days late tomorrow when i'll drop it off (office wont be open today to do so)

shadowedsoul 03-10-2010 08:13 PM

Erm sod it I'm giving in trying to beat this tonight, I feel very crapy but sod it. Deff going to have a drink tonight when I get home, don't worry not going to get drunk, just need somthing it's being a really horrible day. Sorry guys, curls up

Doikers 03-10-2010 08:15 PM

Relaxing ? hmmm *Lights Insence* Maybe that'll help. I'm gonna take a diaz too , this is exactly why I'm prescribed them then I'm going to phone my parents for the distraction . Thanks Laura I hadn't even thought of any of this stuff before you prompted me .

Oh will your Landlord be cool with that Laura ? I hope so.

*Hugs Jill* Please please be careful with the alcohol , remember we are here to talk if you need too :)

SparkleKitten 03-10-2010 08:37 PM

*hugs Jill* Take care, hope you're okay, stay safe x

*cuddles Mark* You need it so you've no need to feel so bad, we're here for you to vent though :)

*snuggles Laura* Sorry to hear about that, hope you don't have to talk about it, I hate talking about it. And I get what you mean, but she told him she was going out today back early last week and I got a text after I'd been waiting an hour this afternoon to talk to her telling me she'd gone out. Silly I know, but I've felt a bit lonely and no other friends really want to talk that much. I don't know what else she's telling him and not me though...

I get so silly over small things.

Doikers 03-10-2010 08:42 PM

Quote:

I get so silly over small things.
It's not silly Sarah , Small things are big things when they are happening to you.*Cuddles*

SparkleKitten 03-10-2010 08:45 PM

*Cuddles Mark* Thanks. I don't know what I'd do without this ward <3

Doikers 03-10-2010 08:48 PM

Me neither Sarah <3

RYUU 03-10-2010 08:58 PM

feel like i want to OD

misskitty112 03-10-2010 09:01 PM

*hugs Laura* I understand the frustration levels... totally.
*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're so anxious. I'm only a PM away :)
*hugs Jill* Please be safe
*Hugs Sarah* I get awfully upset over small things too

Did my Marketing assignment. I cannot wrap my head around all the literature I have to read though. It's so very frustrating. I feel like I need to SH to kick myself in gear. That makes no sense, I know. But I never said I made sense.

Doikers 03-10-2010 09:16 PM

*Hugs Felicia* You don't have to SH ,please be safe .
Could you maybe take your literature assignment reading one little bite at a time, that might help break it up into manegable chunks , sorry if thats lame advice :S

misskitty112 03-10-2010 09:34 PM

Figured it out.
today's been 14 years since my dad died.
I can't believe I forgot. In the back of my mind, I knew. I just couldn't figure out this unexplainable sadness, and all the reoccuring bitterness at mom for remarrying that I thought I had gotten over.
I'm a shitty daughter. I forgot my own dad until I saw it on mom's facebook.

Doikers 03-10-2010 09:56 PM

Felicia , You are NOT a shitty daughter , goodness you have a LOT to think about and you knew , thats why you were sad ,you probably repressed the memory sub-conciously to help you deal with the sadness. You are a kind , caring , compasionate person . *Hugs*

xxjuliexx 03-10-2010 09:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2515708)
Yeah, like I said, I'm fine.

-taps lia's arm- we isnt allowed to as we is fine unless we r fine it's a ward rule -offers a cookie-

RYUU? is u ok?

Doikers 03-10-2010 10:02 PM

*Waves at Owen* Hi did you get any sleep ?

Talking of sleep I'm heading to bed , I could stay up but my insence stick has burnt out and I want to sleep . "Asleep is the safest place you can be"

xxjuliexx 03-10-2010 10:03 PM

-nods- did sleep but still tired, eating breakfast -points at plate-


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